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Title: Memoir of Catharine Brown
        A Christian Indian of the Cherokee nation

Author: Rufus Anderson


        
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“_Then raising herself in the bed & wiping a tear that was falling from
her eye, she with a sweet smile began to relate what God had done for
her soul while upon that sick bed._”

                                                        _Page 142._

_Boston: Sam^l T. Armstrong and Crocker & Brewster. New York: John P.
Haven._]




MEMOIR

OF

CATHARINE BROWN,

A

Christian Indian

OF THE

CHEROKEE NATION.

[Illustration]

BY RUFUS ANDERSON, A. M.

_Assistant Secretary of the American Board of Commissioners
for Foreign Missions._

[Illustration]


BOSTON:
SAMUEL T. ARMSTRONG, AND CROCKER AND BREWSTER.
NEW YORK: JOHN P. HAVEN.
1825.




                                _DISTRICT OF MASSACHUSETTS, to wit:
                                          District Clerk’s Office._

BE IT REMEMBERED, that on the twentieth day of December, A.D. 1824,
in the forty-ninth year of the Independence of the United States of
America, _Samuel T. Armstrong_, of the said District, has deposited
in this office the title of a book, the right whereof he claims as
Proprietor, in the words following, _to wit_:

“Memoir of Catharine Brown, a Christian Indian of the Cherokee nation.
By Rufus Anderson, A. M. Assistant Secretary of the American Board of
Commissioners for Foreign Missions.”

In Conformity to the Act of the Congress of the United States,
intitled, “An act for the encouragement of learning, by securing the
copies of maps, charts and books, to the authors and proprietors of
such copies, during the times therein mentioned;” and also to an act,
intitled, “An act supplementary to an act, intitled, An act for the
encouragement of learning, by securing the copies of maps, charts and
books, to the authors and proprietors of such copies during the times
therein mentioned; and extending the benefits thereof to the arts of
designing, engraving and etching historical, and other prints.”

                                                     JNO. W. DAVIS,
                          _Clerk of the District of Massachusetts_.




PREFACE.


This Memoir was commenced as a biographical article for the Missionary
Herald. In its progress, however, the materials were found to be so
abundant, as to suggest the inquiry whether a distinct publication were
not expedient.

Such a publication being advised, by the Prudential Committee of the
Board of Missions, it is now respectfully offered to those who feel
interested in the success of missionary efforts.

The author is not conscious of having exaggerated a single fact, nor
of having made a single statement not drawn from authentic documents.
His object has been to give a plain and true exhibition of the life and
character of a very interesting convert from heathenism.

The hope is cherished, that this little volume will augment the
courage, animate the zeal, and invigorate the efforts, of the friends
of missions, in their benevolent attempts to send the Gospel of Jesus
Christ to all nations.

  _Missionary Rooms,
  Boston, Mass. Dec. 1824._




CONTENTS.


  CHAPTER I.

  HER HISTORY UNTIL SHE ENTERED THE
  MISSION SCHOOL AT BRAINERD.

  Her nativity.--Notice of her parents.--Ignorance
  of her people.--Her triumph over
  temptation.--A missionary station commenced
  at Chickamaugah, and named Brainerd.--She
  becomes a member of the school,                                  9


  CHAPTER II.

  FROM HER ENTERING THE SCHOOL AT
  BRAINERD, UNTIL HER REMOVAL BY HER
  PARENTS.

  Her appearance when she entered the school.--Her
  diligence and progress.--Her religious
  knowledge.--Character of her teachers,--Her
  conversion, and solicitude for her people.--Instance
  of earnest prayer.--Prospect
  of her removal.--Her baptism.--Temporary
  absence.--Admission to the church.--The
  early success at Brainerd uncommon.--The
  chief obstacles to success among the Indians.--Visit
  of the Treasurer of the American
  Board.--His account of the school, and
  description of Catharine.--She is removed
  from Brainerd.--Is visited by one of the
  missionaries. Letters from her to her
  friends,                                                        19


  CHAPTER III.

  FROM HER RETURN TO BRAINERD, UNTIL
  SHE TAKES CHARGE OF A SCHOOL AT
  CREEK-PATH.

  Benefits resulting from her being taken from
  the school.--Her return.--Letters.--Her
  brother David a member of the school.--His
  conversion.--Catharine and David visit their
  sick father.--A school established near Mr.
  Brown’s.--Account of John Arch.--Efforts
  of Catharine and David at Brainerd,--The
  latter goes to New-England,--His subsequent
  history.--A female teacher wanted at Creek-Path.--Catharine
  undertakes this service.--Letters,                              50


  CHAPTER IV.

  FROM HER TAKING CHARGE OF A SCHOOL AT
  CREEK-PATH, UNTIL HER SICKNESS.

  Extracts from her diary.--Her school.--Conversion
  of her parents, and others of the
  family.--She and her family visit Brainerd.--Letter
  from the chiefs at Creek-Path.--Traits
  in Catharine’s character.--Further
  extracts from her diary.--Eulogium of her
  brother John.--She visits Huntsville.--Estimation
  in which she was there held.--Goes
  to reside with her parents.--Apprehensions
  respecting her health.--Goes to Brainerd for
  medical aid.--Returns.--Letters to different
  friends,                                                        77


  CHAPTER V.

  HER SICKNESS AND DEATH

  Brief agitations of her mind.--Her love for her
  people.--Is visited by Dr. Campbell.--Letter
  to Mrs. Campbell.--Alarming symptom
  in her disease.--Her resignation and consolations.--Dr.
  Campbell advises her removal
  to Limestone.--State of her mind at this
  time.--Strong manifestations of affection for
  her at Creek-Path.--Account of her removal.--Temporary
  improvement in her health.--Dictates
  a letter to her brother David.--Hopes
  of her recovery relinquished.--This
  fact stated to her father and herself.--Her
  last hours, death, and burial.--Monument
  over her grave,                                                126


  CHAPTER VI.

  HER CHARACTER.

  Her mental characteristics.--Her attainments
  in intellectual and moral science.--Changes
  in her affections.--Her Christian conduct.--CONCLUSION.--The
  excellencies in her
  character a result of missionary labour.--How
  much can be made of the Indian
  character.--Grounds of encouragement.--Importance
  of present efforts.--Civilization
  never precedes Christianity.--The life of
  Catharine an appeal to the community.                          150




MEMOIR

OF

CATHARINE BROWN




CHAPTER I.

HER HISTORY UNTIL SHE ENTERED THE MISSION SCHOOL AT BRAINERD.

  _Her nativity.--Notice of her parents.--Condition of her people.--Her
    triumph over temptation.--A missionary station commenced at
    Chickamaugah, and named Brainerd.--She becomes a member of the
    school._


Catharine Brown was born about the year 1800. The place of her
nativity was a beautiful plain, covered with tall forest trees, in
a part of the country belonging to the Cherokee Indians, which is
now called Wills-Valley, and is within the chartered limits of the
State of Alabama. It is between the Raccoon and Lookout mountains,
twenty-five miles south-east of the Tennessee river. David, the brother
of Catharine, says, that the name, by which the place is known among
his countrymen, is _Tsu-sau-ya-sah_, or _the ruins of a great city_.
But, if such ruins ever existed, all traces of them have long since
disappeared.

The Indian name of Catharine’s father, is _Yau-nu-gung-yah-ski_, which
signifies _the drowned by a bear_. He is, however, known among the
whites by the name of _John Brown_. The Cherokee name of her mother is
_Tsa-luh_. The whites call her _Sarah_.--Neither of Catharine’s parents
understand the English language. They are now about sixty years of
age. Since the decease of the daughter, whose history and character
are to form the subject of this memoir, they have removed beyond the
Mississippi river, to the Arkansas Territory, whither a part of the
Cherokee nation of Indians have emigrated, within the last fifteen or
twenty years.[1]

Mr. Brown is represented as possessing a mind more than commonly
discerning; yet as having, when the missionaries first saw him, but few
ideas on the subject of religion. He believed in a Supreme Being, the
author of the visible creation, and that there is a state of rewards
and punishments, after the present life; and appeared conscious, that
there were things implied in this short creed, of which he had no
distinct apprehension; such as the character of the Supreme Being, the
nature of the rewards and punishments, and the manner in which the one
is to be obtained, and the other avoided. He seemed to have no notion
of forgiveness of sin upon any terms. When told of these things, he
said he had never heard of them before.

Concerning the _mother_, less is known to the writer of this memoir.
Her religious knowledge, if equal to that of her husband, did not
probably exceed it. She is represented as having been more attentive
to neatness and good order, in the internal arrangements of the
family, and more conversant with the duties of domestic life, than her
countrywomen generally.

Ignorant as were the parents of Catharine, on the most important
subjects, they were among the more intelligent class of their people.
Till within a few years, the Cherokees had scarcely begun to feel an
impulse towards civilization. Indeed, as a nation, they were almost
entirely destitute of the means of intellectual, or moral culture.
In a very few instances, a youth was sent to school in the white
settlements, bordering on the Indian territory; and still more rarely,
perhaps, an outcast from civilized society would undertake for a short
time, and from interested, and probably sinister motives, to instruct
among the natives. In 1801, a Moravian mission was established at what
is now called Springplace, and one or two excellent men have, since
that period, resided there. But, their means having been limited,
their influence could not be extensive. Very commendable exertions,
in support of a school among the Cherokees, were also made, for a few
years subsequent to 1803, by the Rev. Gideon Blackburn.

Excepting these efforts, there was, until the year 1816, nothing done
for the Cherokees by the Christian church, nothing by the civilized
world. They inhabited a country, which is described as susceptible of
the highest cultivation. But most imperfect was their agriculture. They
possessed a language, that is said to be more precise and powerful,
than any, into which learning has poured richness of thought, or
genius breathed the enchantments of fancy and eloquence. But they had
no literature. Not a book existed in the language. The fountains of
knowledge were unopened. The mind made no progress.

After these statements, the reader will be prepared to credit what
will be said, in the progress of this memoir, respecting Catharine’s
intellectual condition, when she first came under the care of the
missionaries.

It is pleasing to observe here, that her moral character was ever
irreproachable. This is the more remarkable, considering the looseness
of manners then prevalent among the females of her nation, and the
temptations to which she was exposed, when, during the war with the
Creek Indians, the army of the United States was stationed near her
father’s residence. Were it proper to narrate some well authenticated
facts, with reference to this part of her history, the mind of the
reader would be filled with admiration of her heroic virtue, and
especially of the protecting care of Providence. Once she even forsook
her home, and fled into the wild forest, to preserve her character
unsullied.[2]

These occurrences took place before the establishment of a school at
Brainerd, while Catharine was young, ignorant of the world, without
any clear views of morality, and destitute of the knowledge and love
of God. Strange that so great a sense of character should then have
influenced her resolutions! But she was a chosen vessel of mercy,
and a hand, which she then knew not, was doubtless extended for her
preservation.

Early in the autumn of 1816, a missionary, sent by the American
Board of Commissioners for Foreign Missions, made his appearance in
a general Council of the Cherokees, and offered to establish schools
among them. His offer was favourably received. After consultation, a
principal chief came forward, took him by the hand, and said: “You have
appeared in our full Council. We have listened to what you have said,
and understand it. We are glad to see you. We wish to have the schools
established, and hope they will be of great advantage to the nation.”
This missionary was the Rev. Cyrus Kingsbury, who, after commencing and
aiding in the formation of the first establishment of the Board among
the Cherokees, took up his residence among the Choctaws, was the chief
agent in forming the stations of Elliot and Mayhew, and is now the
superintendent of the Choctaw mission.

The place selected for the first school, was then called Chickamaugah;
but it subsequently received the name of Brainerd, in memory of David
Brainerd, that devoted friend and benefactor of the American Indians,
who stands pre-eminent among modern missionaries.[3] Early in the
following spring, Mr. Moody Hall and Mr. Loring S. Williams, with
their wives, arrived as assistant missionaries; and, soon after their
arrival, a school was opened, with fair prospects of success.

Information of these proceedings soon spread through the nation. It
came to the ears of Catharine, then living at the distance of a hundred
miles, and excited in her a desire to attend the school. She besought
her parents to send her, and they granted her request. Accordingly, on
the 9th of July 1817, when she was about seventeen or eighteen years of
age, she became a member of the missionary school at Brainerd.


FOOTNOTES:

[1] A more particular account of the family of Catharine, may be
acceptable to the reader.

Mr. John Brown was the son of a man named Brown, who has long been
dead. It is not known whether he was a white man, or partly Indian. The
mother of Mr. Brown was a “full-blooded” Cherokee. So, also, was the
mother of Mrs. Brown; but her father was white. Catharine’s parents
were brought up like others of their nation;--no better acquainted with
the language, religion, manners, or customs of the white people.

Mr. Brown has had three wives. The first had two children, neither
of whom are living. One of these children became a man of much
distinction. In the Creek war he had the title of Colonel, as he
commanded a large number of Cherokees, who made a part of the army
under General Jackson. He was severely wounded at the battle of the
_Horse-shoe_; but recovered, and died subsequently of a fever, or
consumption. He is said to have possessed uncommon powers of mind,
and to have exerted much influence among his people. He is familiarly
referred to by the name of _Col. Dick Brown_.

The children of Sarah, the second and present wife of Mr. Brown, were
_John_, who died in the Christian faith, February 1822, leaving a
widow, _Susannah_, who is a professor of religion; _Catharine_, the
subject of this memoir; and _David_, of whose piety hopes have been
entertained for almost five years.

The children of the third wife, named _Wottee_, or _Betsey_, who, for
some years, has been living in the Arkansas Territory, are _Polly_, (or
Mrs. _Gilbreth_,) _Alexander_, _Susan_, and _Edmund_. Polly and Susan
are esteemed pious.

Sarah and Betsey lived with Mr. Brown at the same time. But some
difficulty arising, the latter separated from him.

Sarah was the wife of a man named Webber, before she married Mr. Brown.
The children, by this marriage, are _Betsey_, (now Mrs. _Looney_,)
a professor of religion, and _Walter_, called Col. _Webber_. He was
at Washington city, about two years since, and possesses a handsome
property. These children were quite young, when their father died. Col.
Webber is now about thirty-five years old.

It appears, therefore, that of Mr. Brown’s family no less than _nine_
have become hopefully pious, within the last seven years, viz. Mr. and
Mrs. Brown, John, Catharine, David, Polly, Susan, Susannah, and Mrs.
Looney.

       *       *       *       *       *

The reader will be apt to infer, when he sees individuals called
by names and titles, with which he is familiar, that they are very
much like other individuals, whom he has known under similar titles;
in short, that they are civilized and intelligent persons. Such an
inference, however, is not warranted. The mere possession of an English
name, in an Indian country, is no evidence that the person thus
distinguished is able to speak the English language; much less, that
his habits are those of civilized life, or that his mind has been in
any degree cultivated.

As to the military titles of captain, major, colonel, and even general,
they are conferred as a matter of courtesy, in consequence of some
sort of undefined authority, which is exercised over others, and which
is supposed to bear some distant analogy to the authority, implied in
these titles, among us. Of course, the titles are conferred by the
whites. In some instances, when Indian auxiliaries have been employed
in active warfare, by European governments, or by the United States,
individuals may have received regular commissions. Mr. Brown and his
son John, were both denominated Captain.

[2] “I was pleased to find,” says a friend, “that General Jackson, (who
commanded in the war with the Creeks,) had a high opinion of Catharine.
In the course of our conversation he remarked, _She was a woman of
Roman virtue, and above suspicion_.”

[3] Brainerd is situated within the chartered limits of Tennessee, on
the Chickamaugah creek; two miles north of the line of Georgia; seven
miles south-east of Tennessee river; two hundred and fifty north-west
of Augusta in Geo.; one hundred and fifty south-east of Nashville, and
one hundred and ten south-west of Knoxville, both in Tennessee.




CHAPTER II.

FROM HER ENTERING THE SCHOOL AT BRAINERD, UNTIL HER REMOVAL BY HER
  PARENTS.

  _Her appearance, when she entered the school.--Her diligence and
    progress.--Her religious knowledge.--Character of her teachers.--Her
    conversion, and solicitude for her people.--Instance of earnest
    prayer--Prospect of her removal.--Her baptism.--Temporary
    absence.--Admission to the church.--The early success at Brainerd
    uncommon.--The chief obstacles to success among the Indians.--Visit
    of the Treasurer of the American Board.--His account of the school,
    and description of Catharine.--She is removed from Brainerd.--Is
    visited by one of the missionaries.--Letters to her friends._


Catharine was of the middle stature, erect, of comely features, and
blooming complexion; and, even at this time, she was easy in her
manners, and modest and prepossessing in her demeanour.

“It was, however, manifest,” says Mr. Kingsbury, “that, with all her
gentleness and apparent modesty, she had a high opinion of herself, and
was fond of displaying the clothing and ornaments, in which she was
arrayed. At our first interview, I was impressed with the idea, that
her feelings would not easily yield to the discipline of our schools,
especially to that part of it, which requires manual labour of the
scholars. This objection I freely stated to her, and requested that,
if she felt any difficulty on the subject, she would seek admission
to some other school. She replied, that she had no objection to our
regulations. I advised her to take the subject into consideration, and
to obtain what information she could, relative to the treatment of
the scholars, and if she then felt a desire to become a member of the
school, we would receive her.

“She joined the school, and the event has shewn, that it was of the
Lord, to the end that his name might be glorified. I have often
reflected, with adoring gratitude and thankfulness, on the good
providence, which conducted that interesting young female to Brainerd,
and which guided her inquiring and anxious mind to the Saviour of
sinners.”

Sometime before this, it is not known precisely how long, while
residing at the house of a Cherokee friend, she had learned to speak
the English language, and had acquired, also, a knowledge of the
letters of the alphabet. She could even read in words of one syllable.
These acquisitions, which were of no particular service at the time
they were made, are to be noticed with gratitude to God, as the
probable means of leading her to Brainerd. They excited desires, which
she could gratify no where else.

Her teachers declare, that, from her first admission to the school,
she was attentive to her learning, industrious in her habits, and
remarkably correct in her deportment. From reading in words of one
syllable, she was able, in sixty days, to read intelligibly in the
Bible, and, in ninety days, could read as well as most persons of
common education. After writing over four sheets of paper, she could
use the pen with accuracy and neatness, even without a copy.

From the testimony of different persons it appears, that, when she
entered the school, her knowledge on religious subjects was exceedingly
vague and defective. Her ideas of God extended little further than
the contemplation of him as a great Being, existing somewhere in the
sky; and her conceptions of a future state were quite undefined. Of
the Saviour of the world, she had no knowledge. She supposed, that the
Cherokees were a different race from the whites, and therefore had no
concern in the white people’s religion; and it was some time before she
could be convinced, that Jesus Christ came into the world to die for
the Cherokees. She has been known, also, to remark, subsequently to her
conversion, that she was much afraid, when she first heard of religion;
for she thought Christians could have no pleasure in this world, and
that, if she became religious, she too should be rendered unhappy. How
much her opinions and sentiments on this subject were, in a short time,
changed will abundantly appear as we proceed.

That the reader may be duly sensible of the singleness of heart
and Christian devotedness of the men, under whose instruction this
interesting female had placed herself, he is informed, that, not long
after her introduction to them, they adopted the following resolution,
which developes an economical principle, carried through all the
missions to the Indians, under the direction of the American Board of
Commissioners for Foreign Missions.--“That, as God in his providence
has called us to labour in the great and good work of building up
his kingdom among the Aborigines of this country, a work peculiarly
arduous, and which will be attended with much expense; and above all,
considering that we have solemnly devoted ourselves, and all that we
have, to the prosecution of this work; we declare it to be our cordial,
deliberate, and fixed resolution, that, so far as it respects our
future labours, or any compensation for them, we will have no private
interests distinct from the great interests of this institution. And,
that if it meets the views of the Prudential Committee, we will receive
no other compensation for our services, than a comfortable supply
of food and clothing for ourselves and families, and such necessary
expenses as our peculiar circumstances may require; observing at all
times that frugality and economy, which our duty to the Christian
public and the great Head of the Church demands.”

Catharine had been in the school but a very few months, before divine
truth began to exert an influence upon her mind. This was manifested in
an increased desire to become acquainted with the Christian religion,
and in a greater sobriety of manners. A tenderness of spirit, moreover,
was, at the same time, observed in several others.

Such was the state of things, when the Rev. Elias Cornelius, then
acting as an agent of the American Board, made his first visit to
Brainerd. His conversation and preaching had considerable effect on the
Cherokees, and on the white people in the neighbourhood of the station.
On the last Sabbath of his preaching, which was the first Sabbath in
November 1817, four persons were much affected during the service,
among whom was Catharine. It is proper to add, that she did not seem,
at any time, to be greatly influenced by a fear of the punishment
threatened against sin. Her chief object of solicitude seemed rather
to be, that she might know the will of God, and do it. She appeared to
seek the kingdom of heaven with great earnestness, and spent much time
in reading the Scriptures, singing, and prayer, and was often affected
to tears. Her whole deportment, as a member of the mission family, is
represented as having been unexceptionable.

In December, she indulged a hope, that she had been pardoned and
accepted, through the Lord Jesus Christ. And it is no small proof of
the excellent practical tendency of her religion, that, of her own
accord, she very soon began to pray with her associates, and to assist
in teaching the Lord’s Prayer and the catechism to the younger girls in
the school.

The Rev. William Chamberlain, now residing at a missionary station
called Willstown, not far from the place of her nativity, states,
that, after the interesting period just mentioned, her desires for
the salvation of her people, were strong and ardent. She wept and
prayed for them, in secret places, as well as in the company of her
female friends at their weekly prayer-meetings. Among the rest, the
case of her brother David, then on the Arkansas river, was specially
interesting. One morning, having retired to the neighbouring woods
for devotion, she became so deeply engaged in prayer for this dear
brother, that the time passed insensibly, and she remained in her
sacred retreat till the sun was near setting. She had been favoured
with unusual nearness of access to her heavenly Father, and returned
home with an humble confidence, that He would fully answer her prayers.
After David had gone to New England to complete his education, having
previously given satisfactory evidence of piety, she related these
facts to a confidential friend, and said she wished to remember them
with gratitude.

Catharine is regarded as the first, who was hopefully converted
from among the Indians, by means of the missionaries sent out by
the American Board of Missions. It may well be supposed, therefore,
considering her amiable manners and promising character, that she was
dear to them all. How painful, then, must have been any prospect of her
removal into the western wilderness, where she would behold no pious
example, and hear no monitory voice; and this, too, at the commencement
of her Christian career, before her religious knowledge and habits were
matured.

At the commencement of the year 1818, her father came to take her home.
He expressed entire satisfaction with the treatment, which she had
received at the school; but said he contemplated removing beyond the
Mississippi, and wished to have her with him. This intimation was not
less painful to Catharine, than it was to the missionaries; but it came
under circumstances, which seemed to demand an acquiescence. “Perhaps,”
said her teachers and spiritual guides, “the Lord is taking her from
us, that she may be more useful in promoting his cause in some other
place.” We shall see, ere long, that they ultimately found occasion
to give praise to God, not only on account of the brief separation,
which now took place, but also for the more painful separation, which
happened in the latter part of the same year.

Catharine desired to receive, before her departure, the seal of the
covenant of grace, in the holy ordinance of baptism. As no reasonable
doubt could be entertained of her piety, her request was cheerfully
granted. On the 25th of January, Mr. Kingsbury preached from Gal.
iii, 28, on the fellowship of those, who are in Christ, of whatever
colour, or nation. The assembly was unusually large and solemn. After
the sermon and a prayer, the sacred ordinance was administered to the
deeply affected convert. She was the first Indian baptized by the
missionaries of the Board. This event occurred about eight months after
the opening of the school at Brainerd. Since then, about one hundred
adult Cherokees have received the same ordinance, preparatory to
admission to the visible church.

The month of February was spent by Catharine at her father’s house.
But, circumstances conspiring to prevent an immediate execution of the
purpose to remove to the Arkansas country, she was, to the no small
satisfaction of herself and the mission family, permitted to revisit
Brainerd, and continue there a few months longer, before commencing
her undesired journey. While at home, she had been closely questioned,
with respect to her religious faith, by some irreligious white people.
They endeavoured, though in vain, to perplex her mind, by objections
against the Scriptures. But her parents were pleased, that she had
learned so many good things, and expressed a desire to be themselves
instructed.

Her return furnished an opportunity for admitting her to full communion
in the visible Church of Christ. On the 29th of March, about two months
after her baptism, she, with others, ratified a solemn covenant with
the Most High, at the sacramental table. Seven of the communicants were
Cherokees. The assembly was large, solemn and attentive; and there
was reason to believe, that some of the bystanders had a great desire
to be with the little company, which commemorated the love of Jesus,
particularly one negro woman. This person, being asked how she felt on
that occasion, replied, “I felt as if that (meaning the communicants,)
was my company, and that they had left me alone in the wicked world.”
“Our red brethren and sisters,” say the missionaries, “declared, that
their joys, while at the table, exceeded every thing they had before
conceived.”

It has not been common for missionary stations among Pagans, to be
favoured so early, as was Brainerd, with the converting influences
of the Spirit of God. Generally, in these latter days, the faith
and patience of a missionary, under such circumstances, have been
considerably tried, before he has seen the fruits of his labours;
though, in due season, there has seldom failed to be a harvest amply
compensating him for all his toils. But among the Indians of North
America, who have not incorporated the worst vices of civilized
life with their own, the preacher of the Gospel has some peculiar
advantages. They possess not, as do most heathen nations, a complicated
system of false religion, transmitted from their fathers, which must
be overthrown, before the Gospel can prevail. They are, to a great
extent, “without a sacrifice, and without an image, and without an
ephod, and without a teraphim.” There is scarcely any thing among the
Indians themselves, to oppose the prevalence of the Gospel, except
their unfortified ignorance and depravity. The greatest obstacles
to missionary success among them, arise from a foreign influence,
industriously, and sometimes powerfully, exerted.

In May, Jeremiah Evarts, Esq., at that time Treasurer of the
American Board of Commissioners for Foreign Missions, arrived at
Brainerd, on a visit of inspection and superintendence. By extracting
two or three passages from a letter, which he then wrote, to Dr.
Worcester, Corresponding Secretary of the Board, the reader will
have an interesting view of the internal economy of the missionary
establishment, with which Catharine was connected.

“It was on Friday evening, the 8th inst., just after sun-set, that I
alighted at the mission-house. The path, which leads to it from the
main-road, passes through an open wood, which is extremely beautiful
at this season of the year. The mild radiance of the setting sun, the
unbroken solitude of the wilderness, the pleasantness of the forest
with all its springing and blossoming vegetation, the object of my
journey, and the nature and design of the institution, which I was
about to visit, conspired to render the scene solemn and interesting,
and to fill the mind with tender emotions.

“Early in the evening, the children of the school, being informed
that one of their northern friends, whom they had been expecting, had
arrived, eagerly assembled in the hall, and were drawn up in ranks and
particularly introduced. They are neither shy, nor forward in their
manners. To a stranger they appear not less interesting than other
children of the same age; but, if he considers their circumstances and
prospects, incomparably more so.

“At evening prayers, I was forcibly struck with the stillness, order,
and decorum of the children, and with the solemnity of the family
worship. A portion of Scripture was read, with Scott’s practical
observations; a hymn was sung, in which a large portion of the children
united; and Mr. Hoyt led the devotions of the numerous family. If all
the members of the Board could hear the prayers, which are daily
offered in their behalf at this station, (and I presume at all others
under their superintendence;) and if all patrons and contributors could
hear the thanks, which are returned to God for their liberality; and
especially if they could see a large circle of children, lately rescued
from heathenism, kneeling with apparent seriousness, and engaging in
the solemnities of Christian worship, one of them [Catharine Brown]
already a hopeful convert, and others thoughtful and inquiring;--if all
these things could be seen, one may safely predict, that the exertions
and sacrifices of the friends of missions would be increased four-fold.
These things are not the less real, however, because they cannot be
seen by every friend to the cause.”

The Rev. Ard Hoyt, mentioned in the above extracts, joined the mission
in the January preceding, and, in June, succeeded Mr. Kingsbury as
superintendent of the Cherokee mission, the latter having removed to
the Choctaw nation.

A farther extract from the letter of Mr. Evarts will not only confirm
much, that has already been said respecting Catharine, but will add
some other particulars.

“Her parents are half-breeds, who have never learnt to speak English;
yet if you were to see her at a boarding-school in New-England, as
she ordinarily appears here, you would not distinguish her from
well-educated females of the same age, either by her complexion,
features, dress, pronunciation, or manners. If your attention were
directed to her particularly, you would notice a more than ordinary
modesty and reserve. If you were to see her in a religious meeting of
pious females, you would not distinguish her, unless by her more than
common simplicity and humility. When she joined the school in July
last, (having come more than one hundred miles for that sole purpose,)
she could read in syllables of three letters, and was seventeen years
old. From her superior manners and comely person she had probably
attracted more attention, than any other female in the nation. She was
vain, and excessively fond of dress, wearing a profusion of ornaments
in her ears. She can now read well in the Bible, is fond of reading
other books, and has been particularly pleased with the Memoirs
of Mrs. Newell. Last fall she became serious, is believed to have
experienced religion in the course of the autumn, and was baptized
in January. Since that time, she has been constantly in the family;
and all the female members of it have the most intimate knowledge of
her conduct, and receive a frank disclosure of her feelings. It is
their unanimous opinion, that she gives uncommon evidence of piety. At
meetings for social prayer and religious improvement, held by them on
every Thursday afternoon and Sabbath evening, Catharine prays in her
turn, much to the gratification of her sisters in Christ. Her prayers
are distinguished by great simplicity as to thought and language, and
seem to be the filial aspirations of the devout child. Before Mrs.
Chamberlain took charge of the girls, Catharine had, of her own accord,
commenced evening prayer with them, just as they were retiring to
rest. Sometime after this practice had been begun, it was discovered
by one of the missionaries, who, happening to pass by the cabin where
the girls lodge, overheard her pouring forth her desires in very
affecting and appropriate language. On being inquired of respecting
it, she simply observed, that she had prayed with the girls, because
she thought it was her duty. Yet this young woman, whose conduct might
now reprove many professing Christians, who have been instructed in
religion from their infancy, only ten months ago had never heard of
Jesus Christ, nor had a single thought whether the soul survived the
body, or not. Since she became religious, her trinkets have gradually
disappeared, till only a single drop remains in each ear. On hearing
that pious females have, in many instances, devoted their ornaments to
the missionary cause, she has determined to devote hers also. In coming
to this determination, she acted without influence from the advice of
others.”[4]

Time fled rapidly away, in pious employments and in Christian
intercourse, and brought the long expected, much dreaded separation. It
shall be described in the words of those, who, next to the interesting
sufferer, felt it most.

“November 4. The parents of Catharine Brown called on us. They are on
their way to the Agency. The old grey-headed man, with tears in his
eyes, said he must go over the Mississippi. The white people would
not suffer him to live here. They had stolen his cattle, horses, and
hogs, until he had very little left. He expected to return from the
Agency, in about ten days, and should then want Catharine to go home,
and prepare to go with him to the Arkansas. We requested him to leave
his daughter with us yet a little while, and go to the Arkansas without
her; and we would soon send her to him, with much more knowledge than
she now has. To this he would not consent; but signified a desire, that
some of us would go along with him. It is a great trial to think of
sending this dear sister away with only one year’s tuition; but we fear
she must go. The Lord can and will order otherwise, if, on the whole,
it is for the best.”

While her parents were gone to the Agency, Catharine made a farewell
visit to Springplace, the seat of the Moravian mission, about
thirty-five miles from Brainerd. The feelings, with which she parted
from Mr. and Mrs. Gambold, the venerable missionaries there, were such
as might be expected, from her high regard for their characters, and
her prospect of never seeing them again. She returned to Brainerd on
the 9th; and, on the 20th, the missionaries thus describe her removal.

“We had a very affecting scene, in the departure of our sister
Catharine. Her father and mother, returning from the Agency to go to
the Arkansas, stopped yesterday for the purpose of taking her with
them. She knew that she needed more information to be prepared to go
alone into the wilderness, and intreated them to leave her with us a
little longer. She is their only daughter; and they would not consent
on any terms. The struggle was very severe. She wept and prayed, and
promised to come to them, as soon as she had finished her literary
education, and acquired some further knowledge of the Christian
religion. We engaged that she should be provided for while here, and
assisted in going to them. Her mother said, she could not live, if
Catharine would not now go with them. Catharine replied, that to her
it would be more bitter than death to leave us, and go where there were
no missionaries. Her father became impatient, and told her, if she
would not mind him, and go with them now, he would disown her forever;
but if she would now go, as soon as missionaries came to the Arkansas,
(and he expected they would be there soon,) she might go and live with
them as long as she pleased. He wished her to have more learning.

“Never before had this precious convert so severe a trial; and never,
perhaps, did her graces shine so bright. She sought for nothing
but to know her duty, and asked for a few minutes to be by herself
undisturbed. She returned, and said she would go. After she had
collected and put up her clothing, the family were assembled, a parting
hymn was sung, and a prayer offered. With mingled emotions of joy and
grief, we commended her to the grace of God, and they departed.

“Precious babe in Christ! a few months ago brought out of the dark
wilderness; here illuminated by the word and Spirit of God; and now to
be sent back into the dark and chilling shades of the forest, without
one fellow traveller, with whom she can say, ‘Our Father!’ O ye, who
with delight sit under the droppings of the sanctuary, and enjoy the
communion of saints, remember Catharine in your prayers.”

Thus was she removed from a place, endeared to her by some of the most
pleasing associations of her life; and she departed, expecting to
return no more. A day of sorrow must it have been to the members of the
school, whose warmest attachment she had most effectually secured. The
chief consolation of her religious friends was, that the whole had been
ordered by infinite Wisdom.

Early in the following month, information was received at Brainerd,
that two children, who had been taken captive by the Cherokees from
the Osage tribe of Indians, were in the lower part of the nation, and
that one of them was supposed to be the sister of _Lydia Carter_, the
interesting “Little Osage Captive,”[5] who was then a member of the
school. There being some reason to believe, that the man, in whose
possession they were, might be induced to surrender them to the care of
the missionaries, Mr. Hoyt, accompanied by his son, set out in quest of
the unfortunate children. They travelled between two and three hundred
miles, and encountered many hardships on their way. But, though they
found the children, and ascertained that one was indeed the sister of
Lydia, they failed in their great object. The man, who professed to be
the owner of the children, would not relinquish them.[6]

The journey was not, however, in vain. Mr. Hoyt had the happiness of
meeting with Catharine, at her father’s house. This occurrence is thus
noticed, in the journal of the mission.

“In this tour, father Hoyt spent two nights and a day at the house of
Catharine Brown’s father. He was received with great cordiality by the
whole family; and Catharine’s joy was so great, that he says, ‘I felt
myself more than paid for the fatigues of the whole journey, by the
first evening’s opportunity.’ Catharine said, it had been very dark
times with her, since she left Brainerd. All around her were engaged
for the riches and pleasures of the world; and because she could not
unite with them, as formerly, they were telling her, they supposed
she thought herself very good now; that she expected to go to heaven
alone; &c. Her greatest burden was, a fear that she should be drawn
away from the right path, and at length be left to do like those around
her. She felt herself too weak to leave the society and instruction of
Christians, and go into the world alone.”

While Mr. Hoyt was at her father’s, he preached to a small audience of
Cherokees, and one Indian woman was so much affected, that she wept
during the whole service. After the departure of Mr. Hoyt, this woman
sent for Catharine to read and explain the Bible to her, and to pray
with her, which was repeatedly done. There is reason to believe, that
a salutary and abiding impression was produced; for, after Catharine’s
return to Brainerd, this poor female came all the way, a distance of
more than a hundred miles, to hear, as she said, more about the Saviour.

This chapter will be closed with two letters from Catharine to her
friends, which are the earliest, of which her biographer has any
knowledge. And this occasion is taken to remark, that nearly all the
letters, which will find a place in this memoir, were written from
the overflowings of her heart to persons with whom she was intimately
acquainted, and hence with little study, or effort. The greater part of
them have never before been published. They are generally copied from
the originals, which are in a plain, intelligible running hand, and the
orthography is very seldom incorrect. Alterations in the sense, are
never made; and corrections in the grammar, but rarely.

The first of the letters was written in the anticipation of her dreaded
removal from her Christian friends, sixteen months from her first
coming to Brainerd.

    TO MRS. WILLIAMS, AT ELLIOT.

                                         _Brainerd, Nov. 1, 1818._

    My dearly beloved Sister,

  I have been wishing to write to you ever since you left us. You can
  hardly tell how my heart ached when I parted with you, expecting
  never to see you again in this world; but when I remembered that you
  were in the hands of the Lord, and that he would dispose of you as he
  pleased, it gave me joy equal to my sorrow.

  O how I rejoiced, to think that you were going to carry the glad
  tidings of salvation to a people who had never heard of the dear
  Saviour. I do hope and pray that the Lord will bless your labours
  among them, as he has here.

  We were very lonesome when you left us, especially at our prayer
  meeting; but I hope our hearts were united in love. I was very sorry
  to hear that you were sick; but it rejoiced me to hear that you were
  recovering, O, my dear sister, I will join with you in praising the
  Lord for his goodness in restoring you to health, I shall never
  forget you, or your kind endeavours to bring me to a knowledge of
  the Saviour. Sometimes I feel the love of God shed abroad in my
  heart, and feel as if I should be willing to give up every thing in
  this world to Christ. O how good is it to enjoy the presence of God;
  O that I might always enjoy it: but my heart is so bad and so prone
  to leave the God I love, that I am afraid he will leave me. O my dear
  sister, do pray for me.

  All the Cherokee brothers and sisters are well. Three of the
  scholars, viz. Lydia Lowry, Alice, and Peggy Wilson, we hope have
  obtained an interest in the Saviour. Mr. Wilson came here, and wished
  to take his daughters on a visit to Mr. Brown’s. Nearly a week after,
  he sent word that he was not going to send them back to school again.
  We felt very much grieved to hear it.

  I expect my father here every day. I do not know whether I shall go
  to the Arkansas, or not. I feel grieved when I think of leaving my
  Christian friends, and of going far from all religious people, into a
  wild howling wilderness, where no star shines to guide my wandering
  feet to the Babe of Bethlehem; where no warning voice is heard to
  keep me in the straight path that leads to heaven. When I look to
  that dark region, I start back; but when I think of my two brothers
  there, and my dear parents, who are soon to go, I feel reluctant to
  stay behind, and leave them to perish alone.

  Tell Mr. Williams and Mr. Kingsbury, that I remember them most
  affectionately, and also all the dear brothers and sisters at Yello
  Busha.

  From your loving sister,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO MR. AND MRS. CHAMBERLAIN, AT BRAINERD.

                                         _Fort Deposit, Dec. 12, 1818._

    My dearly beloved Brother and Sister Chamberlain,

  I just sit down to address you with my pen. But is this all? Am I
  so soon called to bid you adieu, and see your faces no more in this
  world? O my beloved friends, you know not the love I bear to that
  blessed spot, where I have spent so many happy hours with you; but it
  is past never to return.

  Dear friends, I weep; my heart is full; tears flow from my eyes while
  I write; and why is it so? Do I murmur? God forbid. Ought I not to
  praise the Lord for what I have received, and trust Him for every
  thing? O yes, his ways are best, and he has graciously promised, that
  “all things shall work together for good to them that love him.” But
  do I love him? Have I that love to him, which will enable me to keep
  all his commandments? Do I love him with all my heart? O that the
  Lord would search me, and lead me in the way of eternal life.

  Since I left you, I have led a very lonesome life, and not heard
  the Gospel preached but once; that is, when father Hoyt was here,
  and Milo. They came here on Tuesday evening. I was sitting in my
  room, and heard a knocking at the door. I bid them come in; and who
  but Milo appeared. I inquired if any body was with him. He said his
  father was at the door. That rejoiced me very much, and I enjoyed
  very much while they were here. Blessed be God for sending them here
  to instruct us.

  I am here amongst a wicked set of people, and never hear prayers, nor
  any godly conversation. O my dear friends, pray for me: I hope you
  do. There is not a day passes but I think of you, and the kindness I
  received during the time I staid with you. It is not my wish to go
  to the Arkansas; but God only knows what is best for me. I shall not
  attempt to tell you what I have felt since I left you, and the tears
  I have shed when I called to mind the happy moments we passed in
  singing the praises of God. However, I bear it as well as I possibly
  can, trusting in our dear Saviour, who will never leave nor forsake
  them, that put their trust in him.

  It may be possible, that I may see you once more; it would be a great
  happiness to me if I don’t go to the Arkansas; perhaps I may; but if
  I should go, it is not likely we shall meet in this world again:--but
  you will excuse me, for my heart feels what I cannot express with my
  pen. When I think and see the poor thoughtless Cherokees going on in
  sin, I cannot help blessing God, that he has led me in the right path
  to serve him.

  Father will start to the Arkansas about some time after Christmas;
  but, I am not certain that I shall go.

  I thank you for your kind letters. Do write to me every opportunity.

  I shall conclude with my love to all my brothers and sisters at
  Brainerd. Sister Flora, do kiss all the children for me. I shall
  expect letters from all the little girls. O may we meet at last in
  the kingdom of our blessed Saviour, never more to part. Farewell, my
  dear brother and sister, farewell.

  From your affectionate sister in Christ,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.


FOOTNOTES:

[4] Panoplist, vol. xiv. p. 344.

[5] The little girl, a narrative of whom was published, in 1822, by the
Rev. Elias Cornelius, now Pastor of the Tabernacle Church in Salem,
Mass.

[6] The girl was never obtained by the missionaries: but the boy was
afterwards placed under their care, through the kindness of Col. Meigs,
the United States Agent, and through the benevolent enterprise of Mr.
John Ross, a promising Cherokee young man. The boy was named _John
Osage Ross_, in honour of Mr. Ross.




CHAPTER III.

  FROM HER RETURN TO BRAINERD, UNTIL SHE TAKES CHARGE OF A SCHOOL AT
    CREEK-PATH.

  _Benefits resulting from her being taken from the school.--Her
    return.--Letters.--Her brother David a member of the school.--His
    conversion.--Catharine and David visit their sick father.--A school
    established near Mr. Brown’s.--Account of John Arch.--Efforts
    of Catharine and David at Brainerd.--The latter goes to New
    England.--His subsequent history.--A female teacher wanted at
    Creek-Path.--Catharine undertakes this service.--Letters._


Those, who will but observe, may often witness very affecting instances
of the particular and merciful providence, which God exercises towards
his children in this world. Both the removal and the return of
Catharine may be regarded as such instances.

What was the precise influence upon her own character, of her being
taken from Brainerd, cannot be determined; though there is little doubt
but her faith and patience were, by this means, increased. But the
consequences of her removal to others, are more obvious. It led the way
to the formation of schools, and to the stated preaching of the Gospel,
at Creek-Path, the place of her father’s residence, and to the hopeful
conversion of nearly all her family; thus illustrating the maxim, that
our greatest blessings may spring from our severest afflictions.

Her return was scarcely expected by the missionaries, when, on the 23d
of May 1819, her father brought her again to Brainerd, and committed
her to their care, until her education should be completed, intending
to remove immediately, with the remainder of his family, beyond the
Mississippi. This purpose, as has been previously intimated, was not
executed. Mr. Brown did not proceed to the Arkansas country until more
than four years after this time, and not till the beloved daughter,
for whose society he was so desirous, had been laid in the dust. The
causes of this delay are unknown to the author of this memoir.

Catharine ascribed the change in the intentions of her parents
respecting her, wholly to the special providence of Him, who heareth
prayer. The appointed time for their departure drew near. She
was convinced that it was not best for her to go. Her continual
intercessions were, that her parents might be induced to leave her
behind. And her prayers were answered. After one of her seasons of
private devotion, she returned to her family, with a delightfully
confident hope, that God had listened to her requests; and, as she
entered the room where her parents were sitting, she found they had
been consulting on the expediency of sending her back to Brainerd; and
had actually resolved upon her return. This was just half a year from
the period of her removal from that consecrated place.

On this occasion, the missionaries very naturally exclaim;--“How
unsearchable are the ways of God! We thought it a very afflicting
providence that this lamb should be snatched from the fold of Christ,
to go, as we thought, where she would be exposed to be devoured by
wolves; and were ready to say in our hearts, when her father required
her to go with him, ‘not so.’ But in this very way, God has given her
an opportunity to set an example of filial obedience, by submitting
to the authority of a father, in a most painful requisition, and of
manifesting her love to the Saviour, in her willingness to forsake all
for him; and, at the same time, has granted her the object of her pious
and fervent desire.”

With how much delight she revisited the scenes of her first aspirations
after God and heaven, will appear in a letter, which was written a few
days after her arrival at Brainerd.

    TO MR. AND MRS. HALL, AT KNOXVILLE.

                                         _Brainerd, May 30, 1819._

    My dear Brother and Sister,

  With pleasure I spend a few moments in writing to you this evening,
  to tell you of my safe arrival on the 23d of this month. O how great
  was the joy that I felt, when meeting the dear family at Brainerd,
  with whom I have long desired to be. Yes, dear brother and sister,
  God has returned me back once more, where I can be with Christian
  friends, and get more instruction. If it is the Lord’s will, I hope
  to stay here two years longer. O that I might improve the great
  privileges, which I now enjoy.

  It appears strange to me, that I am not more interested in the cause
  of Christ, when he has done so much for me. But I will now give
  myself up entirely to Him. I should be willing to leave every thing
  for God, and to undergo any sufferings, if it would but make me
  humble, and would be for his glory.

  My heart bleeds for my people, who are on the brink of destruction. O
  pray for me, my dear brother and sister. I long to see you and your
  little one. I am your affectionate sister,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

Of her employments, from this time till the end of the year, the
documents, on which the principal reliance is placed, contain no
important notices. Doubtless she was occupied in making useful
acquisitions; and, so far as her duties as a member of the school would
permit, in communicating the knowledge she had acquired to others.

Two or three letters may properly be inserted here.

    TO MR. AND MRS. WILLIAMS.

                                         _Brainerd, July 5, 1819._

    My dear Brother and Sister Williams,

  Although I have long omitted answering your affectionate letters, my
  heart has been often with you. Yes, dear brother and sister, I do
  not forget you, and all the pleasant meetings we had together, when
  you were here. But pain is mixed with pleasure, when I think they
  are gone, no more to return! When I remember the kind instruction I
  received from you, before you left this place, my heart swells with
  gratitude. I feel much indebted to you, but more particularly to that
  God, who sent you here to instruct the poor ignorant Indians in the
  way that leads to everlasting life. Oh, my dear friends, may the Lord
  ever bless you, and make you the instrument of doing great good where
  he has called you.

  You may pass through many trials; but remember, beloved brother and
  sister, all our trials here will only make us richer there, when we
  arrive at our home. A few more days, and then I hope our weary souls
  will be at rest in our Saviour’s kingdom, where we shall enjoy His
  blessed presence forever.

  When I wrote you before, I expected to go to the Arkansas, and
  never to see this place again. But the Lord has in mercy ordered it
  otherwise. He has permitted me to live with the dear missionaries
  here again, though my parents could not bear to think of leaving me
  behind. My mother said, if I remained here, she did not expect to see
  me again in this world. Indeed, she wished she had never sent me to
  this school, and that I had never received religious instruction. I
  told her, if she was a Christian she would not feel so. She would be
  willing to give me, and all she had, up to Christ. I told her I did
  not wish to stay on account of my own pleasure; but that I wished to
  get more instruction, so that it might be for her good, as well as
  for mine.

  I felt very sorry for my poor parents. I thought it was my duty to
  go in obedience to their commands, and commit myself to the will of
  God. I knew the Lord could change the hearts of my parents.

  They are now perfectly willing, that I should stay here two years
  longer. I left them in March. They expected to set out in that month
  for the Arkansas. They had already prepared for the journey. But the
  Lord has so ordered, that they have concluded not to go until next
  fall. I don’t know whether they will go then. I hope you will pray
  for them, and also for me, that I may be useful to my dear people.
  My heart bleeds for their immortal souls. O that I might be made the
  means of turning many souls from darkness unto marvellous light.

  My dear brother and sister, I love you much, and feel that the time
  is short when we shall sit down with our Saviour, and experience that
  love which no words can describe.

  Give my love to my dear brother and sister Kingsbury, and also to all
  the dear missionaries there. From your affectionate sister in Christ,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

  P. S. Please to accept this small present for my little darlings;
  and learn them to say. “Aunt Catharine.”[7]

       *       *       *       *       *

    TO MR. MOODY HALL, AT TALONEY.[8]


                                         _Brainerd, Oct. 25, 1819._

  A few moments of this day shall be spent in writing to my dear
  brother. It seems a long time, since you left us. I long to see you.
  I long to hear from you. I hope the Lord is with you this day, that
  you enjoy the presence of our dear Redeemer. My sincere desire and
  earnest prayer to the throne of grace, is, that your labours may be
  blessed, and that God would make you the instrument of saving many
  souls from eternal destruction.

  O how I feel for my poor Cherokee brethren and sisters, who do not
  know the blessed Jesus, that died for us, and do not enjoy the
  blessings that I do. How thankful I ought to be to God, that I have
  ever been brought to the light of the Gospel, and was not left to
  wander in darkness. O I hope the time is at hand, when all the
  heathen shall know God, whom to know is life everlasting.

  My dear brother, may we be faithful to our Master, knowing that
  in due season we shall reap, if we faint not. Our pilgrimage will
  shortly be ended, and all our trials will be over. Do not forget me
  in your daily prayers, for I need very much the prayers of God’s
  children. My heart is prone to leave my God, whom I love. From your
  unworthy sister in Christ,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO MR. AND MRS. HALL,

    On their removal from Brainerd.

                                         _Brainerd, Nov. --, 1819._

  How solemn, my dear brother and sister, is the idea, that we must
  soon part. Perhaps the next time we meet will be in eternity, before
  the bar of God. O my dear brother and sister, if we are prepared
  to meet our God in peace, we shall surely be happy. But, my beloved
  friends, how can I be permitted to meet you in heaven! My heart is so
  prone to sin against God, that I am sometimes afraid he will leave
  me. Forget not to pray, that all these doubts may be removed from me,
  and that my soul may be washed in the blood of Jesus Christ.

  I love you much, and feel that the time is short when we shall sit
  down with our Saviour. Farewell, my dear brother and sister. May the
  Lord go with you. From your sister

                                         CATHARINE.

In the same month, in which the last letter was written, we find David
Brown, the brother of Catharine, employed, in connexion with another
young Indian named John Arch, to assist the Rev. Mr. Butrick, one of
the missionaries at Brainerd, in preparing a Cherokee spelling-book,
which was afterwards printed for the use of the schools. Of course,
David had previously entered the school. And we may safely conclude
that she, who had prayed so earnestly for him, when he was absent,
would not fail to exert herself for his spiritual good, when present.
Her efforts, in conjunction with those of the missionaries, were not
ineffectual. David became thoughtful--deeply impressed--convinced of
his sinfulness and his need of salvation by Jesus Christ--and, early in
the year 1820, hopes were entertained, that he had become truly pious.

Soon after this, hearing that their father was ill, these young
converts from heathenism went home to see him. They remained at home
about seven weeks. Catharine says, “David seized his Bible as soon as
he reached home, and began to read and interpret to his father and
mother, and the other members of the family, exhorting them to attend
to it as the word of God, to repent of their sins, which he told them
were many and great, and to become the followers of the Lord Jesus
Christ.” With his father’s consent, he maintained the worship of God in
the family, morning and evening, and craved a blessing and gave thanks
at the table. He also conversed freely with friends and neighbours,
boldly professing himself a Christian.

The impression made by this visit, in connexion with the previous
efforts of Catharine, was such, that when Mr. Brown, after recovering
from his illness, brought his children back to Brainerd, he delivered
to the missionaries the following letter, signed by himself and others,
headmen and chiefs.

“We, the headmen, chiefs of the Creek-Path town, Cherokee nation, have
this day assembled ourselves together for the purpose of devising some
plan for the education of our children. We daily witness the good
effects arising from education, and therefore are extremely anxious to
have a school in our neighbourhood, as the distance from this part of
the nation to Chickamaugah is so great as not to suit our convenience.
We therefore solicit your aid in carrying our plan into execution. We
can raise twenty, or perhaps twenty-five children. You will please
write us immediately on the receipt of this. Given under our hands,
this 16th of February 1820.”

In consequence of this request, the Rev. Daniel S. Butrick, who had
acquired some knowledge of the Cherokee language, left Brainerd for
Creek-Path, on the 11th of March, and, at a place about two miles from
Mr. Brown’s residence, the natives having erected a convenient house
for the purpose, he soon after opened a school, under very favourable
auspices.

Mr. Butrick was accompanied and much assisted by John Arch, a converted
Cherokee of good promise, whose name has already been mentioned. This
young man was born and bred among the mountains, near the confines of
South Carolina, in the most ignorant part of the nation. Happening to
be at Knoxville, Tenn. in December 1818, he saw Mr. Hall, who informed
him of the school at Chickamaugah. Returning home, he took his gun,
and set off in search of the place. After travelling a hundred and
fifty miles, he arrived at the station, told the missionaries he had
come to attend the school, and offered them his gun, which was his
only property, for clothes. We are informed his appearance was so
wild and forbidding, that the missionaries hesitated to receive him,
especially as he was supposed to be not less than twenty years of age.
But he would not be refused. They took him upon trial. It was not
long before he discovered an anxious solicitude respecting his soul,
and soon gave the most satisfactory evidence of piety. His thirst for
knowledge was ardent, and his application and proficiency in learning
were gratifying. In ten months he could read and write well. Sometime
after he became serious, he was falsely accused, by some one of his
schoolmates, of doing an improper act. Conscious of innocence, he could
not well brook the charge. That evening and night he was missing, and
the next morning it was concluded that he had absconded. But in the
course of the forenoon, he made his appearance. On being questioned
respecting his absence, he made this reply: “I felt angry, and knew
that it was wicked. But I could not suppress it. I therefore went to
seek the Saviour, that he might reconcile my heart.” It appeared,
that he had spent the night in devotional exercises. He was at length
admitted to the church, and, from that day to the present, has
sustained a good Christian character. He has been much employed as an
interpreter, both at the different stations, and in the evangelical
labours of the missionaries in various parts of the nation.

While Mr. Butrick was prosecuting his incipient labours at Creek-Path,
Catharine and David were employing themselves diligently at Brainerd.
Once, in particular, it is recorded, that, after a prayer-meeting,
conducted by the missionaries, these two young Cherokees, aided by a
pious Indian woman of great age, collected a little group of their
people, who had come to spend the Sabbath there, and held a religious
conference, with prayer and praise, all in the Cherokee language.

These united labours were, however, interrupted, on the 11th of May,
never to be resumed, by the departure of David for the Foreign Mission
School in Cornwall, Conn. He left Brainerd only a few days after his
admission to the church.

David had been desirous, for some time, of being fitted to preach
the Gospel to his countrymen, and was encouraged to aim at such
a preparation, first by his sister Catharine, and then by the
missionaries. He arrived at Cornwall, sometime in the summer; was
connected with that highly favoured school about two years; was then
removed to Andover, Mass. where he remained a year, and, without
becoming a member of the Theological Institution in that place, enjoyed
many of its distinguished advantages. In consequence of the state of
his health, and of the great need of his services among those of his
countrymen, who reside in the Arkansas country, he returned to them,
early in the year 1824. The addresses, which he delivered in many of
our principal towns and cities, on the wrongs and claims and prospects
of the American Indians, will not soon be forgotten by those who
listened to them.

Since his return, a letter has been received, by the Corresponding
Secretary of the American Board, which, coming from one so nearly
related to Catharine, and giving an amiable view of her family, will
interest the reader.

                            _Point Pleasant, Arkansas, Sept. 20, 1824._

    Dear Sir,

  Long before this time, you must have heard of my speedy passage from
  Washington City to Arkansas, and of my delightful and joyful meeting
  with my brethren and kindred according to the flesh. My father and
  mother embraced me with tears. We were unable to converse, for more
  than an hour: our mutual joy was so great, that we could not speak
  for some time. My friends ran as far as they could see me, in order
  to meet me, and embrace me. The scene was somewhat similar to that of
  Jacob meeting with his beloved son Joseph.

  I was glad to find so much religious feeling among my friends. My
  parents are very useful in this country, by making known to others
  the way of salvation. Since my arrival I have had no rest. My
  friends and relatives are so numerous, that I am constantly on a
  visit. Dwight, and the residence of my brother Webber, I have made
  my homes. At Dwight I have all my books. On the Sabbath, I interpret
  English sermons, and sometimes preach myself in the sweet language of
  _Tsállakee_, [the Cherokee.] Never were there greater prospects of
  success among the Cherokees, than at present.

  I expect to revisit my mother-country soon, on my father’s business,
  and once more to be at Brainerd, and Creek-Path, beneath the tall
  trees of _Tsu-saw-ya-wa-sah_. In November and December please to
  write me at Brainerd, and inform me whether the Board can send us a
  printer, who is accomplished in his art. Pray send us one.

  My fond remembrance to your family. Time and distance can never erase
  from my bosom the marks of friendship and attention I received in
  Boston.

                                         DAVID BROWN.

About the time of David’s departure for New England, Mr. Butrick’s
school, at Creek-Path, had so increased in the number of its scholars,
that there was no more room for the admission of other applicants. The
people therefore desired another school. They said, if a female would
come to instruct their daughters, they would build a school-house
for her. At the same time, it was evident, that a spirit of deep
seriousness and anxious inquiry was beginning to prevail among them.

These facts being known at Brainerd, the missionaries thought it their
duty to advise Catharine to go and take charge of the contemplated
school. In this advice she acquiesced, though not without a painful
diffidence of her qualifications for such a service. When it was known
at Creek-Path, that she was to take charge of the school, the most
enthusiastic joy was occasioned among the people. They seemed to feel,
that the preparations could not be made too soon. Not less than fifty
Cherokee men, besides negroes and boys, assembled immediately to build
a house, which, in two days, was nearly completed according to their
stipulation.

Every thing being in readiness, Mr. Brown came for his daughter. She
was at Taloney, the missionary station where her friends Mr. and
Mrs. Hall resided, and he waited at Brainerd for her return; during
which time it was perceived, that the venerable old man was anxiously
inquiring after the truth. On the last of May 1820, a little less
than two years and eleven months from her first entering the school,
as an untaught heathen girl, Catharine bade an affectionate adieu to
Brainerd, to take charge of the school for females near her paternal
home. The following entry was made at this time, in the journal of the
mission.

“31. Catharine left us, in company with her father, to go to
Creek-Path, to teach a school of females.

“How very different the scene from that, which passed here not quite
two years since, when her father required her to leave the society
of Christians, and to accompany him to the then dark shades of the
Arkansas! Now, he does not ask her without our consent; will not take
her except by our advice; and she is going, not into the wilderness
unprepared to teach, but into a place where divine light has already
begun to spring up, prepared, as we think, to instruct others. Yet,
it is highly probable, that this removal will not be productive of so
much good as the former. So unsearchable are the ways of God, and so
incompetent is man to judge. It now appears, that her first removal was
the means of sowing the seed, which is now springing up at Creek-Path
with such hopeful promise.”

The remaining letters written during the period embraced by this
chapter, will now be inserted. The first was originally published at
the close of the narrative of the “Little Osage Captive.”

    TO A LADY IN CONNECTICUT.

                                         _Brainerd, Jan. 12, 1820._

    Dear Sister in Christ,

  I thank you much for your affectionate letter, which I received on
  the 23d of December. O, how great, how rich is the mercy of our
  dear Redeemer, who has made us the subjects of his kingdom, and led
  us, as we trust from death unto life. My dear sister, I can never
  express my gratitude to God, for his goodness towards me, and my dear
  people. Surely it is of _his own glorious mercy_, that he is sending
  to us the Gospel of the Lord Jesus, in this distant land, where the
  people had long set in darkness, and were perishing for lack of
  the knowledge of God. Blessed be his holy name! O my sister let us
  rejoice continually in our Lord and Saviour, and as we have put on
  Christ, not only by outward profession, but by inward and spiritual
  union, let us walk worthy of our high and holy vocation, and shew
  the world, that there is something in true religion. And may the
  Lord give us strength to do his will, and to follow continually the
  example of our meek and lowly Jesus. I thank you for the present you
  sent me, which I received as a token of love. The mission family are
  all well, and also the dear children. Many of them are serious, and
  we hope they love and pray to God daily. O that I were more engaged
  for God, to promote his cause, among these dear children, and my
  people. I am going soon to visit my parents, which is an hundred
  miles from here, and expect to stay two months. I hope you will pray
  for me, that the Lord would bless my visit, and renew the hearts of
  my dear parents.

  Your sincere friend and sister in Christ,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

       *       *       *       *       *

    TO MRS. ISABELLA HALL, AT TALONEY.

                                         _Brainerd, March 8, 1820._

    My dear Sister,

  It is with pleasure I take time this morning to assure you, that my
  love for you is still as great as ever. You cannot tell how painful
  it was to me to hear that you had been sick. But we know, that the
  Lord is good, and that all things will work together for good to
  those who love him, and put their whole trust in him. O could we see
  each other, how would we talk, and weep, and sing, and pray together.

  But our Heavenly Father has separated us. Perhaps we loved each other
  more than we loved him, and did not pray to him, and praise him, and
  thank him, as we ought to have done. And is it not so, dear sister?
  Did we not neglect our duty, and grow cold and careless, when we were
  together? Now we are sorry, and the Lord will forgive us. Still, dear
  sister, we can pray for each other. Think you not that our prayers
  often meet at the throne of grace? O then let us pray on, and never
  cease to pray for each other, while he lends us breath; and when we
  meet in heaven, we shall see him whom our soul loveth.

  Let us praise the Lord for what he is doing. My dear brother David
  is now rejoicing in his blessed Redeemer. He has a great desire to
  do good among our people. I expect he will leave us, in two or three
  weeks, for Cornwall, to study divinity, and prepare to preach the
  Gospel of Jesus Christ. I do hope and pray that the Lord will go with
  him, and enable him to do much good in the world.

  He and myself spent seven weeks with our dear parents, and returned
  to school the last week. I hope to continue here some time longer,
  but know not how long. My dear mother feels that she cannot spare me
  much longer, I wish to learn as much as I can, before I go.

  And now, my dear sister, may we both be faithful to our Lord, and do
  much in the world. And when time with us shall be no more, may we be
  permitted to meet in that world, where Christians will be collected
  to sing through eternity the song of Moses and the Lamb.

                                         From your sister
                                                   CATHARINE BROWN.

       *       *       *       *       *

    TO HER BROTHER DAVID,

    While on his way to New England.

                                         _Brainerd, May 16, 1820._

    My very dear Brother,

  I cannot express my feelings this evening, when I read your kind
  letter. My heart is full. But we know, dear brother, that our
  Saviour orders all things right. I am very sorry to hear that you
  have lost your horse. What will you do now? But let us not be
  troubled about these things. If it is best that you should go on,
  the Saviour will provide for you in some way. Let us only, my dear
  brother, put our whole trust in God, and be humble at the feet of
  Jesus. We can do nothing of ourselves. We are like little children.
  If we rely on our own strength, we shall fall.

  It is impossible for me to express what I felt, the morning you
  left us. But I thought, that if I should never see you again in
  this world, I should meet you in a better, where there will be no
  separation. O how thankful we ought to be to God, who has brought us
  from darkness into the light of the Gospel.

  But many of our dear people are yet deprived of this great privilege.
  They know not the Saviour, whom we have found so precious. Yes,
  even our dear parents are yet living without any hope in God. O my
  brother, let us never cease to pray for them. God will surely hear
  us, if we ask in faith.

  Dear brother, forget me not in your prayers. Your sister C. will
  never forget you. When you are far from this place, your poor sister
  C. will be praying for you. Good night, dear brother, till we meet
  again.

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.


FOOTNOTES:

[7] Any person who had witnessed the separation of Mrs. Williams from
her Cherokee friends, when she and her husband left Brainerd and set
out for the Choctaw mission in May 1818, could well understand the
affectionate expressions in this letter. When the boat was ready to
proceed, and the hour of parting had arrived; when Mr. Cornelius had
made the last prayer, and the last hymn had been sung; Catharine was
among those who seemed ready to sink under a burden of grief too great
to be borne. Mrs. Williams had always been peculiarly dear to her from
their first acquaintance, and, like an older sister, had guided her
youthful steps in the paths of peace.

[8] Now called Carmel.




CHAPTER IV.

FROM HER TAKING CHARGE OF A SCHOOL AT CREEK-PATH, UNTIL HER SICKNESS.

  _Extracts from her diary.--Her school.--Conversion of her parents,
    and others of the family.--She and her family visit Brainerd.--Letter
    from the chiefs at Creek-Path.--Traits in Catharine’s
    character.--Further extracts from her diary.--Eulogium of her brother
    John.--She visits Huntsville.--Estimation in which she was there
    held.--Goes to reside with her parents.--Apprehensions respecting
    her health.--Goes to Brainerd for medical aid.--Returns.--Letters to
    different friends._


We now enter upon the last three, and the most interesting years of
Catharine’s life, in which we shall behold her in new circumstances;
her character more fully developed, and her graces shining with greater
lustre.

In order that she may speak for herself as much as possible, that
part of her private diary will be inserted, which was saved from
the destruction, to which many of her papers were devoted, a little
before her sickness. It was obtained from Mrs. Gilbreth, a sister of
Catharine, and a faithful copy was transmitted by Mrs. Potter, the wife
of the Rev. William Potter, missionary at Creek-Path.


EXTRACTS FROM HER DIARY.

“_Brainerd, May 30, 1820._ Tomorrow morning I shall leave this school,
perhaps never to return. It is truly painful to part with my dear
Christian friends, those, with whom I have spent many happy hours in
the house of worship. I must bid them farewell. This is the place,
where I first became acquainted with the dear Saviour. He now calls
me to work in his vineyard, and shall I, for the sake of my Christian
friends and of my own pleasures, refuse to go, while many of my poor
red brothers and sisters are perishing for lack of knowledge? O no. I
_will not_ refuse to go. I will go wherever the Saviour calls me. I
know he will be on my right hand, to grant me all the blessings, that
I shall need, and he will direct me how to instruct the dear children,
who shall be committed to my care.

“31. This morning I set out from Brainerd, with my dear father.
Travelled about twenty miles. Thought much of my beloved Christian
friends. Whether I shall ever see them again, is uncertain. The Lord
only knows.

“June 2. Have been very sick to-day; but, blessed be God, am now a
little better. Hope I shall be able to travel to-morrow. The Lord is
very kind and merciful to all those, who put their trust in him. Last
night I slept on the floor without any bed. Felt quite happy in my
situation. Though very sick in body, yet I trust my heart was well.

“5. Have arrived at my father’s, but am yet very unwell. Have a bad
cold. Am sometimes afraid I shall not be able to teach school at
Creek-Path. We slept two nights on the ground with our wet blankets,
before we reached our home.

“20. Blessed be God, who has again restored me to health. It is two
weeks to-day since I commenced teaching a girl’s school. O how much I
need wisdom from God. I am a child. I can do nothing. But in God will I
trust, for I know there is none else, to whom I can look for help.

“Sept. 5. This day I received a letter from brother David. I rejoice
much to hear, that he has arrived safely at Cornwall. May the Lord be
with him, and make him useful as long as he lives, and at death may
he be received at the right hand of God. This is the prayer of his
affectionate sister Catharine.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Before proceeding further with the extracts from the diary, it seems
proper to insert some notices not found in that document.

Catharine commenced her school with about twenty scholars, and the
number soon increased. Not only the daughters, but the mothers also,
manifested a strong desire to receive instruction. Several of her
pupils, in consequence of previous tuition, could read in the New
Testament, when they came under her care. These it was her delight to
lead to a more perfect acquaintance with that sacred volume. But most
of the children began with the rudiments of learning. This school she
continued three quarters of a year, much to the satisfaction of her
scholars, their parents, and the missionaries. She finally relinquished
it only because the arrival of Mr. and Mrs. Potter gave her an
opportunity to surrender her charge into other hands, and at the same
time opened the way for her prosecuting higher studies, with a view to
greater usefulness to her people.

The spirit of serious inquiry at Creek Path, to which there was an
allusion at the close of the last chapter, increased after the arrival
of Catharine, especially among her own kindred. Doubtless she was not
backward, with the meekness of humility and with the earnestness of
affection, to warn and exhort. And she had the joy of beholding her
father, mother, a brother, and two or three sisters, unitedly seeking
the pardon of their sins, and that peace, which the world giveth not.
After a suitable trial, and due instruction, all these her relatives,
with others of their countrymen, publicly professed faith in Christ,
and were united to his visible Church.

It is gratifying to be able to remark, that no one of them has hitherto
dishonoured the Christian profession, and that all who survive, are
believed to be the humble followers of the Lord Jesus. One has “fallen
asleep,” and of him an affectionate record will be found in the diary
of Catharine.

Shortly after the last paragraph extracted from her diary was written,
nearly the whole family made a visit to Brainerd. The hearts of the
missionaries were made glad, by the sight of this little band; and
oh! how must the heart of Catharine have exulted with joy, while she
presented her beloved relatives, one after another, as the friends and
followers of her blessed Saviour!

It will be remembered that a letter from the chiefs at Creek-Path,
desiring the missionaries to establish a school among them, was
inserted in the last chapter. Mr. Brown was now the bearer of another
letter from the same chiefs, signed by their Chairman, or Speaker, in
which they thus express their approbation of the school, and their good
wishes with respect to missionary efforts:

    “Friends and Brothers,

  “We are glad to inform you, that we are well pleased with Mr.
  Butrick, who has come forward as a teacher to instruct our people. We
  believe he does discharge his duty; and we hope his coming will be
  of great advantage to our people. Our wish is, that you may prosper
  throughout our nation, in your laudable undertaking. It is out of
  our power to see you, in any short time, on account of the National
  Council, and other business we are obliged to attend at this time.
  It is our wish that the school should continue at this place. Mr.
  John Brown, sen. will deliver this, who will present you our hands
  in friendship. We hope we shall see each other before long. We are
  glad to see our children advancing so well. We conclude with our best
  respects.

                                    WAU-SAU-SEY, _Bear-meat_, Speaker.”

Here some remarks may properly be introduced, on the traits of
character, which Catharine exhibited, during a part of the time
embraced in her diary. These remarks are taken from the letter of Mrs.
Potter, which enclosed that document.

“In the spring of 1821, while making the necessary preparations for a
settlement at Creek-Path, Mr. Potter and myself, for two months, made
Mr. Brown’s house our home. Here we had an opportunity of noticing
Catharine’s daily deportment, as a member of the domestic circle.

“For sweetness of temper, meekness, gentleness, and forbearance, I
never saw one, who surpassed her. To her parents she was uncommonly
dutiful and affectionate. Nothing, which could contribute to their
happiness, was considered a burden; and her plans were readily yielded
to theirs, however great the sacrifice to her feelings. The spiritual
interests of the family lay near her heart, and she sometimes spent
whole evenings in conversation with them on religious subjects.

“Before our arrival, she had established a weekly prayer-meeting
with the female members of the family, which was also improved as
an opportunity for reading the word of God, and conversing upon its
important truths. Such was her extreme modesty, that she did not make
this known to me, until more than a week after my arrival; and the
usual period had passed without a meeting. She at length overcame
her diffidence, and informed me what their practice had been, in a
manner expressive of the most unfeigned humility. These meetings were
continued while we remained in the family, and I believe they were
highly useful. A monthly prayer-meeting among the sisters of the church
was soon after established, in which Catharine took a lively interest;
nor did she ever refuse, when requested, to take an active part in the
devotional exercises.

“Soon after we removed to our station, Catharine became a member of our
family, and of the school. All her energies were now bent towards the
improvement of her mind, with a view to future usefulness among her
people. Both in school, and in the family, her deportment was such as
greatly to endear her to our hearts, and she was most tenderly loved by
all the children.

“She was not _entirely_ free from the inadvertences of youth; but
always received reproof with great meekness, and it never failed to
produce the most salutary effect.

“She was deeply sensible of the many favours she had received from
Christian friends, and often, in the strongest terms, expressed her
gratitude.

“She was zealous in the cause of Christ, and laboured much to instruct
her ignorant people in the things, that concern their everlasting
peace. The advancement of the Redeemer’s kingdom was to her a subject
of deep interest, and she read accounts of the triumphs of the cross
in heathen countries, with peculiar delight. Not many months after we
settled here, a plan was devised to form a female charitable society.
This plan was proposed to Catharine. She was much pleased with it, and
spared no pains to explain it to the understandings of her Cherokee
friends. And so successful were her exertions, that, at the meeting
for the formation of the Society, at which a considerable number were
present, not one refused to become a member. For the prosperity of this
Society she manifested the most tender concern till her death; and she
had determined, if her life should be spared to reach the Arkansas
country, to use her exertions to form a similar Society there.”[9]

The extracts from the diary will now be resumed, and will be continued
without interruption.


EXTRACTS FROM HER DIARY.

“_Creek-Path May 1, 1821._ Commenced boarding with Mr. and Mrs. Potter.
My parents live two miles from this place. I think I shall visit them
almost every week, and they will come to see me often.

“2. I love to live here much. It is retired, and a good place for
study. Every thing looks pleasant around the school-house. The trees
are covered with green leaves, and the birds sing very sweetly. How
pleasant it is to be in the woods, and hear the birds praising the
Lord. They remind me of the divine command, ‘Remember thy Creator.’ O
may I never be so stupid and senseless [as to forget my Creator,] but
may I remember to love and serve him, the few days I live in this
world; for the time will soon come, when I must appear before him. Help
me, Lord, to live to thy glory, even unto the end of my life.

“I think I feel more anxious to learn, and to understand the Bible
perfectly, than I ever did before. Although I am so ignorant, the
Saviour is able to prepare me for usefulness among my people.

“5. Saturday evening. Again I am brought to the close of another week.
How have I spent my time the past week? Have I done any thing for God,
and any good to my fellow creatures? I fear I have done nothing to
glorify his holy name. Oh, how prone I am to sin, and to grieve the
Spirit of a holy God, who is so kind in giving me time to prepare for
heaven. May I improve these precious moments to the glory of my God.

“6. Sabbath evening. How thankful I ought to be to God, that he has
permitted me once more to commemorate the love of a Saviour, who has
shed his precious blood for the remission of sin. It was indeed a
solemn season to me, and I hope refreshing to each of our souls. While
sitting at the table, I thought of many sins, which I had committed
against God, through my life, and how much I deserved to be cast out
from his presence forever. But the Son of God, who was pleased to come
down from the bosom of his Father, to die on the cross for sinners like
me, will, I hope, save me from death, and at last raise me to mansions
of eternal rest, where I shall sit down with my blessed Jesus.

“8. This evening I have nothing to complain of, but my unfaithfulness
both to God and my own soul. Have not improved my precious moments as
I ought. Have learned but little in school, though my privileges are
greater than those of many others. While they are ignorant of God, and
have no opportunity to hear or learn about him, I am permitted to live
with the children of God, where I am instructed to read the Bible, and
to understand the character of Jesus. O may I be enabled to follow
the example of my teachers, to live near the Saviour, and to do much
good. I wish very much to be a missionary among my people. If I had an
education----but perhaps I ought not to think of it. I am not worthy
to be a missionary.

“14. Mr. Hoyt called on us this week, on his return from Mayhew. He
gives us much interesting intelligence respecting the Choctaw mission.
Mr. Hoyt expected to have brought Dr. Worcester with him, but he was
too sick to travel, and was obliged to stay behind. He hopes to be able
to come on soon. I long to see him. He has done a great deal towards
spreading the Gospel, not only in this nation, but in other heathen
nations of the earth. May the Lord restore his health, that he may see
some fruits among the heathen, for whom he has been so long labouring.

“29. This day I spent my time very pleasantly at home with my dear
friends. Find that brother John is the same humble believer in Jesus,
walking in the Christian path. I am truly happy to meet my dear parents
and sisters in health, and rejoicing in the hope of eternal glory. O
may God ever delight to bless them, and to pour his Spirit richly into
their hearts. I am much pleased to see them making preparations for the
Sabbath. They have been engaged to-day in preparing such food, &c.
as they thought would be wanting to-morrow. I think brother John and
sister Susannah have done much good here with respect to the Sabbath.

“30. This day attended another solemn meeting in the house of God.
Mr. Potter preached by an interpreter. I think more people than usual
attended. All seemed attentive to hear the word of God. Mr. P. spoke of
the importance of keeping the Sabbath holy. I hope it will not be in
vain to all those who were present.

“June 4. This day being _the first Monday in the month_, the people met
to pray and receive religious instruction. It was truly an interesting
time. The congregation, though small, was serious. One man and his
wife, who have been for some time in an anxious state of mind remained
after the meeting, and Mr. and Mrs. P. earnestly entreated them to seek
the Lord while he was near unto them. They appeared very solemn, and
said they wished to know more about God, that they might serve him the
rest of their days. We hope and pray, that they may be truly converted,
and become our dear brother and sister in the Lord.

“July 1. This day I have enjoyed much. Was permitted once more to sit
down at the table of the Lord, and commemorate his dying love. O how
good is the Saviour in permitting me to partake of his grace. May I
improve my great privileges in the manner I shall wish I had done, when
I come to leave the world.--P. M. Went to Mr. G.’s, where Mr. Potter
preaches once in two weeks. Most of the people present were whites,
from the other side of the river. It was pleasant to hear a sermon
preached without an interpreter.

“Sept. 2. Think I have had a good time to-day, in praying to my
heavenly Father. I see nothing to trouble me, but my own wicked heart.
It appears to me, that the more I wish to serve God, the more I sin.
I seem never to have done any thing good in the sight of God. But the
time is short, when I shall be delivered from this body of sin, and
enter the kingdom of heaven.

“3. The first Monday in the month. No doubt many Christians have been
this day praying for my poor nation, as well as for other heathen
nations of the earth. O why do I live so little concerned for my own
soul, and for the souls of others? Why is it that I pray no more
to God? Is it because he is not merciful? Oh no. He is good, kind,
merciful, always ready to answer the prayers of his children. O for
more love to my Saviour than I now have.

“4. I am now with my sister, with whom I expect to spend a few days. I
hope the Lord will make our communion sweet.

“Visited at Mr. ----’s, but had no opportunity of conversing with Mrs.
---- on religious subjects, as we intended to have done. Mr. ---- said
he had seen so many different ways among professed Christians, that it
was hard to tell who was right. I felt too ignorant to instruct such
a well educated man; though I knew, that there is _but one_ way under
heaven, whereby men can be saved, and that is, by coming to Him, who
came to seek and to save that which was lost.

“9. Returned yesterday from sister G.’s. Found the mission family in
good health. I cannot express how much I love the missionaries, with
whom I live. I do not feel my privileges, until I am away from them,
and mingle with worldly people. Then I long to get back to be with
Christians.

“I rejoice and bless my heavenly Father, that he has kept my dear
brother John, and permitted me to meet him once more in the land of the
living. I am sorry to see him so unwell, and fear he will not recover.
But the Lord’s will be done, and not mine. I know that he will do all
things for the good of those who love him.

“Left home, in company with brother John and sister Susannah, [his
wife,] for the purpose of visiting the Sulphur Springs in Blount
county, Alabama.

“21. About noon we came to a spring, which is said to possess the same
qualities with those we intended to visit, and we concluded to make it
the place of our abode for a few days. We therefore pitched our tent
a few yards from the water, and at night spread our blankets on the
ground, and slept very well.

“22. Feel very uneasy respecting my brother, he is so unwell. May the
Lord be with us in this lonely place.

“23. Brother John drinks the water, and bathes in it, but has yet
received no benefit. I do not feel so well as I did before I came here,
and almost wish to return immediately. Perhaps it is lying on the
ground, that makes me feel sick. But if brother John had a comfortable
place to sleep, I should not care for myself. The Lord knows what is
best for us.

“24. We expect a boy with our horses to-day, and hope to reach home
to-morrow. Saw Mr. J. R. to-day in a very low state of health.
Conversed with him a little on the subject of religion. This I really
felt was my duty, as I thought it likely I should never have another
opportunity. He said, he was very wicked, and afraid to die. I told
him we were all wicked, but the Saviour, who was willing to die for
us, would pardon our sins, if we would only give ourselves to him. He
replied, that when he was in health, he did not do his duty towards
God, but if he recovered he would try to do better. As he was not able
to converse much, I commended him to God, and left him. God is able to
make him his dear child, and to prepare him for heaven.

“Jan. 3, 1822. This was truly a solemn and interesting day to me, one
which will never be forgotten. My dear father and mother were baptised
in the name of the Holy Trinity. How kind is our Creator, in his
willingness to take notice of us sinful worms of the dust, and allowing
us to become acquainted with Jesus Christ. O may we walk close with
God, and be enabled to set such an example to others, that they may be
led to glorify our Father, who is in heaven.

“14. Have not attended school since last vacation, having been at home
taking care of my sick brother. He has failed very fast, the past week.
I fear he will not live many days. The will of the Lord be done.

“16. My dear brother is very low. Perhaps he will soon depart from
this sinful world, and fly to the arms of his blessed Redeemer. Had
some conversation with him in the evening. His mind seemed to be in
a happy state. He asked me, whether, after his decease, I thought we
should stay here, or go to the Arkansas. I told him I hoped he would
be restored to health. He said he thought that was very doubtful, and
added, that he thought brother Webber would come for us after his
departure. My heart was full. I could make no reply.

“18. Mr. Butrick and John Arch, who have been visiting us for a few
days past, left us this morning, with the intention of going through
the nation, preaching Jesus Christ to those, who are in darkness. This
will probably take three months. May the Lord go with his dear servants
on their long journey through the wilderness, and bless their labours
to many immortal souls. I cannot sufficiently express my gratitude to
God, for sending out missionaries to this distant land, that we, who
were wanderers in the wild woods, might find the road to heaven. How
kindly are they inviting us to come and partake of the rich feast,
which has been provided for all who will accept it. Yet how few are
willing to comply with the invitation! Frequently do I weep for my
Cherokee brothers and sisters, when I consider their awful situation
while out of Christ; and willingly would I offer myself for their
assistance, were I qualified for a religious teacher. I hope God will
prepare me to do some good among the heathen. O that it may be my
greatest desire to do the will of my heavenly Father. I am determined
to pray for my people, while God lends me breath; and when I die, may
my Saviour receive me to my heavenly home, to join with millions of
saints in singing the praises of redeeming love through a never-ending
eternity.

“29. Eternity seems near. A few days more, and if I am indeed a child
of God, I shall walk the golden streets of the New Jerusalem. O happy
day, when I shall see all the Christians, who have ever lived, and when
God himself shall be my joy.

“30. Brother John is senseless most of the time. I fear he is to remain
but a little while in this world. But in that case he will soon go to
his Father in heaven. May we be submissive, knowing that he, who sent
us into this world, has a right to call us hence whenever he sees best.
Our great consolation is, that our dear brother will soon be freed from
pain, and rest in the bosom of his dear Jesus.

“31. Had the pleasure of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Potter at this place. I
love them, as _my own_ brother and sister.

“Feb. 2. My dear brother very sick. O thou blessed Jesus, take him not
away by this sickness. Restore him to health, that he may live long,
and be a great blessing to our nation. But O may I be submissive to thy
holy will.

“Sabbath morning. Painful is it to record, that my dear brother John
appears, this day, to be on the borders of eternity! Lord, come near to
us at this time. Help us to give up our dear brother into thy hands.

“Evening. Brother John is no more! O distressing thought, he has gone
to return no more! But we shall soon go to him. I trust, indeed, we
have much reason to believe he has gone to Christ his Saviour. Through
his sickness he seemed reconciled to the will of God, and said he was
not afraid to die. He said, that though his sufferings were great,
they were nothing in comparison with Christ’s sufferings. About a
week before he died, he spoke to the family as follows:--‘It is now
more than a year since we began to follow Christ, and what have we
done for him? Do we live like Christians? I fear we do not. I do
not hear you talk to the people about our Saviour, when they come to
visit you. We are professors of religion, and why is it that we do
not show it to others? You should always remember to keep the Sabbath
holy. You are too much occupied in domestic concerns on the Sabbath,
so that you cannot get time to converse about God.’ He asked me, if
the missionaries did their cooking on the Sabbath. I told him, their
preparations were made before the Sabbath. He said, ‘that is what we
ought to do.’ He frequently requested me to read and explain the Bible
to him, which was my great delight.”

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Here ends her diary. And the reader will doubtless wish that all had
been saved, breathing, as it does, so much good sense and unfeigned
piety.

Of her brother John, the journal of the mission at Brainerd contains
the following eulogium, penned on hearing of his death.

“Two years ago he was in heathenish darkness. About that time, his
brother and sister told him of the Bible, and some of the important
truths it contained; and he soon felt an unconquerable desire to read
it. He could then talk and understand familiar English. Soon after, a
school was opened in his neighbourhood, and he applied himself, with
the most unwearied diligence, to study. In the course of six months,
he learned to read intelligibly; read the New Testament through once,
and about half through again; wrote a number of legible letters to
his friends; became a hopeful convert to the Christian religion, and
a member of the Church of Christ, which he continued to adorn by an
exemplary life, till his departure from these dark and afflictive
scenes, to join, as we trust, the Church of the first-born in heaven.”

Soon after the decease of this brother, Catharine accompanied her
father to Huntsville, in the state of Alabama.

Here, either at that time, or later in the season, she spent two or
three months, in the family of Dr. Alexander A. Campbell, a pious
and esteemed physician. Dr. Campbell had seen her at her father’s
house before she went to Brainerd, and was so favourably impressed,
by her personal appearance, that he subsequently procured for her a
Bible, and some other religious books, which were forwarded, but never
received.

Nearly five years had elapsed since that interview. Dr. Campbell’s own
words, extracted from his letter to the Rev. Mr. Potter of Creek-Path,
shall describe the impression, which she now made upon him, and upon
others in Huntsville.

“She was not now the wild, untutored girl she was then. She was
graceful and polite, and humility and benevolence beamed from her
countenance. Some of my acquaintance were unwilling to believe she was
an Indian.

“At your request, I returned with her to her nation to see a diseased
Indian child, and though it was at the expense of neglecting important
professional business, I was amply repaid, by the interesting
conversation I had with her, on literary and religious subjects.

“At first, she was backward to enter into free conversation. A
diffident reserve was a prominent trait in her character. But when we
became well acquainted, I found her perfectly agreeable and intelligent
on any ordinary subject. But her favourite theme was the SAVIOUR. She
dwelt much, also, on the situation of her people, and manifested the
greatest solicitude for their spiritual interests; often expressing the
hope, that I would come and live among them, and teach them respecting
the Lord Jesus.

“During the summer of this year, she spent several months in my family.
A part of that time she was suffering very severely from a bilious
fever, which she bore with all possible patience and resignation,
never showing that peevishness and fretfulness so common in persons
recovering from that disease. She always looked upon her afflictions
as resulting from the chastising hand of God, and designed for her
improvement.

“She received very marked attentions from the visitors at my house,
and many of the principal families in the town sought an acquaintance
with her, appeared sensible of her worth, and esteemed her friendship
highly. These attentions, so far from exciting her vanity, had the
effect to humble her the more. She appeared ever to think much less
highly of herself, than others thought of her. I have often been
astonished to see how the flattering addresses and high encomiums
of people of elevated standing in society, seemed to render her more
distrustful of her own worth.”

This, though evidently the warm language of friendship, is justified by
the concurrent testimony of all the intimate friends of Catharine.

In September 1822, at the earnest request of her parents, she left the
family of Mr. Potter to reside with them. Being engaged, at that time,
in some favourite studies, it was a great trial to leave the school.
But so tender was her regard for her aged parents, that she made not
the least objection.

Near the close of the year 1822, the Rev. Reynolds Bascom, accompanied
by several Indian youth from the Foreign Mission School at Cornwall,
arrived at Creek-Path, on his way to Elliot, where he designed to spend
a few months in missionary labour.

“Here,” says Mr. Bascom, “I had an opportunity of seeing the precious
fruits of missionary instruction and divine grace, in the intelligence,
amiable manners, and Christian temper, of Catharine, and other members
of the little church which had been formed in the place, chiefly among
her family connexions.

“The impression made on my mind by my first interview, which was at her
father’s house, was that of uncommon simplicity, modesty and meekness.
We arrived after the family had dined, and she received us and spread
a table for our refreshment, with the unaffected kindness of a sister.
The gracefulness of her figure, and the sweetness of her expression,
have often been the subject of remark; and I was the more delighted
with her humility, as I greatly feared I should discover an unhappy
influence from the misjudged praise, which had been heaped upon her.
The fact was, she gave me evidence, by her habitual behaviour, of being
a sanctified child of God.”

It was soon after her removal to her paternal home, that the disease,
the seeds of which had, probably for several years, been germinating in
her constitution, began to assume an aspect, which excited some alarm.

In consequence of this, she took a journey to Brainerd, in February
1823, with the view of consulting Dr. Butler, a medical gentleman
residing at that station. She hoped, also, to derive benefit from
the journey. These hopes were disappointed. A cold, tempestuous
storm arose, soon after she left home, to the whole of which she was
unavoidably exposed; and the slight cough, to which she had, for some
time, been subject, was very much increased. She spent three weeks
at Brainerd, and then returned to Creek-Path, intending to obtain
permission from her parents to place herself again under the care of
Dr. Butler. But her increased illness rendered her unable to encounter
the fatigues of another journey.

The narrative must now be interrupted, in order that several letters,
written during the time embraced by this chapter, may be introduced. A
part of the first, and the fourth, were published in the narrative of
the “Little Osage Captive.” The third made its first appearance in the
New Haven Religious Intelligencer.


    TO HER BROTHER DAVID, AT CORNWALL.

                                         _Creek-Path, Aug. 12, 1820._

    My dear Brother,

  Your dear lines I received this evening, for which I thank you. I
  hope they will not be the last you will write me. O dear brother,
  how much it would rejoice my heart to see you this evening, and
  converse with you face to face! But our good Lord has separated us,
  perhaps never to see each other again in this world. I often think
  of the morning you left Brainerd. It was a solemn hour, and I trust
  it was a sweet season to our souls. We wept, and prayed, and sung
  together before our dear Saviour; and longed for that blessed day,
  when we should meet, to part no more. What is a short separation in
  this world? Nothing compared to an eternal separation! How thankful
  we ought to be then, my dear brother, that we have a hope to be
  saved through the blessed Lamb of God. Yes, I trust when our bodies
  shall die, our souls shall be raised above the sky, where we shall
  dwell together, in singing the praises of Him who bought us with his
  precious blood. I hope we shall meet our parents, and brothers, and
  sisters there. Since you left, the Lord has reached down his arm, to
  take sinners from darkness, into the marvellous light of the Gospel.
  Dear brother, let us praise and rejoice continually in the Lord, for
  his goodness to our dear people, in giving them hearts to love and
  praise his holy name. Surely the Lord is with us here. We feel his
  presence. Our dear father and mother are inquiring what they shall
  do to be saved. Mother says she is grieved to think her children are
  going to leave her behind. But she says she will pray as long as she
  lives, and that the Saviour will pardon her sins, that she may go
  with her children to heaven.

  I hope you will write to our parents as often as you can. I sometimes
  think the Saviour has given them new hearts, especially our dear
  father. He appears quite changed.

  Soon after you left Brainerd, I was called here to take charge of a
  school of females, about two miles from home. I take great delight
  in teaching. The number of girls in school is twenty-eight. They are
  very good children, and learn fast. Sister Anna is assisting me in
  the school. She rejoices with us to hear from you in this distant
  land.

  O dear brother, I hope you will pray for me. Pray that I may do good
  to the immortal souls of my pupils. Sometimes the work appears too
  great for me, and I am almost discouraged. But I know, He that has
  called me to work in his vineyard, is able to keep me.

  I could tell you a great many good things, if I had time. But I must
  stop, after asking your prayers for all your Creek-Path friends. I
  hope when you return to your nation, you will find many Christians.
  Farewell, dear brother; may the Lord be with you, and prepare you for
  great usefulness in the world. This is the prayer of your sister

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO MR. AND MRS. HALL.

                                         _Creek-Path, Nov. 19, 1820._

    My dear Brother and Sister,

  This is the first opportunity I have had to answer the kind letter,
  which you wrote some time since. I thank you for it, and hope you
  will forgive me for not writing sooner. I think of you every day, and
  long to see you once more in this world. I often think of the happy
  hours we used to spend together, while I was with you at Brainerd.
  But the happy hours are gone, I fear never to return. I hope, if we
  may not meet in this world, we may in heaven, where we shall never be
  separated. O, my dear friends, do you not sometimes long to see that
  glorious day, when Christians shall be gathered from all parts of the
  world to sing the praises of our dear Redeemer? What a day it will be
  for Christians! And shall we be among the number? Sometimes I fear
  I shall not be, my wicked heart is so prone to sin. But I know the
  blood of Christ is sufficient to wash away all my sins, and prepare
  me for his eternal glory. I will, therefore, commit myself to God. It
  is all that I can do.

  O how good it is to lie at the feet of Jesus, and feel ourselves
  purified by his blood. Then we have no reason to fear what the world
  can do unto us.

  My dear friends, I cannot tell you how much I love you, because
  you were willing to leave your native land, and your dear people,
  to come into this heathen part of the world, to instruct me and my
  people in the way of salvation. May the Lord reward you for this
  labour of love. Probably you must have some trials to pass through,
  as other missionaries do; but we ought to rejoice, that we are
  accounted worthy to labour for God. Our days will soon be past, and
  if we are the children of God, we shall soon be at rest in the bosom
  of our dear Saviour.

  My father, mother, brothers, and sisters, wish to be remembered
  affectionately to you. Write often. I am always happy to hear from
  you.

                                         From your sister,
                                                       CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO HER BROTHER DAVID.

                                         _Creek-Path, Feb. 21, 1821._

    My dear Brother,

  I received your kind letter some time since, and it gave me great
  satisfaction to hear from you. I should have written to you before
  this time, but did not know how to send to Brainerd. I am truly
  happy to hear that you feel so well contented with your situation in
  school, and that you are well pleased with your dear instructor. Our
  dear parents are in good health. They have removed from the place
  where they lived before, and are now living with brother John. I
  think they have truly passed from death unto life. They seem to be
  growing in grace and in the knowledge of Him who has redeemed their
  souls from hell. Indeed, you cannot imagine how different they seem
  from what they did when you left us. All they desire now, is to do
  the will of our dear Saviour. This work is the Lord’s, and no doubt
  he will keep them and carry them safe through this sinful world,
  until he receives them to his heavenly kingdom. O, dear brother,
  truly the Lord has heard our prayers for the souls of our parents.
  We have great reason to rejoice. May we not say,--not unto us, but
  to thy name be all the praise? You have doubtless heard that brother
  John has joined the church. Dear brother David, my heart is full
  while I am writing. How shall I express my gratitude to God for
  bringing him to a knowledge of the Saviour. He says sometimes he
  feels happy in praying to God, and feels willing that he should do
  with him as seemeth good in his sight.

  My brother David, when we look back and see what the Lord has done
  for our family in the course of a few years, O let us call upon our
  souls, and all that is within us, to praise our God for his great
  blessings to us.

  I sometimes long to see your face once more in this world, to
  converse and pray with you before our Saviour. I often think of the
  happy hours, which we spent when we were at Brainerd, when we first
  tasted the sweetness of religion, and when we used to take each
  other’s hand to walk and sing our favourite hymn,

      “Come we that love the Lord.”

  We then knew the happiness of saints, and felt that religion was not
  ‘designed to make our pleasures less.’ But now our heavenly Father
  has separated us for a time in this world; I hope for his glory, and
  for the good of perishing souls around us. We have much to do for our
  Saviour. As we hope we are children of the most high God, let us be
  good soldiers, and not be weary in well-going, for in due season we
  shall reap if we faint not.

  Father and mother send love to you, and to the scholars in Cornwall.
  I hope you will write to us soon, and let us know how you do.

  Adieu, dear brother, till we meet again,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO THE SAME.

                                         _Creek-Path, 1821._

    My dear Brother,

  Although we may be separated many hundreds of miles, the God of
  the Universe, whom we serve, will often give us the enjoyment of
  himself, which you know is of far greater value than all this
  world can afford. Last Sabbath was a very solemn and interesting
  day to us. Rev. Mr. W. from the state of New York was here--a very
  pious and engaged Christian. We were much refreshed by his kind
  instructions. I think it was truly a pleasant day to my soul. The
  sacrament was administered, and we were permitted once more to sit
  at the table of the Lord, and commemorate his dying love. Mr. S.
  was baptised. Also an infant of Mrs. F, named Samuel Worcester. The
  congregation were attentive and some of them were affected to tears.
  I hope the time is not far distant, when all the heathen shall be
  brought to the knowledge of the Redeemer. We have recently formed
  a Female Society[10] in this place. The members pay fifty cents a
  year. I trust you will pray that we may be blessed, and that we may
  be instrumental in the great work of building up the cause of the
  Redeemer. I can never be sufficiently thankful to God for sending
  us missionaries, to teach us the way we should go. We love them as
  our own brothers and sisters. That you may enjoy the light of our
  Saviour’s countenance, while in this short journey of life, and
  finally be received to mansions of eternal glory, is the prayer of
  your sister,

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

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    TO MR. AND MRS. HALL.

                                         _Creek-Path, June 1, 1822._

    My dear Brother and Sister Hall,

  Sweet and reviving is the thought, that we are not to continue long
  in this world, but hope soon to rest in the city of our God. My dear
  brother and sister, be patient in all your trials and hardships,
  remembering that you are labouring for God, and not for man alone.
  The Saviour will give you an unfading crown of glory in due season. I
  often think of the glorious day, when I shall meet you, and all good
  missionaries, in the kingdom of our Saviour. I shall then be always
  with those dear friends, who have told me so much about heaven, and
  taught me to love and serve Christ. I hope you will not forget to
  pray, that I may possess more of the spirit of Christ.

  The pupils in the school here generally make good improvement. The
  religious prospects are encouraging. Meetings on the Sabbath, and
  weekly conferences, are well attended. The church appears well. Last
  Sabbath I, for the first time, met my parents at the table of the
  Lord.

  I have many things to tell you; but my health will not allow me to
  write much at one time. The little I have written gives me pain. My
  health has been feeble for some weeks past, but my complaints are not
  alarming. I shall try to visit you next vacation, if life is spared.
  Will my dear brother and sister write soon to their affectionate

    CATHARINE.

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    TO HER BROTHER DAVID.

                                         _Huntsville, Aug. 30, 1822._

    My dear Brother,

  I am sorry to tell you, that I have but a few moments of time to
  write this evening. I came here the 13th inst. and expect to return
  in a few weeks.

  I left our friends all very well, and walking in the fear of God.
  I should have written long before this, had I not been sick; but
  my health is now much better than it was when I left home. Brother
  David, remember that your sister Catharine loves you much, and
  prays for you every day. I trust you will not return before you are
  prepared to preach the Gospel. Let me know your feelings in this
  respect when you write again, and I shall know how to pray for you.
  I do not expect you to go through all the studies, that ministers
  generally do in New England, but wish you to be qualified enough to
  withstand the enemies of God, and teach the truths of Christianity.
  If your health does not permit you to study, and your hesitation of
  speech still continues, I should not think it was your duty to pursue
  your studies.

  However, I know the Lord will make every path of duty plain before
  you. Do not think we are unhappy. It is true we were greatly tried,
  last winter, in losing our dear brother. But, blessed be God, it was
  not more than we are able to bear.

  We feel it was good for us to be afflicted, knowing that the Lord is
  good, and will always do what is right. I have not time to write all
  I wish to send you. When I return home, you shall have a long letter
  from your affectionate sister

                                         CATHARINE.

       *       *       *       *       *

    TO THE SAME, AT ANDOVER.

                                         _Creek-Path, Jan. 18, 1823._

    My dear Brother,

  Yours of Nov. 2, 1822, was received a few days since. I am much
  gratified to hear, that you are to continue in New England another
  year. I hope you will be the better qualified for usefulness to our
  countrymen, when you return. I pray for you daily, that God may be
  with you and bless you in your undertaking.

  I feel anxious to see you, yet I am willing to have you stay until
  you have received further education. How has your mind been exercised
  since you entered the interesting Seminary at Andover? Are you living
  in the enjoyment of the religion of Christ? We must, dear brother,
  live near to God, and be engaged in his cause, if we would be his
  followers. Let us, then, not calculate to live in idleness and ease,
  unconcerned for the salvation of souls.

  We are under great obligations to honour God before the world, and to
  be active in his service. Let us not hide our talents in the earth,
  for the Lord will require them of us. There is a crown of glory laid
  up for those who are faithful unto the end.

  It is now eleven months, since our dear brother John departed from
  this lower world, and entered the unseen regions of eternity, where I
  hope he is now walking in the streets of the New Jerusalem, filled
  with holy love. Oh boundless love, and matchless grace, of our Lord
  and Saviour Jesus Christ! How happy shall we feel when we land on the
  shores of eternal felicity. There we shall meet our dear brother, and
  all who have gone before us, and shall reign in the paradise of God
  forever and ever.

  I often think of our relations in the Arkansas. I long to hear
  of their conversion. Let us not neglect to pray for them daily;
  particularly for brother W. The Lord, I hope, will renew his heart,
  and make him abundantly useful to the cause of missions.

  We rejoice to see brother A. once more in our dwellings. After a long
  journey from the Arkansas country, he arrived here, much fatigued, in
  the latter part of November. He intends to spend a few months with
  us, and then return with sister Susan. I do not feel very well about
  her going into the wilderness, and far from Christian society, where
  she will perhaps have no religious instruction.

  Her mother has removed thirty or forty miles from the missionary
  station [at Dwight.] But we commend her into the hands of the
  Almighty, who is able to keep her from evil, and from all the
  temptations of this delusive world. I am glad to hear from our
  relations in that country. Brother Walter was expecting to set out in
  a few days for the city of Washington, and had thoughts of visiting
  some of the northern States before he returned. It is likely you
  may see him in New England. He has placed brother Edmund in the
  missionary school at Dwight, to continue three or four years. He has
  become very steady and attentive to his books. I hope the Lord will
  give him a new heart, and prepare him for usefulness.

  Brother W. has given up trading, and has commenced farming. He has
  purchased land in the Osage country, at the Salt Springs. Whether
  he intends removing his family to that place, I know not. It is my
  prayer, that he may be brought to bow to the sceptre of King Jesus,
  in whom is life everlasting. As for our going to the Arkansas, it is
  not decided. Perhaps we shall know better, when you return. You know
  mother is always very anxious to remove to that country, but father
  is not. For my own part, I feel willing to do whatever is duty, and
  the will of our parents. I feel willing to go, or stay. The Lord will
  direct all things right, and in him may we put all our trust.

  We had the pleasure of seeing your schoolmates McKee and Israel
  Folsom. They called on us on their way to the Choctaw nation. They
  said there were many good people at the north. They had rather live
  among the Yankees, than any other people. I hope they will be very
  useful to their nation.

  Mr. Potter has gone to Brainerd on some business, and I shall stay
  with Mrs. P. until he returns. We expect him home this week. I hope
  he will bring a large packet of letters from our Brainerd friends.
  Mrs. P. is engaged in teaching school while her husband is absent.
  Several of the scholars are very attentive, and make good progress
  in their studies. Sarah is in the first class. She is a good girl
  to learn, and is much beloved by her teacher. She has begun to read
  the Bible in course, and has read partly through the Memoirs of
  Miss Caroline Smelt. When I wrote to you last, I was in a declining
  state of health, and for that reason I left my studies to have more
  exercise. The Lord has been pleased to restore me to my usual health,
  and I now feel pretty well.

  I spent two months in Huntsville, last spring, in the family of Dr.
  Campbell. Mrs. ---- is a very pious and engaged Christian. I became
  acquainted with several pious families in Huntsville, who, I believe,
  feel interested in the cause of missions. The pious ladies made up
  clothing for the children in Creek-Path. We hope this is only the
  beginning of a missionary spirit in that place.

  I am glad to tell you, that our female Society is growing in its
  numbers. We have collected nearly double the sum this year that we
  did last. The Society has concluded to send our money for this year
  to the Arkansas mission.

  I am glad the people are so willing to assist in advancing the
  Redeemer’s kingdom in our heathen land. May the glorious period soon
  arrive, when all the nations of the earth shall be brought to the
  knowledge of the truth as it is in Jesus. Oh, dear brother, though we
  are widely separated in person, yet we are near in spirit, and can
  unite our prayers for the approach of this happy day.

  O let us do with our might what our hands find to do. I am now in my
  little study. I have spent in this room many happy hours in prayer
  to my Heavenly Father. But Oh, how cold and stupid my heart is! How
  little I feel for the salvation of souls!

      Oh, for a closer walk with God,
      A calm and heavenly frame;
      And light to shine upon the road,
      That leads me to the Lamb.

  Please to write soon, and tell me every thing respecting your present
  situation.

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

       *       *       *       *       *

    TO THE SAME.

                                         _Brainerd, Feb. 10, 1823._

    My dear brother David,

  I am at Brainerd, on a visit from Creek-Path. My heart is filled with
  gratitude to God, in being permitted to see these dear missionaries
  once more, and unite with them in praise to our Lord and Saviour. I
  feel truly attached to Brainerd, where I first found the Saviour;
  and O how I love the dear sisters, with whom I have spent many happy
  hours, both in school, and in walking to the house of worship. But
  those happy hours are past. We must be contented, and look forward to
  that day when we shall meet to part no more.

  I left home last week, in company with Mr. Boudinot, and sister
  Susan. Hope my journey will be beneficial to my health. If our dear
  father and mother are willing, I intend to pursue study again, as
  soon as I return home.

  There is some seriousness among the people in our neighbourhood.
  Several are very anxious to receive religious instruction. When I
  return, I think I shall make it my business to go round, once in two
  weeks, to read and explain the Scriptures to the females.

  I cannot but hope the Lord will continue to have mercy on our people,
  and will bring many to the knowledge of the truth as it is in Jesus.

  I hope you will write to our dear parents soon. They are always happy
  to hear from you.

  From your affectionate sister

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.


FOOTNOTES:

[9] This Society first sent its annual collections to the mission at
Dwight, in the Arkansas. But the last year their collection was devoted
to the spread of the Gospel among the Osages. The Cherokee woman, who
proposed the resolution to appropriate the money in this way, observed
to the Society, “The Bible tells us to do good to our enemies, and I
believe the Osages are the greatest enemies the Cherokees have.” The
sum was about ten dollars.

[10] The Society, of which mention was made at p. 85.




CHAPTER V.

HER SICKNESS AND DEATH.

  _Brief agitations of her mind.--Her love for her people.--Is visited
    by Dr. Campbell.--Letter to Mrs. Campbell.--Alarming symptom in her
    disease.--Her resignation and consolations.--Dr. Campbell advises
    her removal to Limestone.--State of her mind at this time.--Strong
    manifestations of affection for her at Creek-Path.--Account of her
    removal.--Temporary improvement in her health.--Dictates a letter
    to her brother David.--Hopes of her recovery relinquished.--This
    fact stated to her father and herself.--Her last hours, death, and
    burial.--Monument over her grave._


The attention of the reader is now invited to the closing scenes in the
life of Catharine, where her faith in her Saviour will be seen to have
been signally triumphant over the terrors of the grave.

After she returned from Brainerd, she seems generally to have
considered her removal from the world as not very distant, and to have
spent much time in reflecting on death and its consequences. These
subjects she not unfrequently made the topics of conversation. One
instance of this kind is described by Mrs. Potter.

  “Entering her room, one evening, at an early hour, I found she had
  retired with unusual debility. She requested me to read, from some
  medical author, the symptoms of consumption. I complied; and, after
  comparing them with her own, she expressed a belief, that she had
  that disease. I inquired what were her feelings in view of this
  conclusion. She replied, with tears, ‘I am not prepared to die.’
  You have a hope, I said, of happiness beyond the grave? ‘Yes, I
  have a hope resting on the promises of the Saviour; but I have been
  unfaithful!’

  “We were both too much affected to say more, and remained for some
  time silent. At length Catharine sweetly raised her voice and said,
  ‘Sister Potter how beautiful is this hymn;’ and then she repeated

      ‘Why should we start and fear to die!
        What timorous worms we mortals are!
      Death is the gate of endless joy,
        And yet we dread to enter there.

      ‘The pains, and groans, and dying strife
        Fright our approaching souls away;
      Still we shrink back again to life,
        Fond of our prison and our clay.

      ‘Oh, if my Lord would come and meet,
        My soul should stretch her wings in haste;
      Fly fearless through death’s iron gate,
        Nor feel the terrors as she passed.

      ‘Jesus can make a dying bed
        Feel soft as downy pillows are,
      While on his breast I lean my head,
        And breathe my life out sweetly there.’

  “I inquired if she could adopt this as the language of her heart, and
  she answered, with great meekness, that she hoped she could.”

It does not appear, that, after this, her mind was again seriously
disturbed by apprehensions respecting _her own_ future well-being.

But when she saw her aged parents in an infirm state of health, and
needing all the attentions of an affectionate daughter, and when,
moreover, she reflected how many of her dear people remained ignorant
of the only Saviour of sinners, she clung to life, and her earnest
prayer was, that she might recover. We are informed, that her trials
from these sources were, at one time, very severe.

She said to a beloved friend, “I know, that it is my duty to submit
entirely to the will of God. He can carry on his work without me. He
can take care of my parents. Yet I am anxious to recover. I wish to
labour more for my people.”

How strong her desires were for the improvement of her people, is
further evident from this fact, that though David was the only
surviving brother, who had the same mother with herself, and though
he was dearer to her than any one else, except her parents, she was,
for some time, unwilling he should be informed of her sickness, lest
he should be induced to leave his studies, and come home to see her.
Much as she loved him, she said she had rather he would remain in New
England, until he was prepared to preach Christ to his countrymen.

In April she was visited by that kind friend of herself and family,
Dr. Campbell. He strongly advised, that she should remove to his
house, thinking it probable that he might then relieve her. Her friends
all consented, only desiring her to remain at home a few days, till
the departure of her brother Webber, who had come from the Arkansas.
But his stay was unexpectedly prolonged a month. During this time,
Catharine failed so rapidly, that she was unable to ride to Limestone,
where Dr. Campbell then resided.

On this occasion, Catharine thus wrote to Mrs. Campbell.

                                         _Creek-Path, April 17, 1823._

    My dear Mrs. Campbell,

  My heart was made truly glad this morning, by the arrival of Dr.
  Campbell. I have long been very anxious to see him, on account of the
  low state of my health. For two months past, it has been declining,
  and I am now reduced to extreme debility. This affliction I view as
  coming from my heavenly Father. I deserve correction, and hope to
  bear the chastising rod with humble submission.

  I have a wish to recover, that I may be useful to my poor countrymen,
  but know, that all human means will be ineffectual without the
  blessing of God. I pray that Dr. Campbell may be the instrument in
  his hands of restoring me to health. If the weather were pleasant, I
  should be disposed to return with him.

  I thank you for your present, and wish I had something valuable to
  send in return. Dr. Campbell will hand you a little ribbond. When you
  wear it, remember Catharine.

  Mrs. P. sends love, and hopes to receive a visit from you ere long.
  Much love to the children.

  Farewell, my friend, my sister. May heaven grant you its choicest
  blessings, and reward you an hundred fold for all your kindness
  to me. Again I say, farewell. May we meet in heaven. Yours
  affectionately.

                                         CATHARINE BROWN.

As she approached nearer to eternity, her faith evidently grew
stronger, and she became more and more able cheerfully to resign, not
only herself, but her parents, her friends, her people, her all, to the
disposal of her Lord.

May 15th she was reduced very low by a hemorrhage from the lungs, and
for a few days was viewed as upon the borders of the grave.

Before this alarming symptom, it had been proposed to send again for
Dr. Campbell. But her parents were persuaded first to try the skill of
some Indian practitioners. Their prescriptions were followed, until
the hemorrhage occurred. Then her alarmed parents sent immediately
for Mr. Potter, hoping he could do something to relieve their darling
child. Providentially the Rev. Reynolds Bascom, of whom mention has
been already made, had just arrived from the Choctaw nation, on his way
to the northern States; and having been afflicted in a similar manner
himself, he was able to administer effectual remedies.

It is pleasing to be able to insert here the notices, which Mr. Bascom
made, at the time, respecting his interview with her, in this hour of
trial.

“May 15. Rode to brother Potter’s, before breakfast. Soon after our
arrival, a message came, that Catharine Brown had been taken with
bleeding at the lungs, and brother Potter was requested to visit her.
We accordingly rode over to her father’s house immediately after
breakfast, and found her entirely prostrated by a copious hemorrhage.
After bleeding her in the arm, she experienced a sensible relief.

“16. Visited Catharine, with brother Potter, and found it necessary
to bleed her again. Conversed and prayed with her, and left her in a
peaceful frame of mind.

“19. Left Creek-Path for Brainerd. Brother Potter rode with us to Mr.
Brown’s. Catharine appeared sweetly composed. Her countenance was
cheerful, and her soul filled with tenderness and filial trust in God.
After conversation and prayer, I asked her what she would have me say
to her brother David.

“She replied, ‘Tell him not to be uneasy about _me_. If I do not meet
him in this world, I hope to meet him in heaven. I have a great desire
to see him, but the Lord may not permit us to meet here.’ These words
were spoken in a low, but audible whisper, and with the significant
emphasis of a heart filled with faith and love.

“I have rarely, if ever, seen a more lovely object for the pencil,
than she appeared to me on her dying bed. The natural mildness of her
features seemed lighted with a beam of heavenly hope, and her whole
aspect was that of a mature Christian, waiting, with filial patience,
the welcome summons to the presence of her Lord.”

Mrs. Potter says,--“Death was now disarmed of his terrors. She could
look into the grave without alarm. She confessed her sins with great
meekness, and mourned that she had not been more faithful in the
service of God; yet rejoiced to resign her soul into the hands of her
Redeemer.

“Once, when I visited her, she affectionately took my hand and
said,--‘My dear sister, I have been wishing to see you, for several
days. I have thought a great deal of you and Mr. Potter. I love you
much, but am going to leave you. I think I shall not live long. You
have done much for me. I thank you, and hope the Lord will reward
you. I am willing to die, if it be the will of God. I know that I
have experienced his love. I have no desire to live in this world,
but to do good. But God can carry on his work without me. I hope you
will continue the meetings of females. You must not be discouraged. I
thought when I should get to the Arkansas, I would form a society among
the females, like ours. But I shall never live to get there. I feel for
my dear parents, but the Lord will take care of them.’

“At another interview she said,--‘I feel perfectly resigned to the will
of God. I know he will do right with his children. I thank God, that I
am entirely in his hands. I feel willing to live, or die, as he thinks
best. My only wish is, that he may be glorified. I hope, should I ever
recover, I shall be more faithful in the cause of Christ, than I have
ever been.’”

A request was sent to Dr. Campbell to visit her as soon as possible.
But he was unable to come till the 21st, by which time Catharine was
so much enfeebled, as to be entirely confined to her room. She could
not even raise herself without assistance. The physician gave it as his
opinion, that she could live but a few days, unless she was removed to
Limestone, it being impossible for him to attend on her at so great a
distance. Whether such a removal was possible, was at first doubted.
But a kind Providence furnished unexpectedly such facilities for the
measure, that it was determined on.

Before entering on an account of her removal, some further notices of
the state of her mind will be given.

Just before her leaving home, she requested a friend to write thus, on
her behalf, to her brother David. “I am entirely resigned to the will
of God, and hope you will feel the same resignation. I am perfectly
willing to die, or to live, as the Lord shall direct. This world is
nothing but sin. I have no wish to live in it, but to do good. If it be
the Lord’s will to take me now, I am willing to go.”

“Religious confidence and tranquillity,” says Dr. Campbell, “were at
this time her sweet companions. How happy she seemed in my view, so
near the confines of the eternal world, about to relinquish all earthly
cares and sorrows for the enjoyment of her dear Redeemer’s presence!

“On the 23d, she seemed to have the most cheering evidence of her
interest in the Lord Jesus. Thus she exclaimed,--‘Now I am ready to
die. Oh, how delightful is the view of my Saviour! How happy shall I
be, when I arrive at my Father’s house.’

“On being asked, what would be her feelings, if it was the will of God
she should live, she replied; ‘The Lord’s will be done, and not mine.
If I can promote his cause in any way, I am desirous to live. But if I
am taken away, I hope my brother David will be useful, in bringing our
benighted nation to a knowledge of Jesus.’

“Her soul appeared full, and more than full, of love to God. She spoke
much of his goodness to her, and expressed much regret, that she had
done so little in his cause. The day preceding this, she had expressed
a wish to go to Huntsville, and unite with Mrs. L. and C. in forming
an association for prayer, and in endeavouring to do something for the
cause of Christ.”

Catharine was now unable to endure the motion of a carriage, even for
a short distance. It would be necessary, therefore, in proceeding to
Limestone, to carry her on a litter to the Tennessee river, which was
six miles distant; then to take her in a boat down the river, forty
miles, to a village named Trienna; and from thence, on a litter again,
about five miles, to Dr. Campbell’s. But, in order to the successful
prosecution of this enterprise, the aid of some person, through the
whole distance, who was acquainted with the English language, was
indispensable. And it should be thankfully noted, that, just when
the question of removal was agitated, Mr. William Leech, a pious
acquaintance from Huntsville, providentially arrived at Creek-Path, and
very kindly tendered his services.

Monday, the 26th of May, was the time appointed for commencing the
journey.

“Numbers,” says Mrs. Potter, “assembled to take, as they feared, and
as it proved, a last look of their beloved friend. After a prayer,
in which she was commended to the divine protection, the canoe was
announced to be in readiness, and we followed the litter, borne by her
affectionate people, to the river. Old and young were bathed in tears,
and some were obliged to use their influence to prevent a general and
loud lamentation. Catharine alone was calm, while she bade farewell to
those she tenderly loved.”

“Mr. Leech says, that small groups of her acquaintance were frequently
seen on the road, waiting her approach. When she arrived where they
were, they would hasten to the side of the litter, take her by the
hand, and often walk away without speaking a word, the tears all the
while rolling down their cheeks.”

Two or three extracts from Mr. Leech’s narrative of the voyage and
journey, from the time of her embarkation on the river, will be
inserted.

“About 4 o’clock, P. M. on the 26th, we began to glide quite pleasantly
down the stream, accompanied by several of Catharine’s relatives. Our
design was to stop as soon as it became dark, until the moon arose.
But we could discover no suitable place for landing, till daylight was
gone, and then the difficulty was increased. The margin of the river
was generally covered with brushwood. In some places, the shore was a
deep mire; at others, there were bluffs and rocks. This made landing
difficult and dangerous in the dark; and along this part of the river
were scarcely any settlements.

“At length the danger of running was such, as to determine us to get
upon the land in some way. We accordingly steered towards the shore,
and providentially discovered a good landing-place, near which was
also a house, where our party was kindly entertained, and our various
wants supplied. Had we passed this place, we should not have found such
another, for twenty miles.

“When the moon was sufficiently risen, we again started. The night was
beautiful, and the rocks and mountains, towering up from the river’s
brink, looked grand, by the moonlight, as we passed along. The next day
the heat of the sun was excessive, and we did not reach Trienna till
one o’clock in the afternoon.

“Here we were all strangers. I had, however, a letter from Dr. Campbell
to a young gentleman, which I delivered. He obtained a carriage, but
Catharine was too weak to ride in it. How to procure people enough,
in this land of strangers, to carry her in a litter to Dr. C.’s, a
distance of five miles, I knew not. But our situation becoming known,
men were soon at hand to carry her, free of all expense.

“And here I would observe, that every person, who saw her, was, so far
as I could discover, much interested in her behalf.

“When we were ready to start, our young friend, to whom I brought the
letter, placed the mother and sister of Catharine in the carriage, and
went himself with them. Thus we were assisted on our way, the Lord
putting it into the hearts of strangers to afford us every facility in
their power, and we arrived at Dr. Campbell’s, a little before dark, on
the 27th.”

Here, not less than at her father’s house, she found friends, who were
ready to make any sacrifice for her comfort, and with whom she could
freely converse on the subject, which lay nearest her heart. Under the
skilful care of Dr. Campbell, she soon began to amend, and hopes were
entertained that she would even partially recover.

Early in June, her dear friend, Mrs. Potter, came from Creek-Path to
see her.

This lady, in a letter to the Corresponding Secretary of the American
Board, says: “She then seemed to think she might recover; but
manifested no wish to live, unless it should be for the glory of God.
She said, ‘When I enjoy the presence of the Saviour, I long to be gone.’

“While at Dr. Campbell’s, I wrote a letter to her brother David,
informing him of her illness. When about to close the letter, I went to
her bed-side and said, ‘Catharine, what shall I say to your brother for
you?’

“After a short pause, she replied, ‘If you will write, I will dictate a
short letter.’

“Then raising herself in the bed, and wiping away a tear, that was
falling from her eye, she, with a sweet smile, began to relate what God
had done for her soul while upon that sick bed.

“To my partial eye, she was, at that moment, an interesting spectacle,
and I have often wished, that her portrait could then have been taken.
Her countenance was softened with the affectionate remembrance of an
endeared brother; her cheek was a little flushed with the exertion of
speaking, her eye beamed with spiritual joy, and a heavenly smile
animated the whole scene. I shall never forget it, nor the words she
then whispered in my ear.”

       *       *       *       *       *

The reader will naturally desire to see the letter, which was dictated
and penned under circumstances so interesting. It was written in exact
accordance with her dictation, and was as follows.

                                         _Limestone, June 13, 1823._

    My dear Brother,

  Mrs. Potter has told you the particulars of my illness. I will only
  tell you what I have experienced on my sick-bed.

  I have found, that it is good for me to be afflicted. The Saviour is
  very precious to me. I often enjoy his presence, and I long to be
  where I can enjoy it without sin. I have indeed been brought very
  low, and did not expect to live until this time. But I have had joy,
  such as I never experienced before. I longed to be gone; was ready to
  die at any moment.

  I love you very much, and it would be a great happiness to me to see
  you again in this world. Yet I don’t know that I shall. God only
  knows. We must submit to his will. We know, that if we never meet
  again in this world, the Lord has prepared a place in his heavenly
  kingdom, where I trust we shall meet, never to part. We ought to
  be thankful for what he has done for us. If he had not sent us the
  Gospel, we should have died without any knowledge of the Saviour.

  You must not be grieved, when you hear of my illness. You must
  remember, that this world is not our home, that we must all die soon.

  I am here under the care of Dr. Campbell, and his very kind
  family. My mother and sister Susan are with me. Since I came here,
  I have been a great deal better, and the doctor sometimes gives
  encouragement of my getting well. But we cannot tell. I am willing to
  submit myself to the will of God. I am willing to die, or live, as he
  sees best.

  I know I am his. He has bought me with his blood, and I do not wish
  to have any will but his. He is good, and can do nothing wrong. I
  trust, if he spares my life, he will enable me to be faithful to his
  cause. I have no desire to live in this world, but to be engaged in
  his service.

  It was my intention to instruct the people more than I had done, when
  I returned from Brainerd; but when I got home, I was not able to do
  it.

  It was a great trial to me not to be able to visit our neighbours,
  and instruct them. But I feel that it is all right. It is my prayer
  that you may be useful, and I hope the Lord _will_ make you useful to
  our poor people.

  From your affectionate sister

                                         CATHARINE.

How much soever her hopes, and those of her friends were raised at this
period, with respect to her recovery, they were of brief duration.
Though every attention, which an unwearied kindness could bestow, was
given her, and prayer was offered continually on her behalf, her Lord
and Master was pleased to hasten her departure. She had entered the
last six weeks of her life, and thenceforward her descent towards the
grave, was regular and unremitted.

Dr. Campbell now thought it his duty to inform her parents and herself,
that his hopes, even of her partial recovery, were gone.

Upon communicating this intelligence to her father, who a little before
had come to Limestone, the good old man, after a solemn silence of
several minutes, observed, “The Lord has been good to give me such a
child, and he has a right to take her when he thinks best. But though
it is my duty to give her up, it is hard to part with her.”

Catharine received the notice without manifesting the least alarm, only
requesting the doctor to inform her, how long she might probably live.

On the morning of July 17th, she was supposed to have commenced her
last agonies, and Dr. Campbell was immediately called to her bed-side.

“I found,” says he, “some appearance of anxiety on her countenance,
which was the result of new sensations of bodily distress, and not
of any agitation of mind. As soon as she could speak, (for she was
sometimes speechless,) extending her hand to me, she calmly observed,
‘I am gone.’

“Some hours after this, when her distress returned, and her respiration
became very difficult and painful, she said, in reference to her
sufferings, ‘What shall I do?’ I inquired, if, in this trying hour, she
could not confidently rely on her Saviour? She answered, ‘Yes.’

“Through the day her mind was perfectly tranquil, and though several
times, when her mother and friends were weeping about her, the tears
would start into her eyes, she would quickly suppress them. She seemed
to spend most of the time in prayer.

“The night was one of considerable distress, owing to her difficulty
of breathing. In the morning she looked toward the window, and asked
me if it was not day. I replied, that it was. She then turned her
eyes towards heaven, and an indescribable placidness spread over her
countenance.

“Perhaps she thought, that the next morning she should behold, would be
the morning of the resurrection.

“As death advanced, and the powers of nature gave way, she frequently
offered her hand to the friends around her bed. Her mother and sister
weeping over her, she looked steadily at the former, for a short time,
filial love beaming from her eyes; and then,--she closed them in the
sleep of death.

“She expired without a groan, or a struggle. Even those around the bed
scarcely knew, that the last breath had left her, until I informed them
she was gone.

“Thus fell asleep this lovely saint, in the arms of her Saviour, a
little past 6 o’clock, on the morning of July 18th, 1823.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Her afflicted relatives conveyed her remains to Creek-Path, where they
were, on the 20th, deposited near the residence of her parents, and
by the side of her brother John, who had died about a year and a half
before, in the triumphs of the same faith.

Her age was about twenty-three; and six years had elapsed from her
first entering the school at Brainerd. She was then a heathen, but she
became enlightened and sanctified, through the instrumentality of the
Gospel of Jesus, preached to her by the missionaries of the cross; and
her end was glorious.

A neat monument of wood, erected by her bereaved relatives, covers the
grave where she was laid. And though, a few years hence, this monument
may no longer exist to mark the spot where she slumbers, yet shall her
dust be precious in the eyes of the Lord, and her virtues shall be told
for a memorial of her.




CHAPTER VI.

HER CHARACTER.

  _Her mental characteristics.--Her attainments in intellectual
    and moral science.--Changes in her affections.--Her Christian
    conduct._--CONCLUSION.--_The excellencies in her character a
    result of missionary labour.--How much can be made of the Indian
    character.--Grounds of encouragement.--Importance of present
    efforts.--Civilization never precedes Christianity.--The life of
    Catharine an appeal to the community._


A summary view will now be taken of the character of Catharine Brown,
as it is exhibited in the documents, which have been the basis of the
preceding memoir.


I. HER MENTAL CHARACTERISTICS.

The mind of Catharine was of a delicate texture, well proportioned, and
happily balanced. Its perception was clear, its judgment correct, and
it was well endued with that invaluable quality in the intellectual
economy, good sense. In the acquisition of knowledge, it moved easily,
and, considering her circumstances and health, wrought with success. In
communicating to others what she knew, she had, owing to the clearness
of her apprehensions, more than common felicity.

And who has not remarked her delicate sensibility, her exact views
of dignity and propriety, her high principles of action, and her
gentleness and sweetness of manner? With her advantages of person, and
her excellencies of mind, she needed only greater opportunities, to
have attained that high degree of refinement and grace, which is so
much admired in the more elegant portion of civilized society.

But, until she came to the age, at which the females of our nation have
nearly, or quite, completed their education, she derived no benefit
whatever from the perusal of books, and enjoyed very little intercourse
with civilized people. Her mind, like the wilderness in which she had
her home, was uncultivated. But a small degree of intellectual, and
scarcely any moral truth, had enlightened it. Bacon, and Newton, and
Locke, and St. Paul, and a multitude of others possessing powerful
intellects, who had brought the grandest truths in the natural and
moral worlds within the comprehension of infantile genius, had, so
far as she was concerned, lived in vain. In short, even at that late
period, she had every thing to learn.

She lived but six years after her admission to the school at Brainerd.
A desire for knowledge evidently brought her there; and that same
desire, strengthened and sanctified by grace, attended her through life.


II. HER ATTAINMENTS.

1. Concerning those attainments, which are _not of a moral nature_,
it will be needless to enter into a lengthened specification. It
may, indeed, be impossible for us, into whose minds knowledge has
been industriously poured from our earliest years, to form a just
conception of her intellectual state, before she had access to the
ordinary sources of information, or to ascertain, with precision, what
revolutions occurred in her apprehensions of things. But there can be
no doubt that most, even of the elements of learning, came before her
in the garb of novelty, and that the field of her vision expanded, till
she at length found herself introduced into quite a different sphere,
from that, which had interested the curiosity of her opening youth.

It is affecting to think of the great mental changes, which were
necessary, even to place her on a level with the ordinary intelligence
of civilized life. But it is delightful to contemplate these changes
as more than accomplished. To a few of the more important of them the
attention of the reader is, for a moment, invited.

Her acquaintance with the _geographical features of the earth_, must
have been exceedingly vague and limited, hardly extending beyond the
wilderness, that embosomed her father’s house. After her introduction
to the missionaries, that acquaintance was extended to the great
natural divisions of the world, its physical aspect, and its civil
departments.

Her _astronomical_ views, untutored as she was, may easily be
conjectured. But she was instructed to contemplate worlds and suns
and systems, in uncounted numbers, wheeling, at the command of their
Creator, through immensity.

Her apprehensions respecting the _human race_ were so imperfect, that
she supposed her own people a distinct order of beings. But soon she
learns, that God “hath made of one blood all nations of men.”

How exceedingly confined, also, how next to nothing, must have been
her knowledge of _history_. Ages that were past, must have been to her
almost as much a blank, as ages that were to come. But soon the Bible,
the wisest, most sure, most comprehensive history of man, is placed in
her hands; and she has besides, access to a variety of the most useful
human compends. Being thus favoured, it may well be presumed, that the
more interesting events of antiquity rose, in rapid succession, above
her mental horizon.

Such changes as these elevate the mind immeasurably above the standard
of the mere child of nature, and, when beheld in any human soul, must
be, to a philanthropist, a subject of grateful contemplation.

2. The greatest and infinitely the most important acquisitions of
Catharine, however, had respect to _moral_ subjects,--to God, and a
future state, to the character, duty and highest interest of man, and
the provisions made for his salvation. On all subjects of this class,
her ideas, when she came to Brainerd, were very confused and imperfect;
and in regard to some of the most momentous of them, she was in total
ignorance. She went there an untutored pagan. Scarcely a ray of moral
light had gleamed upon her soul. The visible creation was indeed open
and bright before her. But how little of the divine perfections does
fallen man discern there, until they are pointed out by the finger of
revelation!

Of the _moral perfections of God_, such as his holiness, justice, and
goodness, she had no conceptions at all, when she entered the mission
school. Her knowledge of God, like that of most of her countrymen, was
confined almost to the narrowest possible limits. _Galunlahtiahi_,
or _the Great Being above_, was thought to possess a material form,
and his most prominent attribute to be physical strength. The Indian
languages are said to have no word that signifies _spirit_, nor the
pagan Indians any idea of a spiritual substance. The spirituality of
Jehovah, his holy character, his love of holiness, his hatred of sin,
the strictness of his law, his righteous government over the world,
and his illimitable benevolence, were things of which Catharine knew
little, or nothing.

But soon we find her mind richly furnished with all these views of
God. His moral perfections arrest her attention, and she sees, in
all their exhibitions, a lovely and attractive glory. What new views
of the Eternal must they have been, which drew forth such language
as this:--“O, he is good, kind, merciful.” “I feel it is good to be
afflicted, knowing that the Lord is good, and will always do what is
right.” “I thank God, I am entirely in his hands.” “The Lord’s will be
done, and not mine.” “O happy day, when God himself shall be my joy!”
No heathen ever used such language as this. It springs only from the
illuminations of Christianity.

Of the _Lord Jesus Christ_ she had no knowledge, when introduced to the
missionaries; and when told of him, for the first time, she supposed,
that what he had done for sinners had no reference to her, or her
people.

But the united testimony of all is, that, after her conversion, the
SAVIOUR was her favourite theme of contemplation and discourse. He was
her ALPHA and OMEGA, her ALL IN ALL. His person, character, and work,
appeared to her amazingly interesting. How often does she express a
desire to know him better, to love him more, to be more grateful for
what he has done, to do more in return, to be with him, to see him, and
to sing his praises. “O,” she exclaims, “how delightful is the view of
my Saviour.” “He is precious to me. I often enjoy his presence. I long
to be where I can enjoy him without sin.” “He has bought me with his
blood, and I wish not to have any will of my own. He is good, and can
do nothing wrong.”

       *       *       *       *       *

And what new views did she acquire, with regard to the _people_ of God.
At first, she thought them unhappy, and was fearful they would render
her unhappy. But soon she thinks them the happiest people in the world,
and longs for their society more than for that of any others. With them
she wishes to live, with them to die, with them to be forever. What
amount of earthly good would have induced her to forego their company,
for a single year, and cast her lot among the giddy sons and daughters
of fashionable pleasure?

“I cannot,” she remarks, “express how much I love the missionaries
with whom I live. I feel not my privileges, until I am away from them,
and mingle with worldly people. Then I long to get back, and be with
Christians.” “I often think of the glorious day, when I shall meet all
good missionaries in the kingdom of our Saviour. I shall then be always
with those dear friends, who have told me so much about heaven, and
taught me to love and serve Christ.” “O, happy day, when I shall see
all the Christians, who have ever lived.”

       *       *       *       *       *

We also perceive a great alteration in her views of _herself_. She has
declared, that when she came to Brainerd, she did not know she was a
sinner; and we are informed, that she was vain of her person, vain of
her decorations, and satisfied with herself.

Yet what self-abasing views had she, ever after her conversion. “I see
nothing,” she observes, “to trouble me, but my wicked heart. It appears
to me, that the more I wish to serve God, the more I sin. I seem never
to have done any thing good in the sight of God.”

“Humility,” says Mrs. Potter, “was the most conspicuous trait in her
character. I never could discover, that her vanity was excited by the
numerous attentions, which she received from different parts of our
country. She received them as paid her for Christ’s sake. When presents
came, her language was, ‘These do not belong to me. I do not deserve
them. Many Christians have heard, that I love the Saviour, and send me
presents on this account. But oh, I feel ashamed that I live so far
from him.’

“She received many letters, some of which were highly complimentary;
but so far from fostering pride, they always seemed to increase her
humility. Once, having received a letter full of expressions of the
strongest admiration of her character, she was gently cautioned against
being lifted up with vanity. The tears started into her eyes, and she
replied, ‘I do not wish to be proud;’ and added, ‘that she believed
people had formed too high an opinion of her, and that if they knew her
personally, their esteem would be diminished.’

“She was much distressed, that so many of her letters had been
published, and, for a season, it was with difficulty, that we could
persuade her to write to her correspondents. ‘I suppose,’ she said,
‘the object at _first_ was, to show that an Indian could improve. But
two or three letters would have answered this purpose, as well as all I
have ever written.’”[11]

Mr. Leech says, “I have often seen her in company at Huntsville, and
although she was very much caressed, and her society sought, by the
most respectable people, yet she always appeared humble. There was
nothing about her, that was vain, or assuming. This was not the effect
of insensibility to those acts of kindness. She would sometimes say
to her particular friends; ‘I wish I was more worthy of such friendly
attentions.’”

       *       *       *       *       *

Observe, too, what a revolution was effected in her views of _this
world_. An Indian’s heaven, even when most distinctly apprehended,
has fewer points of attraction, than the earth. Catharine, on coming
to Brainerd, evidently regarded it, when she thought of it at all,
as a remote, obscure, undefined something, more to be dreaded, than
desired. Hence her imagination had contemplated whatever is lovely
and attractive, as shining forth only in this world. If she made any
comparisons, they only deepened the conviction, that earthly objects
were most desirable.

But after her conversion, what a change! Her contemplations are
elevated to a superior world of realities. She learns of a higher
state of existence, designed for the good of the human race; where the
inhabitants are all holy, their employments holy, their joys holy;
where the disorders and miseries of earth are not known; where “there
shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there
be any more pain;” and where there is “no need of the sun, neither of
the moon, to shine in it, for the glory of God doth lighten it, and the
Lamb is the light thereof.” Now, her views of the world are changed.
The contrast of earthly with heavenly things, and of the creature with
God, hath spoiled the glories of the world.

“How vain,” she says, “does this world appear in my eyes. It is nothing
but vanity and sin.” “Sweet and reviving is the thought, that I am not
to continue long in this world, but hope soon to rest in the city of
my God.” “When I enjoy the presence of my Saviour, I long to be gone.”
“How happy shall I feel, when I land on the shores of eternal felicity.”

       *       *       *       *       *

To proceed farther in this analysis, is unnecessary. Enough has been
said to illustrate the changes, which occurred in her apprehensions
on moral subjects. She seems to have possessed much of that kind of
understanding, which is denominated, in the word of God, a “spiritual
understanding.” She appears to have received a spiritual discernment,
which enabled her, by the simple reading of the Scriptures, meditation
and prayer, to acquire a knowledge of the hidden glories of spiritual
things. Hence, the spiritual world, which had been concealed before her
conversion, was to her, ever after, a world of beauties, upon which she
loved to dwell.


III. CHANGES IN HER AFFECTIONS.

The objects of all human affections may be divided into two grand
classes, which are designated, in the divine word, as _things earthly_,
and _things heavenly_. The earthly things, are the riches, honours,
and pleasures of the world. The heavenly things, are whatever bear the
marks of a heavenly origin, or of a heavenly destination; such as God,
and holy beings, and sacred truth.

When Catharine first became acquainted with the missionaries, her
affections were resting wholly on the former class of objects. But how
much evidence is there, that, before her decease, there was almost an
entire transfer of her affections; that they rested almost wholly on
heavenly things.

With respect to the general character of her religious affections, it
may be remarked, that they were uniformly tender, often lively, but
never enthusiastic. Dr. Campbell observes, “that she never appeared
to receive the Christian system of faith otherwise than on the force
of evidence, and that evidence drawn from the Bible. The extravagance
of feeling, which is the effect chiefly of animal excitement, she
could not comprehend, but felt satisfied with possessing that holiness
of heart, which leads to supreme love to God.”--“She was never
enthusiastic,” says Mrs. Potter, “yet had seasons of exalted joy, when,
to use her own language, ‘she felt as though she was in heaven, and
was disappointed, when her thoughts returned to earth, and she found
herself here!’ She had, also, seasons of deep sorrow of heart, when she
mourned the hidings of her Saviour’s countenance, and groaned under the
pressure of indwelling sin.”

Catharine possessed nothing of that stoical insensibility to pleasure,
or pain, for which the Indian character has been considered remarkable.
There was never any thing in her deportment like unfeeling hardihood.
The very reverse of this was true. She had a heart for friendship, for
sympathy, for tender emotion. This is apparent in all her writings, and
in her whole history; and is amply confirmed by her intimate friend and
companion, Mrs. Potter. She remarks, “Catharine possessed a heart, that
could feel for another’s wo, and rejoice in another’s prosperity.”

       *       *       *       *       *

To the _Saviour_ her love was uncommonly strong, and continued so, in
every variety of circumstance. Who has not been impressed with this,
while reading her journal, her letters, and her recorded sayings, and
while contemplating the events of her life? Love to the Saviour, was
her ruling principle. She knew his voice. She delighted to sit at his
feet. She was overwhelmed with wonder at his condescending goodness.
She was enraptured at the thought of beholding his face. Hear her own
words. “I will go wherever the Saviour calls me.” “How good it is to
lie at the feet of Jesus,” “O how good is he in permitting me to
partake of his grace.” “Sweet is the thought of soon beholding the face
of the Redeemer.”

Here again Dr. Campbell will be quoted. “The Saviour seemed to be
continually the anchor of her hope, the source of her constant and
greatest happiness, and the object of her most ardent love. With her
friends, she was at all times communicative and interesting; but when
He became the theme of conversation, the faculties of her soul appeared
to receive new vigour, and she became doubly interesting. Every
expression shewed, that she was charmed with the goodness of God, in
making such provision for fallen, lost man. Although on other subjects
she was not generally very animated, her whole soul seemed to feel the
importance of this, which produced an earnestness of expression and
manner, that constrained those around her to feel its importance too.”

Hence she felt, and uniformly manifested, a deep interest in the _cause
of Christ_. Especially did she long to have her own people savingly
acquainted with the Lord Jesus. For this object chiefly she wished
to live. This made her almost unwilling to die. “My heart bleeds for
my poor people,” was her language; “I am determined to pray for them,
while God lends me breath.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Her biographer might enlarge, upon her dependence on God, which led
her beautifully to say, “I am a child, I can do nothing; but in God
will I trust, for I know there is no one else, to whom can I look for
help.” He might speak of her tender affection for her friends; of her
gratitude for favours shewn her; and of her compassion for the world at
large. But enough has been said to shew, that she possessed much, very
much of the meek and glowing benevolence of the Gospel.

    “Fair spirit, nurs’d in forest wild,
    Where caught thy breast those sacred flames?”


IV. HER CHRISTIAN CONDUCT.

There is no reason to believe, that any thing in the conduct of
Catharine ever approached to what is denominated immoral. And this is
very remarkable, considering her early circumstances. Yet, until she
came to Brainerd, she was not religious. She did not lead a life of
piety. Till then, the only tendency of her mind and heart and conduct,
was towards the world. As she neither knew, nor loved “those things
which are above,” so neither did she seek them.

But a change occurred in her objects of pursuit; a revolution took
place in the general course and tenor of her life. We find new aims,
new plans, new habits of action. “Old things are passed away.”

Her _habits of devotion_ might well render her an example to others.
Not only did she delight to be present in the public assembly, not
only did she love to gather little circles of her Cherokee friends for
social prayer, but she was constant and earnest in her more private
approaches to her God and Saviour.

Mrs. Potter observes; “The Bible, was her constant companion. The law
of God was her delight and meditation all the day. And I think I may
safely say, that no morning, or evening passed, during her residence
with us, (which was considerably more than a year,) when she did not
retire to hold communion with her God. At these seasons of devotion,
I was not unfrequently permitted to be by her side, and listen to the
fervent breathings of her soul. In strains of the deepest humility,
she confessed her sins, acknowledged her obligations to her heavenly
Father, and with great fervency prayed for complete conformity to the
divine will. Her dear people were never forgotten, and her petitions
were extended from them to all mankind.”

Her _zeal_ was not an irregular, evanescent flame. It was permanent,
and always active. How faithful, laborious, and successful she was,
with respect to her own family, has been noticed in the preceding
memoir. A more kind, attentive, and obliging daughter and sister,
than was Catharine Brown, or one more faithfully solicitous for the
spiritual good of her relatives, is scarcely to be found, it is
believed, in any civilized land.

Nor was she ever unmindful of the duties she owed her people, and
she seems to have closely watched for opportunities to do them good.
Indeed, their conversion to God was her favourite object, to which she
clung, with unyielding tenacity, through every vicissitude of health
and circumstance, down to the hour of her dissolution.

                      “Patient she strives,
    By prayer, and by instruction, to arouse
    Reflection in the hearts of those she styles
    Her wretched people. Modest, tender, kind
    Her words and actions; every vain desire
    Is laid obedient at the feet of Christ.
    And now no more the gaiety she seeks
    Of proud apparel; ornaments of gold
    She gladly barters for the plain attire
    Of meek and lowly spirits.”[12]

It cannot be forgotten by the reader, how diligently she pursued her
studies, both at Brainerd and at Creek-Path, in order that she might
be more eminently fitted for usefulness; nor how meekly she bore those
acquisitions, which elevated her above every other female of her tribe.

That there were defects in her Christian character, must be presumed,
in the absence of positive proof, from analogy. The best Christians
have failings. But what were hers? The materials for this memoir were
furnished by a considerable number of persons, who knew her well; and,
without seeming to have been conscious of the omission, not one of them
has specified a single fault in her character, as a Christian. Mrs. P.
has simply said, that she was not entirely free from the inadvertences
of youth. It would seem, therefore, and there is reason to believe it
was the fact, that her failings, whatever they might be, were not such
as are apt to make a strong impression on the mind.

“Through faith in the Lord Jesus,” says the first spiritual guide she
ever had, the Rev. Mr. Kingsbury, “she was enabled to bring forth the
fruits of righteousness, has left a bright example of the power of
divine grace over one who was born in the darkness of heathenism, and
is now rejoicing with her Saviour.”


CONCLUSION.

Such was Catharine Brown, the converted Cherokee. Such, too, were the
changes wrought in her, through the blessing of Almighty God on the
labours of Missionaries. They, and only they, as the instruments of
divine grace, had the formation of her Christian character; and that
character, excellent and lovely as it was, resulted from the nature
of their instructions. Her expansion of mind, her enlargement of
views, her elevated affections, her untiring benevolence, are all to be
traced, under God, to her intercourse with them. The glory belongs to
God; but the instrumental agency, the effective labour, the subordinate
success, were theirs.

In her history, we see how much can be made of the Indian character.
Catharine was an Indian. She might have said, as her brother did to
thousands, while passing through these States, “Aboriginal blood
flows through my veins.” True, it was not unmixed; but the same may
be affirmed of many others of her people. Her parentage, her early
circumstances and education, with a few unimportant exceptions,
were like those of the Cherokees generally. She dwelt in the same
wilderness, was conversant with the same society, was actuated by the
same fears, and hopes, and expectations, and naturally possessed the
same traits of character. Yet what did she become! How agreeable as
an associate, how affectionate as a friend, how exemplary as a member
of the domestic and social circle and of the Christian church, how
blameless and lovely in all the walks of life! Her Christian character
was esteemed by all who knew her, while she lived, and will bear the
strictest scrutiny, now she is dead. To such an excellence may the
Indian character attain; for, to such an excellence did it actually
attain in her.

And why may it not arrive at the same excellence, in other Indians?
Are there no other minds among them as susceptible of discipline
and culture? no other spirits, that, in the plastic hands of the
Divine Agent, can receive as beautiful a conformation? Are there not
dispositions as gentle, hearts as full of feeling, minds as lively
and strong? And cannot such minds be so fashioned and adorned, that
heavenly grace shall beam as charmingly from them, as it did from hers?

The supposition, that she possessed mental and moral capabilities,
which are rare among her people, while it adds nothing to our respect
for her, does injustice to her nation. In personal attraction,
and in universal propriety of manner, she was, undoubtedly, much
distinguished. But, in amiableness of disposition, in quickness of
apprehension, in intellectual vigour, it is believed there are hundreds
of Cherokee youth, who are scarcely less favoured.

In confirmation of this, will be given the description of a school,
composed entirely of young Cherokees, from the pen of a clergyman,
whose accuracy of judgment, and faithfulness of description, have never
been questioned.

  “It has never been according to our views of propriety and expediency
  to be lavish in commendations of our schools; lest we should seem
  to colour high and exaggerate, or to indulge in pride and vain
  glory. We think, however, (and we would ever think soberly,) that
  much might be said in favour of the schools at Dwight, without in
  any measure departing from “words of truth and soberness.” I would
  not draw invidious comparisons, between the schools here and those
  of other similar institutions. But I would say, that I never saw,
  at any place, in any country, more interesting groups of children,
  than those at present under our care: interesting, in almost every
  point of view, whether we consider them in their relations, their
  appearance, their behaviour, their progress, or their prospects.

  “Those, who, when revolving in their thoughts the idea of Indians and
  savages, vainly imagine that nothing can belong to the Aborigines
  of our country, except what is frightful in appearance, and deeply
  imbued with cruelty and barbarism, would scarcely believe themselves
  to be in an Indian school, when surrounded by the children, which
  fill our little sylvan seminary. Were they here, they would see
  nothing of that coarseness of feature, nor ferocity of look, nothing
  like that dirty dress, ugly visage, and repelling countenance, and
  nothing of that hard, unkind, and cruel disposition, which they have
  been wont to associate with the Indian character. But they would
  see a lovely group of children, who, by the regularity of their
  features, their neat and cleanly dress, their fair complexions, (fair
  indeed for a sultry clime,) their orderly and becoming behaviour,
  their intelligence and sprightliness, their mildness of disposition,
  tempered with a manly spirit, and their progress in knowledge, would
  not suffer by a comparison with most schools in a civilized land, nor
  disgrace respectable parents, by passing as their sons and daughters.

  “Such, dear Sir, are our schools at Dwight, our precious children,
  not long since brought from the shades of the forest. We love them,
  and we can but love them, for they are lovely. They are docile in
  their dispositions, generally quick in their apprehensions, prompt in
  their obedience, active and sprightly in their sports, and diligent
  and ambitious in their studies. Of the whole number of sixty, who
  compose the school in two departments, there are not more than six
  who cannot read with ease in the New Testament, and spell almost any
  words put to them. A considerable number can read with propriety
  and apparent understanding any book, and write a fair and legible
  hand. Near one fourth of both departments of the school are pursuing
  the study of geography. Some of the boys have made some progress in
  grammar and arithmetic, and in some other branches. It may be said
  with truth, that most, if not all, are as forward, as the children
  of most district schools in the most favoured part of New England.
  But what is more interesting to the Christian is their intelligent
  reading of the Scriptures, singing with delightful voices the praises
  of God, and making progress in a knowledge of the Gospel.”[13]

The uniform testimony respecting all the other schools, which have been
established by the American Board, is in accordance with the above.

Catharine was not the only convert from her people. There have
been others, both among the old and the young, in whom similar
transformations have been wrought. Her brother John was an instance.
Her aged and venerable parents, who are much and justly respected by
all who know them, are instances. Others still might be named, were
it not probable that these pages will fall under their notice. More
than fifty Cherokees were added to the church, the first year after
the decease of Catharine, the great proportion of whom adorn their
profession in a manner resembling what we admire in her.

It is hardly possible, indeed, that any of these converts should become
so well known to our community, as she was. Circumstances have changed.
The novelty of Indian missions is gone. The multiplication of converts
diminishes our curiosity respecting individuals. But excellence and
worth of character, are none the less real for being unnoticed and
unknown.

Here, then, we find encouragement. The success of past efforts has been
rich in its nature, and animating in its amount; and the same kind of
instruments, increased in number, are still employed, and employed,
too, upon similar materials. The course of divine grace, moreover,
is, in some sense, uniform, like the course of nature; so that what
Almighty God has done, in past time, is an earnest and a pledge
(circumstances being the same,) of what he will do, in time to come.
Upon these accounts, among others, we may cherish raised expectations.
Should the enterprise, which has been commenced so auspiciously, be
prosecuted with prudence, zeal, and in the fear of God, we shall not
be extravagant if we look for the general prevalence of pure religion
among a people, in the midst of whom, at the breaking up of their long
night of paganism, this interesting female shone as a morning star.

The present is emphatically the time for vigorous Christian effort.
Probably it is the only time when great success is possible. Various
unpropitious causes press heavily upon the poor Indians; and it is
believed, that nothing will save them from extinction, as a people, but
the general prevalence of true religion. All things else will be vain
without this.

The position, that civilization must precede Christianity, is so
unsupported by facts, is so opposed to all experience, that one would
think it could hardly be advanced by enlightened philosophers, or be
received by rational Christians. What is civilization? In Pagan and
Mohammedan countries, it is, it ever has been, a state of society,
where moral excellence is little known, and domestic and social
happiness little enjoyed; where man is a lordly tyrant, and woman is
a slave. True civilization is found only in Christian countries; and
no where, but as the _result_ of Christianity; of Christianity, too,
planted, in the first instance, by missionary enterprise.

Bring this religion to act strongly upon the Indians. Give them the
full enjoyment of Christian ordinances. Then their ‘winter will be
past, the rain will be over and gone.’ Agriculture, art, science,
legislation, and literature, the germs of which already appear, will
grow in rich luxuriance, and the Indian character will be respected by
the nations of the earth.

Let the life of Catharine Brown operate as an appeal to the benevolence
of the Christian community. Though dead, she speaks: and oh, let her
voice fall with persuasive and irresistible eloquence upon every ear.

Shall her people, of whom, by the purifying and ennobling influences
of the Gospel, so much can be made, be abandoned to ignorance and wo?
Shall beings, who are capable of knowing God, of understanding the
grand economy of his grace, of enjoying the imperishable blessings of
his salvation, be shut out eternally from such wisdom, and debarred
forever from such enjoyment?

Are they not susceptible of whatever is useful, and beautiful, and even
sublime, in character? Can they not appreciate, and will they not use,
the means of Christian civilization, if placed within their reach?

And may we not expect an abundant reward? Nay, have we not already
been amply rewarded? To say nothing of the impulse given to the
intellect, the industry, and the enterprise, of the nation, to
which the subject of this memoir belonged; or of their accelerated
progress in legislation and government; or of the amelioration in
the habits and manners of their domestic and social life; or of the
rudiments of learning imparted to a multitude of children and youth;
or of the amount of sacred truth, the only means of conversion and
sanctification, instilled into their minds; or of an inheritance in
the heavens secured to many souls:--to say nothing of all this, Were
not the holy life and triumphant death of Catharine Brown, an ample
remuneration for all the labours and expenditures of the mission to her
tribe?

Say, ye missionaries of the cross, should ye repent of your
self-denying toils, if this had proved your only reward? Say, ye
churches of the Redeemer, would ye recal her sainted spirit from the
skies, if what ye have expended for her nation could be refunded? A
thousand worlds would not be worth what you have, through the grace
of God, secured to her, as is humbly believed, in the regions of the
blessed. And when ye, also, stand on the heights of the Zion above, and
behold her ransomed spirit “filled with all the fulness of God,” and
exulting amid the hosts of heaven, will ye have any regrets for the
sacrifices it cost you to send the Gospel to her people?

O let sloth be driven away; let the grasp of avarice be loosened; let
benevolence assume the dominion; let a spirit of enterprise be kindled;
let the messengers of salvation be quickly sent to every tribe that
roams the western wilds.

Then “the wilderness and the solitary place shall be glad for them, and
the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose.”


FINIS.


FOOTNOTES:

[11] Her letters were published, by different friends to whom they were
addressed, to gratify the laudible curiosity of the community. It is
proper to remark, however, that not more than two or three were ever
inserted in the publications of the American Board.

[12] Traits of the Aborigines of America, pp. 161, 162.

[13] Missionary Herald, vol. xx, pp. 345, 346.

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