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Title: The Young Guard

Author: E. W. Hornung

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THE YOUNG GUARD

By E. W. Hornung

London: Constable and Company Ltd.

1919

0010



Most of these pieces appeared during the war. The usual acknowledgements are tendered to The Spectator in three cases and The Times in two, as well as to Land and Water, The Cologne Post and sundry School Magazines.






CONTENTS

CONSECRATION

LORD'S LEAVE

LAST POST

THE OLD BOYS

RUDDDY YOUNG GINGER

THE BALLAD OF ENSIGN JOY

BOND AND FREE

SHELL-SHOCK IN ARRAS

THE BIG THING

FORERUNNERS *

UPPINGHAM SONG

WOODEN CROSSES








CONSECRATION

        CHILDREN we deemed you all the days

We vexed you with our care:

But in a Universe ablaze,

What was your childish share?

To rush upon the flames of Hell,

To quench them with your blood!

To be of England's flower that fell

Ere yet it brake the bud!


And we who wither where we grew,

And never shed but tears,

As children now would follow you

Through the remaining years;

Tread' in the steps we thought to guide,

As firmly as you trod;

And keep the name you glorified

Clean before matt and God.









LORD'S LEAVE

(1915)

        NO Lord's this year: no silken lawn on which

A dignified and dainty throng meanders.

The Schools take guard upon a fierier pitch

Somewhere in Flanders.


Bigger the cricket here; yet some who tried

In vain to earn a Colour while at Eton

Have found a place upon an England side

That can't be beaten!


A demon bowler's bowling with his head—

His heart's as black as skins in Carolina!

Either he breaks, or shoots almost as dead

As Anne Regina;


While the deep-field-gun, trained upon your

stumps,

From concrete grand-stand far beyond the

bound'ry,

Lifts up his ugly mouth and fairly pumps

Shells from Krupp's foundry.


But like the time the game is out of joint—

No screen, and too much mud for cricket

lover;

Both legs go slip, and there's sufficient point

In extra cover!


Cricket? 'Tis Sanscrit to the super-Hun—

Cheap cross between Caligula and Cassius,

To whom speech, prayer, and warfare are all

one—

Equally gaseous!


Playing a game's beyond him and his hordes;

Theirs but to play the snake or wolf or

vulture:

Better one sporting lesson learnt at Lord's

Than all their Kultur....


Sinks a torpedoed Phoebus from our sight;

Over the field of play see darkness stealing;

Only in this one game, against the light

There's no appealing.


Now for their flares... and now at last the

stars...

Only the stars now, in their heavenly million,

Glisten and blink for pity on our scars

From the Pavilion.









LAST POST

(1915)

        LAST summer, centuries ago,

I watched the postman's lantern glow,

As night by night on leaden feet

He twinkled down our darkened street.


So welcome on his beaten track,

The bent man with the bulging sack!

But dread of every sleepless couch,

A whistling imp with leathern pouch!


And now I meet him in the way,

And earth is Heaven, night is Day,

For oh! there shines before his lamp

An envelope without a stamp!


Address in pencil; overhead,

The Censor's triangle in red.

Indoors and up the stair I bound:

One from the boy, still safe, still sound!


"Still merry in a dubious trench

They've taken over from the French;

Still making light of duty done;

Still full of Tommy, Fritz, and fun!


Still finding War of games the cream,

And his platoon a priceless team—

Still running it by sportsman's rule,

Just as he ran his house at school.


"Still wild about the 'bombing stunt'

He makes his hobby at the front.

Still trustful of his wondrous luck—

Prepared to take on old man Kluck!'"


Awed only in the peaceful spells,

And only scornful of their shells,

His beaming eye yet found delight

In ruins lit by flares at night,


In clover field and hedgerow green,

Apart from cover or a screen,

In Nature spurting spick-and-span

For all the devilries of Man.


He said those weeks of blood and tears

Were worth his score of radiant years.

He said he had not lived before—

Our boy who never dreamt of War!


He gave us of his own dear glow,

Last summer, centuries ago.

Bronzed leaves still cling to every bough.

I don't waylay the postman now.


Doubtless upon his nightly beat

He still comes twinkling down our street.

I am not there with straining eye—

A whistling imp could tell you why.









THE OLD BOYS

(1917)

        WHO is the one with the empty sleeve?"

"Some sport who was in the swim."

"And the one with the ribbon who's home on

leave?"

"Good Lord! I remember him!

A hulking fool, low down in the school,

And no good at games was he—

All fingers and thumbs—and very few chums.

(I wish he'd shake hands with me!)"


"Who is the one with the heavy stick,

Who seems to walk from the shoulder?"

"Why, many's the goal you have watched him

kick!"

"He's looking a lifetime older.

Who is the one that's so full of fun—

I never beheld a blither—

Yet his eyes are fixt as the furrow betwixt?"

"He cannot see out of either,"


"Who are the ones that we cannot see,

Though we feel them as near as near?

In Chapel one felt them bend the knee,

At the match one felt them cheer.

In the deep still shade of the Colonnade,

In the ringing quad's full light,

They are laughing here, they are chaffing there,

Yet never in sound or sight."


"Oh, those are the ones who never shall leave,

As they once were afraid they would!

They marched away from the school at eve,

But at dawn came back for good,

With deathless blooms from uncoffin'd tombs

To lay at our Founder's shrine.

As many are they as ourselves to-day,

And their place is yours and mine."


"But who are the ones they can help or harm?"

"Each small boy, never so new,

Has an Elder Brother to take his arm,

And show him the thing to do—

And the thing to resist with a doubled fist,

If he'd be nor knave nor fool—

And the Game to play if he'd tread the way

Of the School behind the school."









RUDDDY YOUNG GINGER

(1915)

        RUDDY young Ginger was somewhere in camp,

War broke it up in a day,

Packing cadets of the steadier stamp

Home with the smallest delay.


Ginger braves town in his O.T.C. rags—

Beards a Staff Marquis—the limb!

Saying, "Your son, Sir, is one of my fags,"

Gets a Commission through him.


Then to his tailor's for khaki complet;

Then to Pall Mall for a sword;

Lastly, a wire to his people to say,

"Left school—joined the Line—are you

bored?"


And it was a bit cool

(A term's fees in the pool

By a rule of the school).

There were those who said "Fool!"

Of young Ginger.


Ruddy young Ginger! Who gave him that name?

Tommies who had his own nerve!

"Into 'im, Ginger!" was heard in a game

With a neighbouring Special Reserve.

Blushing and grinning and looking fifteen,

Ginger, with howitzer punt,

Bags his man's wind as succinctly and clean

As he hopes to bag Huns at the front.

Death on recruits who fall out by the way,

Sentries who yawn at their post,

Yet he sang such a song at the Y.M.C.A.

That the C.O. turned green as a ghost!


Less the song than the stance,

And the dissolute dance,

Drew a glance so askance

That... they packed him to France,

Little Ginger.


Next month, to the haunts of fine Ladies and

Lords

I ventured, in Grosvenor Square:

The stateliest chambers were hospital wards—

And ruddy young Ginger was there.

In spite of his hurts he looked never so red,

Nor ever less shy or sedate,

Though his hair had been cropped (by machine-

gun, he said)

And bandages turbaned his pate.


He was mostly in holes—but his cheek was

intact!

I could not but notice, with joy,

The loveliest Sisters had most to transact

With ruddy young Ginger—some boy!


Slaying Huns by the tons,

With a smile like a nun's—

Oh! of all the brave ones,

All the sons of our guns—

Give me Ginger!









THE BALLAD OF ENSIGN JOY

        I T is the story of

Ensign Joy

And the obsolete

rank withal

That I love for each gentle English

boy

Who jumped to his country's

call.

By their fire and fun, and the

deeds they've done,

I would gazette them Second to

none

Who faces a gun in Gaul!)



        IT is also the story of Ermyntrude

A less appropriate name

For the dearest prig and the

prettiest prude!

But under it, all the same,

The usual consanguineous squad

Had made her an honest child

of God—

And left her to play the game.



        IT was just when the grind of

the Special Reserves,

Employed upon Coast Defence,

Was getting on every Ensign's

nerves—

Sick-keen to be drafted

hence—

That they met and played tennis

and danced and sang,

The lad with the laugh and the

schoolboy slang,

The girl with the eyes intense.



        YET it wasn't for him that she

languished and sighed,

But for all of our dear deemed

youth;

And it wasn't for her, but her

sex, that he cried,

If he could but have probed

the truth !

Did she? She would none of his

hot young heart;

As khaki escort he's tall and

smart,

As lover a shade uncouth.



        HE went with his draft. She

returned to her craft.

He wrote in his merry vein:

She read him aloud, and the

Studio laughed!

Ermyntrude bore the strain.

He was full of gay bloodshed and

Old Man Fritz:

His flippancy sent her friends

into fits.

Ermyntrude frowned with

pain.



        HIS tales of the Sergeant who

swore so hard

Left Ermyntrude cold and

prim;

The tactless truth of the picture

jarred,

And some of his jokes were

grim.

Yet, let him but skate upon

tender ice,

And he had to write to her twice

or thrice

Before she would answer him.



        YET once she sent him a

fairy's box,

And her pocket felt the brunt

Of tinned contraptions and

books and socks—

Which he hailed as "a sporting

stunt!"

She slaved at his muffler none

the less,

And still took pleasure in mur-

muring, "Yes!

For a friend of mine at the

Front.")



        ONE fine morning his name

appears—

Looking so pretty in print!

"Wounded!" she warbles in

tragedy tears—

And pictures the reddening

lint,

The drawn damp face and the

draggled hair . . .

But she found him blooming in

Grosvenor Square,

With a punctured shin in a

splint.



        IT wasn't a haunt of Ermyn-

trude's,

That grandiose urban pile;

Like starlight in arctic altitudes

Was the stately Sister's smile.

It was just the reverse with

Ensign Joy—

In his golden greeting no least

alloy—

In his shining eyes no guile!



        HE showed her the bullet that

did the trick—

He showed her the trick,

x-ray'd;

He showed her a table timed to

a tick,

And a map that an airman

made.

He spoke of a shell that caused grievous loss—

But he never mentioned a certain

cross

For his part in the escapade!



        SHE saw it herself in a list next

day,

And it brought her back to his

bed,

With a number of beautiful

things to say,

Which were mostly over his

head.

Turned pink as his own pyjamas'

stripe,

To her mind he ceased to em-

body a type—

Sank into her heart instead.



        I WONDER that all of you

didn't retire!"

"My blighters were not that

kind."

"But it says you 'advanced un-

der murderous fire,

Machine-gun and shell com-

bined—'"

"Oh, that's the regular War

Office wheeze!"

"'Advanced'—with that leg!—

'on his hands and knees'!"

"I couldn't leave it behind."



        HE was soon trick-driving an

invalid chair,

and dancing about on a crutch;

The haute noblesse of Grosvenor

Square

Felt bound to oblige as such;

They sent him for many a motor-

whirl—

With the wistful, willowy wisp of

a girl

Who never again lost touch.



        THEIR people were most of

them dead and gone.

They had only themselves to

His pay was enough to marry

upon,

As every Ensign sees.

They would muddle along (as

in fact they did)

With vast supplies of the tertium

quid

You bracket with bread-and-

cheese.

please.



        THEY gave him some leave

after Grosvenor Square—

And bang went a month on

banns;

For Ermyntrude had a natural

flair

For the least unusual plans.

Her heaviest uncle came down

well,

And entertained, at a fair hotel,

The dregs of the coupled clans.



        A CERTAIN number of

cheques accrued

To keep the wolf from the

door:

The economical Ermyntrude

Had charge of the dwindling

store,

When a Board reported her

bridegroom fit

As—some expression she didn't

permit . . .

And he left for the Front once

more.



        HIS crowd had been climbing

the jaws of hell:

He found them in death's dog-

teeth,

With little to show but a good

deal to tell

In their fissure of smoking

heath.

There were changes—of course

—but the change in him

Was the ribbon that showed on

his tunic trim

And the tumult hidden be-

neath!



        FOR all he had suffered and

seen before

Seemed nought to a husband's

care;

And the Chinese puzzle of mod-

ern war

For subtlety couldn't compare

With the delicate springs of the

complex life

To be led with a highly sensitised

wife

In a slightly rarefied air!



        YET it's good to be back with

the old platoon—

"A man in a world of men"!

Each cheery dog is a henchman

boon—

Especially Sergeant Wren!

Ermyntrude couldn't endure his

name—

Considered bad language no lien

on fame,

Yet it's good to—hear it

again!



        BETTER to feel the Ser-

geant's grip,

Though your fingers ache to

the bone!

Better to take the Sergeant's tip

Than to make up your mind

alone.

They can do things together, can

Wren and Joy—

The bristly bear and the beard-

less boy—

That neither could do on his

own.



        BUT there's never a word

about Old Man Wren

In the screeds he scribbles

to-day—

Though he praises his N.C.O.'s

and men

In rather a pointed way.

And he rubs it in (with a knitted

brow)

That the war's as good as a pic-

nic now,

And better than any play!



        HIS booby-hutch is "as safe

as the Throne,"

And he fares "like the C.-in-

Chief,"

But has purchased "a top-hole

gramophone

By way of comic relief."

(And he sighs as he hears the

men applaud,

While the Woodbine spices are

wafted abroad

With the odour of bully-beef.)



        HE may touch on the latest

type of bomb,

But Ermyntrude needn't

blench,

For he never says where you hurl

it from,

And it might be from your

trench.

He never might lead a stealthy

band,

Or toe the horrors of No Man's

Land,

Or swim at the sickly stench. . . .



        HER letters came up by

ration-cart

As the men stood-to before

dawn:

He followed the chart of her

soaring heart

With face transfigured yet

drawn:

It filled him with pride, touched

with chivalrous shame.

But—it spoilt the war, as a first-

class game,

For this particular pawn.



        THE Sergeant sees it, and

damns the cause

In a truly terrible flow;

But turns and trounces, without

a pause,

A junior N. C. O.

For the crime of agreeing that

Ensign Joy

Isn't altogether the officer boy

That he was four months ago!



        AT length he's dumfounded

(the month being May)

By a sample of Ermyntrude's

fun!

"You will kindly get leave over

Christmas Day,

Or make haste and finish the

But Christmas means presents,

she bids him beware:

"So what do you say to a son and

heir?

I'm thinking of giving you

Hun!"



        WHAT, indeed, does the

Ensign say?

What does he sit and write?

What do his heart-strings drone all day?

What do they throb all night?

What does he add to his piteous

prayers?—

"Not for my own sake, Lord, but

theirs,

See me safe through ..."



        THEY talk—and he writhes

—"of our spirit out here,

Our valour and all the rest!

There's my poor, lonely, delicate

dear,

As brave as the very best!

We stand or fall in a cheery

crowd,

And yet how often we grouse

aloud!

She faces that with a jest!"



        HE has had no sleep for a day

and a night;

He has written her half a

ream;

He has Iain him down to wait for

the light,

And at last come sleep—and a

dream.

He's hopping on sticks up the

studio stair:

A telegraph-boy is waiting there,

And—that is his darling's

scream!



        HE picks her up in a tender

storm—

But how does it come to pass

That he cannot see his reflected

form

With hers in the studio glass?

"What's wrong with that mir-

ror?"' he cries.

But only the Sergeant's voice

replies:

"Wake up, Sir! The Gas—

the Gas!"



        IS it a part of the dream of

dread?

What are the men about?

Each one sticking a haunted

head

Into a spectral clout!

Funny, the dearth of gibe and

joke,

When each one looks like a pig

in a poke,

Not omitting the snout!



        THERE'S your mask, Sir! No

time to lose!"

Ugh, what a gallows shape!

Partly white cap, and partly

noose!

Somebody ties the tape.

Goggles of sorts, it seems, inset:

Cock them over the parapet,

Study the battlescape.



        ENSIGN JOY'S in the second

line—

And more than a bit cut off;

A furlong or so down a green

incline

The fire-trench curls in the

trough.

Joy cannot see it—it's in the bed

Of a river of poison that brims

instead.

He can only hear—a cough!



        NOTHING to do for the

Companies there—

Nothing but waiting now,

While the Gas rolls up on the

balmy air,

And a small bird cheeps on a

bough.

All of a sudden the sky seems full

Of trusses of lighted cotton-wool

And the enemy's big bow-

wow!



        THE firmament cracks with

his airy mines,

And an interlacing hail

Threshes the clover between our

lines,

As a vile invisible flail.

And the trench has become a

mighty vice

That holds us, in skins of molten

ice,

For the vapors that fringe the

veil.



        IT'S coming—in billowy swirls

—as smoke

From the roof a world on fire.

It—comes! And a lad with a

heart of oak

Knows only that heart's de-

sire!

His masked lips whimper but one

dear name—

And so is he lost to inward shame

That he thrills at the word:

"Re-tire!"



        WHOSE is the order, thrice

renewed?

Ensign Joy cannot tell :

Only, that way lies Ermyntrude,

And the other way this hell!

Three men leap from the pois-

oned fosse,

Three men plunge from the para-

dos,

And—their—officer—as well!



        NOW, as he flies at their fly-

ing heels,

He awakes to his deep dis-

grace,

But the yawning pit of his shame

reveals

A way of saving his face:

He twirls his stick to a shep-

herd's crook,

To trip and bring one of them

back to book,

As though he'd been giving

chase!



        HE got back gasping—

"They'd too much start!"

"I'd've shot 'em instead!"

said Wren.

"That was your job, Sir, if you'd

the 'eart—

But it wouldn't 've been you,

then.

I pray my Lord I may live to see

A firing-party in front o' them

three!"

(That's what he said to the

men.)



        NOW, Joy and Wren, of

Company B,

Are a favourite firm of mine;

And the way they reinforced A,

C, and D

Was, perhaps, not unduly fine;

But it meant a good deal both to

Wren and Joy—

That grim, gaunt man, but that

desperate boy!—

And it didn't weaken the Line.



        NOT a bad effort of yours,

my lad,"

The Major deigned to declare.

"My Sergeant's plan, Sir"—

"And that's not bad—

But you've lost that ribbon

you wear?"

"It—must have been eaten away

by the Gas!"

"Well—ribbons are ribbons—

but don't be an ass!

It's better to do than dare."



        DARE! He has dared to de-

sert his post—

But he daren't acknowledge

his sin!

He has dared to face Wren with

a lying boast—

But Wren is not taken in.

None sings his praises so long

and loud—

With look so loving and loyal

and proud!

But the boy sees under his

skin.



        DAILY and gaily he wrote to

his wife,

Who had dropped the beati-

fied droll

And was writing to him on the

Meaning of Life

And the Bonds between Body

and Soul.

Her courage was high—though

she mentioned its height;

She was putting upon her the

Armour of Light—

Including her aureole!



        BUT never a helm had the lad

we know,

As he went on his nightly raids

With a brace of his Blighters, an

N. G O.

And a bagful of hand-grenades

And the way he rattled and

harried the Hun—

The deeds he did dare, and the

risks he would run—

Were the gossip of the Bri-

gades.



        HOW he'd stand stockstill as

the trunk of a tree,

With his face tucked down

out of sight,

When a flare went up and the

other three

Fell prone in the frightening

light.

How the German sandbags, that

made them quake,

Were the only cover he cared to

take,

But he'd eavesdrop there all

night.



        MACHINE-GUNS, tapping

a phrase in Morse,

Grew hot on a random quest,

And swarms of bullets buzzed

down the course

Like wasps from a trampled

nest.

Yet, that last night!

They had just set off

When he pitched on his face with

a smothered cough,

And a row of holes in his chest.



        HE left a letter. It saved

the lives

Of the three who ran from the

Gas;

A small enclosure alone survives,

In Middlesex, under glass:

Only the ribbon that left his

breast

On the day he turned and ran

with the rest,

And lied with a lip of brass!



        BUT the letters they wrote

about the boy,

From the Brigadier to the

men!

They would never forget dear

Mr. Joy,

Not look on his like again.

Ermyntrude read them with dry,

proud eye.

There was only one letter that

made her cry.

It was from Sergeant Wren:



        THERE never was such a fear-

less man,

Or one so beloved as he.

He was always up to some daring

plan,

Or some treat for his men and

me.

There wasn't his match when he

went away;

But since he got back, there has

not been a day

But what he has earned a

V. C



        A CYNICAL story? That's

not my view.

The years since he fell are

twain.

What were his chances of coming

through?

Which of his friends remain?

But Ermyntrude's training a

splendid boy

Twenty years younger than En-

sign Joy.

On balance, a British gain!



        AND Ermyntrude, did she

lose her all

Or find it, two years ago?

O young girl-wives of the boys

who fall,

With your youth and your

babes to show!

No heart but bleeds for your

widowhood.

Yet Life is with you, and Life is

good.

No bone of your bone lies low!



        YOUR blessedness came—as

it went—in a day.

Deep dread but heightened

your mirth.

Your idols' feet never turned to

clay—

Never lit upon common earth.

Love is the Game but is not the

Goal:

You played it together, body and

soul,

And you had your Candle's

worth.



        YES! though the Candle light

a Shrine,

And heart cannot count the

cost,

You are Winners yet in its tender

shine!

Would they choose to have

lived and lost?

There are chills, you see, for the

finest hearts;

But, once it is only old Death

that parts,

There can never come twinge

of frost.



        AND this be our comfort for

Every Boy

Cut down in his high heyday,

Or ever the Sweets of the Morn-

ing cloy,

Or the Green Leaf wither

away;

So a sunlit billow curls to a crest,

And shouts as it breaks at its

loveliest,

In a glory of rainbow spray!



        BE it also the making of

Ermyntrude,

And many a hundred more—

Compact of foibles and forti-

tude—

Woo'd, won, and widow'd, in

War.

God, keep us gallant and unde-

filed,

Worthy of Husband, Lover, or

—Child...

Sweet as themselves at the

core!








BOND AND FREE

(The Bapaume Road, March 1917)

        MISTY and pale the sunlight, brittle and black the

trees;

Roads powdered like sticks of candy for a car to

crunch as they freeze...

Then we overtook a Battalion... and it wasn't

a roadway then,

But cymbals and drums and dulcimers to the

beat of the marching men!


They were laden and groomed for the trenches,

they were shaven and scrubbed and fed;

Like the scales of a single Saurian their helmets

rippled ahead;

Not a sorrowful face beneath them, just the tail

of a scornful eye

For the car full of favoured mufti that went

quacking and quaking by.


You gloat and take note in your motoring coat,

and the sights come fast and thick:

A party of pampered prisoners, toying with shovel

and pick;

A town where some of the houses are so many

heaps of stone,

And some of them steel anatomies picked clean

to the buckled bone.


A road like a pier in a hurricane of mountainous

seas of mud,

Where a few trees, whittled to walking-sticks, rose

out of the frozen flood

Like the masts of the sunken villages that might

have been down below—

Or blown off the festering face of an earth that

God Himself wouldn't know!


Not a yard but was part of a shell-hole—not an

inch, to be more precise—

And most of the holes held water, and all the

water was ice:

They stared at the bleak blue heavens like the

glazed blue eyes of the slain,

Till the snow came, shutting them gently, and

sheeting the slaughtered plain.


Here a pile of derelict rifles, there a couple of

horses lay—

Like rockerless rocking-horses, as wooden of leg

as they,

And not much redder of nostril—not anything

like so grim

As the slinking ghoul of a lean live cat creeping

over the crater's rim!


And behind and beyond and about us were the

long black Dogs of War,

With pigmies pulling their tails for them, and

making the monsters roar

As they slithered back on their haunches, as they

put out their flaming tongues,

And spat a murderous message long leagues from

their iron lungs!


They were kennelled in every corner, and some

were in gay disguise,

But all kept twitching their muzzles and baying

the silvery skies!

A howitzer like a hyena guffawed point-blank at

the car—

But only the sixty - pounder leaves an absolute

aural scar!


(Could a giant but crack a cable as a stockman

cracks his whip,

Or tear up a mile of calico with one unthinkable

r-r-r-r-rip!

Could he only squeak a slate-pencil about the

size of this gun,

You might get some faint idea of its sound, which

is those three sounds in one.)


But certain noises were absent, we looked for

some sights in vain,

And I cannot tell you if shrapnel does really

descend like rain—

Or Big Stuff burst like a bonfire, or bullets

whistle or moan;

But the other figures I'll swear to—if some of

'em are my own!


Livid and moist the twilight, heavy with snow

the trees,

And a road as of pleated velvet the colour of new

cream-cheese...

Then we overtook a Battalion... and I'm

hunting still for the word

For that gaunt, undaunted, haunted, whitening,

frightening herd!


They had done their tour of the trenches, they

were coated and caked with mud,

And some of them wore a bandage, and some of

them wore their blood!

The gaps in their ranks were many, and none of

them looked at me...

And I thought of no more vain phrases for the

things I was there to see,

But I felt like a man in a prison van where the

rest of the world goes Free.









SHELL-SHOCK IN ARRAS

        ALL night they crooned high overhead

As the skies are over men:

I lay and smiled in my cellar bed,

And went to sleep again.


All day they whistled like a lash

That cracked in the trembling town:

I stood and listened for the crash

Of houses thundering down.


In, in they came, three nights and days,

All night and all day long;

It made us learned in their ways

And experts on their song.


Like a noisy clock, or a steamer's screw,

Their beat debauched the ear,

And left it dead to a deafening few

That burst who cared how near?

We only laughed when the flimsy floor

Heaved on the shuddering sod:

But when some idiot slammed a door—

My God!









THE BIG THING

(1918)

        IT WAS a British Linesman. His face was like a

fist,

His sleeve all stripes and chevrons from the

elbow to the wrist.

Said he to an American (with other words of his):

"It's a big thing you are doing—do you know

how big it is?"


"I guess, Sir," that American inevitably drawled,

"Big Bill's our proposition an' we're goin' for him

bald.

You guys may have him rattled, but I figure it's

for us

To slaughter, quarter, grill or bile, an' masticate

the cuss."


"I hope your teeth," the Linesman said, "are

equal to your tongue—

But that's the sort of carrion that's better when

it's hung.

Yet—the big thing you're doing I should like to

make you see!"

"Our stunt," said that young Yankee, "is to set

the whole world free!"


The Linesman used a venial verb (and other parts

of speech):

"That's just the way the papers talk and

politicians preach!

But apart from gastronomical designs upon the

Hun—

And the rather taller order—there's a big thing

that you've done."


"Why, say! The biggest thing on earth, to any

cute onlooker,

Is Old Man Bull and Uncle Sam aboard the

same blamed hooker!

One crew, one port, one speed ahead, steel-true

twin-hearts within her:

One ding-dong English-singin' race—a race

without a winner!"


The boy's a boyish mixture—half high-brow and

half droll:

So brave and naïve and cock-a-hoop—so sure

yet pure of soul!

Behold him bright and beaming as the bride-

groom after church—

The Linesman looking wistful as a rival in the

lurch!


"I'd love to be as young as you—" he doesn't

even swear—

"Love to be joining up anew and spoiling for my

share!

But when your blood runs cold and old, and brain

and bowels squirm,

The only thing to ease you is some fresh blood in

the firm.


"When the war was young, and we were young,

we felt the same as you:

A few short months of glory—and we didn't care

how few!

French, British and Dominions, it took us all the

same—

Who knows but what the Hun himself enjoyed

his dirty game!


"We tumbled out of tradesmen's carts, we fell off

office stools;

Fathers forsook their families, boys ran away from

schools;

Mothers untied their apron-strings, lovers un-

loosed their arms—

All Europe was a wedding and the bells were

war's alarms!


"The chime had changed—You took a pull—the

old wild peal rings on

With the clamour and the glamour of a Genera-

tion gone.

Their fun—their fire—their hearts' desire—are

born again in You!"

"That the big thing we're doin'?"

"It's as big as Man can do!"









FORERUNNERS *

(1900)

        WHEN I lie dying in my bed,

A grief to wife, and child, and friend,—

How I shall grudge you gallant dead

Your sudden, swift, heroic end!


Dear hands will minister to me,

Dear eyes deplore each shallower breath:

You had your battle-cries, you three,

To cheer and charm you to your death.


You did not wane from worse to worst,

Under coarse drug or futile knife,

But in one grand mad moment burst

From glorious life to glorious Life....


These twenty years ago and more,

'Mid purple heather and brown crag,

Our whole school numbered scarce a score,

And three have fallen for the Flag.


    * H. P. P.—F. M. J. W. A. C. St. Ninian's, Moffat, 1879-
      1880; South Africa, 1899-1900.

You two have finished on one side,

You who were friend and foe at play;

Together you have done and died;

But that was where you learnt the way.


And the third face! I see it now,

So delicate and pale and brave.

The clear grey eye, the unruffled brow,

Were ripening for a soldier's grave.


Ah! gallant three, too young to die!

The pity of it all endures.

Yet, in my own poor passing, I

Shall lie and long for such as yours.









UPPINGHAM SONG

(1913)

        AGES ago (as to-day they are reckoned)

I was a lone little, blown little fag:

Panting to heel when Authority beckoned,

Spoiling to write for the Uppingham Mag.!

Thirty years on seemed a terrible time then—

Thirty years back seems a twelvemonth or so.

Little I saw myself spinning this rhyme then—

Less do I feel that it's ages ago!


Ages ago that was Somebody's study;

Somebody Else had the study next door.

O their long walks in the fields dry or muddy!

O their long talks in the evenings of yore!

Still, when they meet, the old evergreen fellows

Jaw in the jolly old jargon as though

Both were as slender and sound in the bellows

As they were ages and ages ago!


O but the ghosts at each turn I could show

you!—

Ghosts in low collars and little cloth caps—

Each of 'em now quite an elderly O.U.—

Wiser, no doubt, and as pleasant—perhaps!

That's where poor Jack lit the slide up with

tollies,

Once when the quad was a foot deep in snow—

When a live Bishop was one of the Pollies * —

Ages and ages and ages ago!


Things that were Decent and things that were

Rotten,

How I remember them year after year!

Some—it may be—that were better forgotten:

Some that—it may be—should still draw a

tear...

More, many more, that are good to remember:

Yarns that grow richer, the older they grow:

Deeds that would make a man's ultimate ember

Glow with the fervour of ages ago!


Did we play footer in funny long flannels?

Had we no Corps to give zest to our drill?

Never a Gym lined throughout with pine panels?

Half of your best buildings were quarry-stone

still?


     * Præpostors.

Ah! but it's not for their looks that you love

them,

Not for the craft of the builder below,

But for the spirit behind and above them—

But for the Spirit of Ages Ago!


Eton may rest on her Field and her River.

Harrow has songs that she knows how to sing.

Winchester slang makes the sensitive shiver.

Rugby had Arnold, but never had Thring!

Repton can put up as good an Eleven.

Marlborough men are the fear of the foe.

All that I wish to remark is—thank Heaven

I was at Uppingham ages ago!









WOODEN CROSSES

(1917)

        GO LIVE the wide world over—but when you

come to die, .

A quiet English churchyard is the only place to

lie!

I held it half a lifetime, until through war's

mischance

I saw the wooden crosses that fret the fields of

France.


A thrush sings in an oak-tree, and from the old

square tower

A chime as sweet and mellow salutes the idle hour:

Stone crosses take no notice—but the little

wooden ones

Are thrilling every minute to the music of the guns!


Upstanding at attention they face the cannonade,

In apple-pie alinement like Guardsmen on parade:

But Tombstones are Civilians who loll or sprawl

or sway

At every crazy angle and stage of slow decay.


For them the Broken Column—in its plot of

unkempt grass;

The tawdry tinsel garland safeguarded under

glass;

And the Squire's emblazoned virtues, that would

overweight a Saint,

On the vault empaled in iron—scaling red for

want of paint!


The men who die for England don't need it

rubbing in;

An automatic stamper and a narrow strip of tin

Record their date and regiment, their number and

their name—

And the Squire who dies for England is treated

just the same.


So stand the still battalions: alert, austere, serene;

Each with his just allowance of brown earth shot

with green;

None better than his neighbour in pomp or

circumstance—

All beads upon the rosary that turned the fate of

France!


Who says their war is over? While others carry

on,

The little wooden crosses spell but the dead and

gone?

Not while they deck a sky-line, not while they

crown a view,

Or a living soldier sees them and sets his teeth

anew!

The tenants of the churchyard where the singing

thrushes build

Were not, perhaps, all paragons of promise well

fulfilled:

Some failed—through Love, or Liquor—while the

parish looked askance.

But—you cannot die a Failure if you win a Cross

in France!


The brightest gems of Valour in the Army's

diadem

Are the V.C. and the D.S.O., M.C. and D.C.M.

But those who live to wear them will tell you

they are dross

Beside the Final Honour of a simple Wooden

Cross.