BY MATILDA BETHAM.
To the Hon. LADY JERNINGHAM.
Madam,
The many endearing instances of regard I have experienced since I had the honor of being known to your Ladyship, while they impress my mind with gratitude, flatter my hopes with a favourable reception of the following miscellanies, which, under your patronage, I venture to submit to the public.
Considered as the first essays of an early period of life, and as the exercises of leisure, my wishes suggest, that they may not, perhaps, be found wholly unworthy of attention; but whatever be their fate with others, I shall feel myself much gratified, if, in your Ladyship's judgment, they may be allowed some merit.
Though there cannot be a greater pleasure than dwelling on the excellencies of a distinguished and amiable character, I know not that it would be permitted me to indulge my present inclination with enumerating those virtues and endowments which confessedly distinguish your Ladyship, but my wishes I may offer, and that you may long, very long, continue to bless your family, to adorn your rank, and console the unhappy, is the sincere prayer of
Your Ladyship's most obliged humble servant, MATILDA BETHAM.
Stonham, Nov. 20, 1797.
If, in the following pages, there may be found any unacknowledged imitations, I hope I shall not be censured as an intentional plagiarist; for it has been my wish, however I may be esteemed presumptuous, not to be unjust; and I sometimes fear lest an imperfect recollection of another's idea should have appeared to me as a dawning thought of my own. Wherever I could recollect a similar passage, although unnoticed at the time I wrote, it has been either altered or acknowledged.
I commit these trifles to the press with the anxiety necessarily resulting from a desire that they may not be deemed altogether worthless. Though the natural partiality of the writer may be somewhat strengthened by the commendations of friends and parents, I am well aware that no apology can give currency to imperfection.
I have not vainly attempted to ascend to the steeps of Parnassus. If, wandering at its foot, I have mistaken perishable shrubs for never-dying flowers, the errors of a youthful mind, first viewing the fascinating regions of fancy, will not be rigidly condemned; for wherever there is true taste, there will be genuine candour.
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On the Eve of Departure from O—— Written in Zimmermann's Solitude |
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1794.
Ah! if your eye should e'er these lines survey,
Dismiss from thence its penetrating ray:
Let Criticism then her distance keep,
And dreaded Justice then be lull'd to sleep;
For, let whatever sentence be their due,
I feel I cannot censure bear from you.
A British Maid awaits the arrival of her lover from the battle, on a hill, where, at its commencement, she had retired to make vows to heaven for his success.—Evening.
Ah me! the yellow western sky turns pale, And leaves the cheerless sons of earth to mourn; And yet I hear not in the silent vale, A sound to tell me Arthur does return.
Ah, haste ye hours! quick plume the loit'ring wing! Bring back my hero, crown'd with glorious spoils! Let bards on lofty harps his triumphs sing, And loud applause repay successful toils!
Reward the flame, ye great celestial pow'rs, The noble flame that in his bosom glows! Inspire him, Druids, from your holy bow'rs, With strength to conquer iron-breasted foes!1
With heighten'd vigour brace his nervous arm, And let his lance with ten-fold fury fly, Make him terrific by some potent charm, And add new lightening to his piercing eye!
Then may my lover gain unrivall'd fame, The Roman banners may less proudly flow, Then he may humble their detested name, And their high plumes wave o'er' a British brow!
Then may his chariot,2 wheeling o'er the plain, Hurl death and desolation all around, While his intrepid front appals their train, And make our proud invaders bite the ground!
But yet I hear no lively foot advance; No sound of triumph greets my list'ning ear!' And I may carve this eagle-darting lance For one, whose voice I never more shall hear!
Perhaps my vows have never reach'd the skies, Nor heav'n, propitious, smil'd upon my pray'r; And ah! to morrow's crimson dawn may rise To plunge me in the horrors of despair!
Yet well he knows the dreadful spear to wield— Alas! their fearful limbs are fenc'd with care: And, what can valour, when th'extended shield3 May leave, so oft, his gen'rous bosom bare?
Say, reverend Druids, can you bless in vain? Can you in vain extend your spotless hands? Will not heav'n listen when its priests complain, And save its altars from unhallow'd bands?
Oh yes! I'll fear no more! The sacred groves,4 That rear their untouch'd branches to the skies; Beneath whose shade its chosen servant roves, Hidden from weak, unconsecrated eyes:
Beneath whose shade the choral bards rehearse, Piercing, with uprais'd eyes, each mist that shrouds, And, listening, catch the heav'n-dictated verse, By airs etherial wailed from the clouds:
It ne'er can be—but hark! I hear the sound Of some one's step; yet not the youth I love; He would have flown, and scarcely touch'd the ground, Not ling'ring thus, with weary caution, move.
The heavy wanderer approaches nigh, But the drear darkness skreens him from my views Ah, gracious heav'n! it was my Arthur's sigh, Which the unwilling breeze so faintly blew.
Oh speak! inform me what I have to fear! Speak, and relieve my doubting, trembling heart! To thy Albina, with a tongue sincere, A portion of thy wretchedness impart!"
"Sweet maid," replied the wounded, dying youth, In accents mournful, tremulous and slow, "Yes, I will ever answer thee with truth, While yet the feeble tide of life shall flow.
We made the haughty Roman chiefs retire, The tow'ring, sacrilegious eagle5 flew; Our bosoms swell'd with more than mortal fire, When from the field indignant they withdrew.
But ill bespeaks my faint and languid tongue, The glowing beauties of that joyful sight; Ill can my breast, with keenest torture wrung, Dwell on the charming terrors of the fight.
To others then I leave the envied strain, Which shall for ages rend the British air; Nor will thy partial ear expect, in vain, To find the humble name of Arthur there.
I go, while now the victory is warm, The just reward of valour to obtain; Soon I return, clad in a nobler form,6 Again to triumph, and again be slain.
Ah! then, my dear Albina, cease to grieve, Nor at thy lover's glorious fate repine; For, though my present favour'd form I leave, This constant heart shall still be only thine.
Alas! e'en now I feel the icy hand Of hasty death, press down my swelling heart; E'en now I hear a sweet aerial band, Summon thy faithful Arthur to depart.
Let not thy tears an absent lover mourn, Remember that he bravely, nobly died; Remember that he quickly will return, And claim again his lov'd, his destin'd bride."
As thus the warrior's fainting spirits fled, And parting life streamed forth at every vein, His quivering lip, in whispers, softly said, "Remember, Arthur dies to live again!"
"Oh stay, dear youth!" the hapless maiden cries, My best-lov'd Arthur, but one moment stay! And close not yet those all-enlivening eyes, So lately lighted at the torch of day.
Ah! yet once more, that look of tender love, Of fond regret, my Arthur, let me view! Let one more effort thy affection, prove, And bid me once, once more, a long adieu.
Now, ere the moon withdraws her feeble light, Ope yet again on me thy fading eye! He hears not! memory has ta'en her flight, And vanish'd with that last convulsive sigh.
Why did I variegated wreaths prepare, To pay the conqueror every honor due? Or, why, with fillets, bind my flowing hair, And tinge my arms of the bright azure hue?7
Oh! must this constant bosom beat no more? This skilful hand no more direct the spear? Must lost Albina still her fate deplore, And ever drop the unavailing tear?
Must I no more that lovely face review, Expressing each emotion of the mind? No more repeat a sweetly sad adieu? No more gay chaplets on his forehead bind?
His forehead, high and fair, with martial grace, And bold, free curls of glossy chesnut crown'd; The full, dark eye-brow which adorn'd his face, O'erwhelming foes with terror as he frown'd.
His voice, though strong, harmoniously clear, No more shall fill Albina with delight; No more shall sooth her still-attentive ear, And make her fancy every sorrow light.
Farewell to love, to happiness, and joy! Yet will I cull the summer's choicest bloom; Funereal chaplets shall my time employ, And wither daily on my Arthur's tomb."
As thus she mourn'd, with bitterest woe opprest, A ray of light illumin'd all the grove, And a consoling voice the fair addrest, In the soft accents of parental love.
Though still she clasp'd her hero's valued corse, She slowly rais'd her languid, streaming eyes, And own'd astonishment's resistless force, Viewing the stranger with a wild surprize.
The form was clad in robes of purest white, That swept with solemn dignity the ground; Contrasting with the blackest gloom of night, Which reign'd in awful majesty around.
The silver beard did reverence demand,8 And told her that a holy bard was there, Whose shrivell'd fingers grasp'd a flaming brand, Which threw a lustre on the waving hair.
His eye possess'd the brilliant fire of youth, United with the wisdom of the sage; And speaking, with the simple voice of truth, He blended the solemnity of age.
"Arise! thou loveliest of misfortune's train, And cease these weak, desponding tears to shed; The soft effusions of thy grief restrain, Which serve but to disturb the peaceful dead.
The youth you mourn, far from these scenes of woe, To worlds of never-ending joy is flown; Where his blest bosom with delight shall glow, And his fair temples wear a princely crown.
Ah then, presumptuous! question not the skies, Nor more with vain laments his loss deplore; Attend to this, and cease your fruitless sighs, You soon shall meet where you can part no more."9
Awe-struck, his sacred wisdom she confest, Which pour'd sweet consolation on her mind; She cross'd her blood-stain'd hands upon her breast, And bow'd her humble, grateful head, resign'd.
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1: Alluding to the armour of the Romani.
2: The Britons fought in low chariots, which they could leave and re-ascend at pleasure.
3: The shield being their only armour, when held out to protect a wounded or dying friend, left them defenceless.
4: The groves were consecrated to the celebration of religious mysteries.
6: The Druids are said to have preached the doctrine of transmigration, in order to inspire their warriors with the greater contempt of death.
7: The practice of staining themselves with blue was common among the Britons.
8: The people, excepting the priests, shaved off all the hair from their faces, but what grew on the upper lip.
9: This equivocal manner of speech may be supposed natural enough in one of this order of priests, who, it is said, held a more refined idea of a future state than they preached to the people.
Alas! no more that joyous morn appears That led the tranquil hours of spotless fame; For I have steep'd a father's couch in tears,
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'Oh! hide me from the sun! I loath the sight! I cannot bear his bright, obtrusive ray: Nought is so dreadful to my gloom as light! Nothing so dismal as the blaze of day!
No more may I its sparkling glories view! No more its piercing lustre meet my eye! On night's black wings my only comfort flew; At breath of morn I sicken and I die.
Where can I fly? In what sequester'd clime Does darkness ever hold her ebon reign? Where woeful dirges measure out the time, And endless echoes breathe the sullen strain.
Where dreary mountains rear their low'ring heads, To pierce the heavy and umbrageous clouds; And where the cavern dewy moisture sheds, And night's thick veil the guilty mourner shrouds.
There, lost in horrors, I might vent my sighs; To open misery myself resign; Might snatch each torturing vision ere it flies, And feast on prospects desolate as mine.
Oh! let me thither quickly take my flight, And chuse a favourite and a final seat, In scenes which would each gentler mind affright, But for my guilt affords a fit retreat.
There, where no ray, no gleam of light could come, There, and there only, could I find relief; There might I ruminate on Edward's doom, And lose myself in luxury of grief.
And, as it is, though joys around me shine, Though pleasure here erects her dazzling brow, Wrapt in despondence, will I droop and pine, And tears of anguish shall for ever flow.
Oh Edward! could'st thou see this alter'd frame, Which youthful graces lately did adorn! Could'st thou behold, and think me still the same, Thy once gay friend, thus hapless and forlorn?
The cheek, so late by ruddy health embrown'd, Now pale and faded with incessant tears; The eye, which once elate, disdain'd the ground, Now sunk and languid in its orb appears.
Oh! never, never will I cease to grieve! And sure repentance pardon may obtain! Can woe unfeign'd incite heav'n to relieve A wretch opprest with agonizing pain?
Ah no! my hands are stain'd with brother's blood! A father's curses load my sinking head! I wish to die, but dare not pass the flood, For there, as well as here, my hopes are fled.
Sleep, which was meant to chase away the thought, To lull the sound of dissonant despair, Appears to me with added terrors fraught, And my torn heart can find no refuge there.
If, for a moment, I its fetters wear, And its soft pressure these pale eyes controul, I injur'd Emma's just reproaches hear, Or Edward's form appals my shrinking soul.
When in those transitory sleeps I lie, I oft his beauteous, bleeding form review; A mild, benignant lustre lights his eye, As come to bid a friend a last adieu.
I start, I shudder at his tuneful voice, When it, in soothing whispers, meets my ear; That sound, which oft has made my heart rejoice, I now all-trembling and affrighted hear.
Was it thy fault, dear, much-lamented youth If lovely Emma did thy suit prefer? She saw thee form'd of tenderness and truth, And kings might glory to be lov'd by her.
Thy native sweetness won her artless heart; And well our different characters she knew; Whilst thy mild looks did happiness impart, She saw the murderer in each glance I threw.
Yet for this, meanly, did I thee upbraid, And basely urg'd an elder brother's right; Then, calling impious passion to my aid, Forc'd thee, unwilling, to the fatal fight.
Oh! ne'er shall I forget the dreadful hour, I sheath'd my weapon in thy noble breast; Thy dying hand clasp'd mine, with feeble pow'r, And to thy mangled bosom fondly prest.
Whilst o'er thee, I, in speechless anguish hung, Thou saw'st the wild distraction of my eye; And, though the chills of death restrain'd thy tongue Thy bosom heav'd a sympathetic sigh.
With cruel tenderness my friends contriv'd, To bear me from the drear, polluted shore; Of every joy, of peace itself depriv'd, Which this despairing breast shall know no more.
Since this what frenzy has inspir'd my mind! My tortur'd mem'ry cannot it retrace; No relique now of former days I find, But horrors, which e'en madness can't efface.
My dearest brother, and my tenderest friend, O come, and save me from this dark abyss! Draw hence the darts which my rack'd bosom rend! And bear me with you to the realms of bliss!
Ah! whence that pang which smote my shuddering heart? Where now, for refuge, can lost Anselm fly? 'Tis Death! I know him by his crimson dart! And, am I fit? Oh heav'ns! I cannot die!
My spirit is not form'd for rapid flight; It cannot cut the vast expanse of air, No, never can it reach the realms of light, For sin, a weight immoveable, lies there!'
Thus wretched Anselm rav'd: unhappy youth! Though passion hurried thee so far astray, Thy infant soul ador'd the God of Truth, And virtue usher'd in thy vernal day.
Oh! had he learn'd his passions to restrain, And let cool reason in his breast preside, His op'ning wisdom had not bloom'd in vain, Nor had he, ere the prime of manhood, died.
Yet, if remorse could expiate his guilt, If the worst sufferings could the crime erase, If tears could wash away the blood he spilt, Then Anselm's penitence obtain'd him grace.
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Forgive me, if I wound your ear, By calling of you Nancy, Which is the name of my sweet friend, The other's but her fancy.
Ah, dearest girl! how could your mind The strange distinction frame? The whimsical, unjust caprice, Which robs you of your name.
Nancy agrees with what we see, A being wild and airy; Gay as a nymph of Flora's train, Fantastic as a fairy.
But Anna's of a different kind, A melancholy maid; Boasting a sentimental soul, In solemn pomp array'd.
Oh ne'er will I forsake the sound, So artless and so free! Be what you will with all mankind. But Nancy still with me.
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When the grey evening spreads a calm around, Tell me, has thy bewilder'd fancy sought, Retir'd in some sequestered spot of ground, Rest, from the labour of eternal thought?
When, wrapt in self, the soul enjoys repose, The wearied brain resigns its fervent heat, In dream-like musing every care we lose, And wind our way with slowly-moving feet.
Oft, to indulge the thought-exploded sigh, When, slowly wandering at the close of day, Light emanations from th'abstracted eye, With transient beauty in the sun-beams play,
Thy sister seeks the solitary shade. Her mind inhaling the aerial gloom, Sees, not-observing, the fair landscape fade, And sullen mist usurping day-light's room.
Not her's the feelings which regret inspires, When sorrows keen have made the spirits low; Adversity has damp'd the youthful fires, And all the tears that fall are tears of woe.
Ah no! possessing every social bliss, I cannot, will not at my fate repine; Or ask for happiness excelling this, When such a world of treasures now are mine!
And, when the melancholy grove I seek, Scarce can my palpitating heart controul, While silent tears are trembling on my cheek, The flood of pleasure swelling in my soul.
But soon my too-elated thoughts are calm, The tumults of the mental chaos cease; A soft oblivion the rais'd senses charm, And lull to a reflecting, soothing peace.
Hail, sweet enhancements of the languid mind! Whose calm reposes restless worldlings scorn; But from whose aid recruited strength we find, And waken, lively as the bird of morn.
And thou, lov'd boy, in whose congenial breast, I doubt not but those sentiments reside; For we, our thoughts, our actions have confest, As much in hearts as persons are allied;
Hail thou, my brother! may thy steps be led By heav'nly wisdom through this world of care, And gain the realms for which our Saviour, bled! Nor pain, nor lassitude await us there.
OCTOBER 13, 1794. |
The first Percy, who came over with William the Conqueror, married a Saxon lady, called Emma de Port, said to have been the daughter of the last Saxon Earl of Northumberland, whose possessions had been given to him (Lord William de Percy) for his services.
I have taken the liberty of supposing this lady to have had a brother.
Before the fair Aurora spread Her azure mantle o'er the skies, While sleep its pleasing influence shed, On grateful mortals weary eyes,
Emerg'd from a surrounding wood, On a bleak mountain's sullen brow, A solitary outlaw stood, And view'd, through mist, the world below.
With deep regret his bosom fraught, His arms were wreath'd in sorrow's knot10; Nor seem'd he yet, by patience taught, To bear submissively his lot.
Hidden was each enlivening grace; Deprest by his untimely doom; A hectic flush o'erspread his face, Instead of nature's florid bloom.
Untutor'd in the school of grief, His pining spirit spoke in sighs; Though almost hopeless of relief, He look'd around with eager eyes;
And fondly bent an anxious ear, To the slow murmuring of the breeze, Essaying oft, in vain, to hear A friendly step beneath the trees.
"Delusive wish!" at last he cried, "Why wilt thou fill my aching breast? And thus my miseries deride, By telling how I might be blest.
"No kind consolers hither bend, By sympathy to ease my care; Here comes no ever-faithful friend, Who yet might shield me from despair.
"The abbey's well-known tow'r I seek, It fades from my impassion'd eye; The fancied outlines softly break, And melt into the distant sky.
"No pitying object now remains, That I may know those scenes are near, Where generous love and friendship reigns, And Alwin's name may claim a tear.
"And you, my lov'd paternal groves, Where I no more must shew my head; In your fair walks a stranger roves, And treacherous Normans daily tread!
"E'en now their presence may prophane The halls where Herbert did reside! E'en now may joy and gladness reign, And Adelaide be Percy's bride.
"Yet no! her soul, the seat of truth, Would ne'er a second love receive! The sacred vows of artless youth, Her Alwin ever shall believe!
"They still shall comfort my sad heart, And sooth the anguish of my mind; Shall still a cheering hope impart, And make me somewhat more resign'd.
"Ah! yet I hear her trembling hand, Withdraw the bolt to set me free! Yet hear the hasty, kind command, My Alwin fly, and live for me!
"No other can obtain my love! I would for thee the world resign! Then let thy prompt obedience prove That thou art truly, wholly mine."
"And ever to her promise true, No pleasure shall her soul elate, For, yet her constant thoughts pursue A wretched Outlaw's hapless fate!
"In vain proud Ranulph11 shall upbraid, My Adelaide is still the same! And, for thy sake, dear, lovely maid, I will not curse the Norman name!
"Not, though my father's large domains, Are plunder'd by the murderous bands; And my Northumbria's fertile plains, Lie wasted by their cruel hands;
"Though, as a son, I mourn the fate Of those, to whom my life I owe; And hate the hearts that thus create The dimness of severest woe;
"Though I behold no friendly steel, To give my Emma vengeance, drawn; And though a brother's pangs I feel, To know her destitute, forlorn;
"Though, banish'd from the sight of day, In dreary solitude I pine; And, forc'd to feel a tyrant's sway, Each dear paternal right resign;
"Yet will I seal my lips; nor dare To extricate my haughty foes: The hateful, guilty root I spare, Which can produce so fair a rose.
"But thou, my heart, wilt thou be calm? Oh! tell me, can reflection cease; And this fond bosom, now so warm, Be ever tranquilliz'd to peace!
"Ah, no! a father's scornful eye Is ever present to my view; And tells me, Herbert dar'd to die, Though Normans could his son subdue.
"Each feeble plea his soul disdains, They cannot for the fault atone; Though, when I left Northumbria's plains, I had not fifteen summers known.
"And hear me, Herbert, when I swear It was not fear that urg'd my flight; A worthless life was not my care, I thought but of a parent's right.
"Then pardon that my youth comply'd, To ease a mother's anxious fears That, when I rather would have died, I yielded to a sister's tears.
"Alas! a peasant's humble shed, Soon saw our sainted parents' death, Who, while our hearts in anguish bled, With pious hopes resign'd her breath.
"When mists foretel the ev'ning near, And clouds of chilling dew arise, We sought the grave of her so dear, And offer'd there our tears and sighs.
"'Till mild reflection lent her aid, And bade our filial sorrows cease; The fever of our souls allay'd, We sunk into a mournful peace.
"My pensive bosom strove to keep A dying mother's last request; I let the thoughts of vengeance sleep, And studied to make Emma blest.
"No longer shunning of the dawn, Or seeking the sequester'd shade, I call'd my sister to the lawn, And trod with her the flow'ry glade.
"Submitting to our wayward fate, I talk'd not of the treasures flown; But still seem'd easy and sedate, While pressing verdure not my own.
"Then all I wish'd, and all I fear'd, Was by fraternal love inspir'd; And one, by every tie endear'd, The only friend my soul desir'd.
"Yet soon that pleasing calmness fled, A Norman beauty won my heart, Imperious love my footsteps led, And bade all secrecy depart.
"I own'd the splendour of my race, Altho' a peasant's form I bore; I fancied silence was disgrace, And hid my sentiments no more.
"Her father's tongue my fate decreed, And doom'd great Herbert's son to shame; For, tho' by love from prison freed, I bear an outlaw's hateful name.
"My sister no fond friend can shield, No relative allay her grief; For tyranny all hearts hath steel'd, And nought can give her soul relief.
"With ev'ry quality to charm, A guardian will not heaven allow, To screen thy artless youth from harm, And, fair deserted! help thee now!
"No aid, no comfort, can be nigh! And shall thy brother here remain? Has he not fortitude to fly, And burst the heavy, servile chain?
"Why should I linger here alone, Unseen by every human eye? To live unfriended and unknown, And in this dreary desart die.
"For now the sun-beams gild the sky, And give the misty morning grace, Far from the light I'm doom'd to fly, Abandon'd by the human race.
"But no! I'll bear suspense no more! Too dear a price to purchase breath; I'll seek the scenes I yet deplore, And meet a welcome, wish'd-for, death."
Tortur'd to frenzy, Alwin flew, And as he left his sad retreat, He, turning, look'd a last adieu, And shook the dew-drops from his feet.
His hurried steps nor press'd the ground, Nor pointed out the path he came; And, though so long the way he found, Despair buoy'd up his fainting frame.
The sun shot forth a feeble ray, But hid his glorious orb from sight, And the pale evening's modest grey, Had soften'd the too-glaring light,
When Alwin reach'd the humble cot, That once he did with Emma share, And, weeping, hail'd the well-known spot, In vain, for Emma was not there.
Repuls'd, he turn'd his languid eye, Where Ranulph's lofty turrets rose; And, heaving disappointment's sigh, He sought the mansion of his foes.
His faltering step, when there he came, A proud, disdainful air possest; Memory recall'd his former shame, And indignation fill'd his breast.
He enter'd, in his wild attire, With hasty pace and haggard brow, Scorn fill'd his azure eye with fire, And gave his cheeks a deeper glow.
A graceful knight who met his view, Sat pleading by a lady's side; And Alwin's jealous bosom knew Lord Percy, and his fated bride.
Mistaken youth! thy eyes have seen, The persons pictur'd in thy mind; But who is that, with pensive mien, And forehead on her hand reclin'd?
O'er whom Lord Ranulph fondly bends, With sorrow seated on his brow; While the regretting tear descends O'er his pale cheek, in silent woe.
"Ah! is it thus?" sad Alwin said, The fancied bride the accents knew, Lord Percy rais'd his drooping head, And lovely Emma met his view.
Then rapture and surprize prevail'd, Each bosom felt confus'd delight; While his return the mourner hail'd, And thus his sorrows did requite.
"O, dearest Alwin, now no more My father disapproves our flame; No longer we thy loss deplore, Or tremble to pronounce thy name.
"A noble friend has gain'd our cause, And vanquish'd all his former hate; Who, ere he own'd a lover's laws, With generous tears had wept thy fate."
"Yes, injur'd youth," Lord Ranulph cried, "Thou art this day my chosen heir; In Adelaide behold thy bride, Thy sister's future husband, there.
"Lord Percy, to a candid mind, Unites a fervour like thy own; And Emma, not to merit blind, Refers his cause to thee alone.
"If thou wilt grant his fond desire, 'Twill gain a brave, a noble friend; And the possessions of thy sire, To his posterity descend."
"And did my Emma stay to hear, Her brother sanctify her choice? Ah Percy! now you need not fear From Alwin, a dissenting voice.
"Blest in my love, in Emma blest, My heart each cherish'd wish obtains; Northumbrians, now no more opprest, Shall own a son of Herbert reigns.
"May ye rebuild the peasant's cot, Exalt the woe-depressed head, And o'er each desolated spot, The fostering calm of quiet spread!
"May sterne reserve and caution cease! With lenient hand dispense your sway; Give them the healing balm of peace, Their wounded spirits will obey.
"Ah! cheer their gloom! dispel their care! The smile will soon replace the tear; And, wedded to a Saxon fair, The foreign lord no more appear."
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10: "Wreathing his arms in this sad knot."—SHAKESPERE'S TEMPEST.
Now spring appears, with beauty crown'd,
Already April's reign is o'er,
O come! ere all the train is gone, MAY 5, 1795. |
1795.
At an open window sitting, On this day of mirth and glee, 'Cross a flow'ry vista flitting, Many passing forms I see. Ah! lovely prospect, stay awhile! And longer glad my doating eye, With poverty's delighted smile, And lighten'd step, as passing by;
With labour's spruce and ruddy train, Deck'd out in all their best array, Who, months of toil and care disdain, Paid by the pleasures of a day. The village girl still let me view, Hast'ning to the neighb'ring fair; Her cap adorn'd with pink or blue, And nicely smooth her glossy hair.
With sparkling eye and smiling face, Ting'd o'er with beauty's warmest glow; With timid air, and humble grace, With clear and undepressed brow. Go! lovely girl, and share the day, To thy industrious merit due; There join the dance, or choral lay; Thou blooming, village rose, adieu!
And thou, O youth, so blythe and free, Bounding swiftly o'er the plain, Go, taste the joys of liberty, And cheer thy spirit, happy swain! How different to the lonely hour, When slowly following the plough, Self-buoyant joy forgets the pow'r, Which warms thy gladden'd bosom now.
If some rural prize desiring, Or ambitious of applause, Loud huzzas thy wishes firing, Thy steady hand the furrow draws; Ne'er a victor fam'd in story, Greater praise and reverence drew, Than thou, attir'd in humble glory, So, guiltless conqueror, adieu!
Oh, here a charming group appears! A cottage family, so gay, Whose youthful hopes, uncheck'd by fears, In smiles of thoughtless rapture play. Here, borne in fond, parental arms, The infant's roving eye we view; Boasting a thousand, thousand charms, Endearing innocents, adieu!
They go! no more with beating heart, And lively, dancing step to tread; Unwillingly will they depart, To seek again their homely shed. Ah! Eve, I love thy veil of grey, Which will conceal them from my view, For, bending home their weary way, How sad would be our last adieu!
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The following was suggested by reading a whimsical description, given by Scarron, of the deformity of his person, contrasted with its former elegance, in the Curiosities of Literature, vol. 2, page 247.
Ye blooming youth, possest of every grace, Which can delight the eye, or please the ear, Who boast a polish'd mind and faultless face, Awhile the councils of Philemon hear!
Let not pride lift the thoughtless head too high, Temerity arch o'er the scornful brow, Contemptuous glances arm the sparkling eye, Or the high heart with self-complacence glow!
Alas! full soon the eve of life arrives, Though pale Disease's train approach not nigh; Short is the summer of the happiest lives, If no rude storm disturbs the smiling sky.
This wretched body, bending to the earth, Once, on the wings of health, alert and gay, Shone forth the foremost in the train of mirth, And cloudless skies announc'd a beauteous day.
My parents oft, with fond complacence view'd, The elegance of my external form; And thought my mind with excellence endued, Bright as my genius, as my fancy warm.
There was a time, poor as I now appear, I admiration met in every look; And, harsh as now my words may grate your ear, Each tongue was silent when Philemon spoke.
Once could this voice make every bosom thrill, As it pour'd forth the light or plaintive lay; And once these fingers, with superior skill, Upon the lute could eloquently play.
By partial friendship sooth'd, by flattery fann'd, I learnt with conscious grace the dance to lead, To guide the Phaeton with careless hand, And rule, with flowing rein, the prancing steed.
Sick with the glory of a trifler's fame, By folly nurtur'd, I was proud and vain; Till Chastisement in kindest mercy came, Though then her just decrees I dar'd arraign.
The form that sought so late the public view, That glow'd with transport, as the world admir'd, Fill'd with false shame, from every eye withdrew, And to the shades of solitude retir'd.
Consum'd by fevers, spiritless, forlorn, Blasted by apoplexy's dreadful rage, My bleeding heart by keen remembrance torn, I past my prime in premature old age.
I heard my parent's ill-suppressed sighs, And wish'd myself upon the peaceful bier; I saw the anguish of their sleepless eyes, The smile dissembled, and the secret tear.
Oft, with a kind of gratifying woe, I recollected every former charm, And, with the spleen of a malicious foe, Delighted still to keep my sorrows warm.
"Where is the lustre of the gladsome eye, The airy smile, the animated mien, The rounding lip of liveliest crimson dye, So lately envied, now no longer seen.
"I too have gloried in my waving hair, No ringlets now remain to raise my pride; Nor can I now lay the white forehead bare, And push the too luxuriant locks aside."
Thus, like a child, I sigh'd for pleasures past, And lost my hours in a delusive dream; But Reason op'd my blinded eyes at last, And clear'd each mist by her refulgent beam.
I saw futurity before me spread, A scourge or sceptre offer'd to my view, Alarm'd, from Folly's erring mazes fled, And to my God with humble rev'rence drew.
I bow'd, submissive, at the holy shrine, His mercy with warm gratitude confest, Which had reveal'd the spark of life divine, That slumber'd in my earth-enamoured breast.
Had I, as friendship and self-love desir'd, Still suck'd delirium at the fane of praise, I might, my conscience lull'd and passions fir'd, Have lost my soul in the bewitching blaze.
Dear rising train, let not my words offend! Nor the pure dictates of my love despise; To one, late like yourselves, attention lend, And, taught by his experience, be wise!
Ah! banish from your eye the fiend Disdain; Let fair simplicity supply its place; Nor longer let conceit the bosom stain; The child of weakness, follow'd by disgrace.
Should time from you each glowing beauty wrest, You will not then those self-reproaches feel, Which every eye awaken'd in my breast, And twenty winters scarce suffic'd to heel.
Nor will your friends observe each faded charm, Since still your countenance its smile retains, And the same lov'd companion, kind and warm, With unassuming manners, yet remains.
SEPT. 8, 1795. |
Now I've painted these flowers, say what can I do,
You only the humbler enchantments can prove, NOV. 10, 1795. |
Fair village nymph, ah! may I meet Thy pleasing form where'er I stray! With open air and converse sweet, Still cheer my undiscover'd way!
With eyes, that shew the placid mind, And with no feign'd emotions roll; With mien, that sprightly or resign'd, Bespeaks the temper of the soul.
With smiles, where not the lips alone Receive a brighter, vermil hue, The cheek does warmer roses own, And the eyes beam, a deeper blue!
Though Fashion's minions scorn thy pow'r, And slight thee, 'cause in russet drest, Yet Joy frequents thy peaceful bow'r, And sorrow flies to thee for rest.
The echoing laugh, the rapturous tear, The smile of friendship, gay and free, Delight but when they are sincere, And given, lovely nymph, by thee.
When my Rosina reads a tale, Though sweet the tuneful accents flow, No studied pathos does prevail To bid the hearer's bosom glow;
Her voice to sympathy resign'd, Each different feeling can impart. And, tell me not, we e'er can find A modulator, like the heart!
And Mary's locks of glossy brown, That fall in waves, with graceful swell, In ever-varying ringlets thrown, The fairest curls of art excel.
Still rob'd in innocence and ease, Daughter of Truth, shall thou prevail, When Affectation cannot please, And all the spells of Fashion fail.
NOV. 17, 1795. |
Yon coward, with the streaming hair,
See! slow Suspicion by his side, With winking, microscopic eye! And Mystery, his muffled guide, With fearful speech, and head awry.
See! scowling Malice there attend,
All other woes will find relief,
Round him no genial zephyrs fly,
Oppress'd with light, he seeks to shun
Lo! now he plunges in the flood,
Now, maniac-like, he comes again,
Ah, hapless wretch! condemn'd to know, JULY 1796. |
The death of Selred, last King of the East-Saxons, reduced that part of the Heptarchy to dependance on Mercia. The rest is imaginary.
When Britain many chiefs obey'd,
Of partial Mercian eyes the joy,
Now twenty summer's suns had flown,
"Ye Mercians, let your banners fly!
"How doubly poignant is my smart,
"Oh Father! who in mercy reigns,
When lo! there comes a youthful train,
The king, so late by woe deprest,
"To meet thee thus, my son," he cried,
As then he raised them to his breast, OCTOBER 1795. |
Lo! here a cloud comes sailing, richly clad
Such are the dreams of hope, which to the eye FEBRUARY 1, 1797. |
When clouds and rain deform the sky, And light'nings glare around, Amidst the dreary, cheerless scene, Some comfort may be found.
There will, at some far-distant spot, A streak of light appear, Or, when the sullen vapours break, The ether will be clear.
And if the sun illumes the east, And sheds his gladsome ray, Some boding mist, or passing cloud Will threat the rising day.
The heart rejoicing in the view, And dancing with delight, Oft feels the touch of palsied fear, And sinks at thought of night.
So Hope's bright torch more clearly shines, Amidst surrounding gloom, And, beldame Fortune vainly throws Her mantle o'er the tomb.
MARCH 15,1797. |
As, musing, late I sat reclin'd,
"Whence art thou, blooming nymph?" I cried,
"The friend of Happiness, I dwell
"Oft, from the lorn enthusiast's lyre,
"Dear to each blest aerial pow'r,
"Then why, since all the wise and gay,
"Tell her I wish not to intrude
"Tell her, if now she scorns my strain,
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Loud beats the rain! The hollow groan Of rushing winds I hear, That with a deep and sullen moan, Pass slowly by the ear.
Soon will my dying fire refuse To yield a cheerful ray, Yet, shivering still I sit and muse The latest spark away.
Ah, what a night! the chilly air Bids comfort hence depart, While sad repining's clammy wings Cling icy, to my heart.
To-morrow's dawn may fair arise, And lovely to the view; The sun with radiance gild the skies, Yet then—I say adieu!
Oh, stay, dear Night, with cautious care, And lingering footsteps move, Though day may be more soft and fair, Not her, but thee, I love.
Stay, wild in brow, severe in mien, Stay! and ward off the foe; Who, unrelenting smiles serene, Yet tells me I must go.
Forsake these hospitable halls, Where Truth and Friendship dwell, To these high towers and ancient walls, Pronounce a long farewell.
Alas! will Time's rapacious hand, These golden days restore? Or will he suffer me to taste These golden days no more?
Will he permit that here again, I turn my willing feet? That my glad eyes may here again, The look of kindness meet?
That here I ever may behold, Felicity to dwell, And often have the painful task Of sighing out farewell?
Ah, be it so! my fears I lose, By hope's sweet visions fed; And as I fly to seek repose, She flutters round my bed.
NOV. 17, 1796. |
Thou, Margaret, lov'st the secret shade, The murmuring brook, or tow'ring tree; The village cot within the glade, And lonely walk have charms for thee.
To thee more dear the jasmine bow'r, That shelt'ring, undisturb'd retreat, Than the high canopy of pow'r, Or Luxury's embroider'd seat.
More sweet the early morning breeze, Whose odours fill the rural vale, The waving bosom of the seas, When ruffled by the rising gale.
Than all which pride or pomp bestow, To grace the lofty Indian maid, Who prizes more the diamond's glow, Than all in humbler vest array'd.
Sweet is the rural festive song, Which sounds so wildly o'er the plain, When thoughtless mirth the notes prolong, And heart-felt pleasure pours the strain.
Sweet is the dance where light and gay, The village maiden trips along; Her simple robe in careless play, As her fleet step winds round the throng.
Sweet is the labourer's blazing fire, When evening shades invite to rest; Though weary, home does joy inspire, And social love dilates his breast.
His rural lass with glee prepares, The dainties fondness made her hoard; Her husband now the banquet shares, And children croud around the board.
Ah! who could wish to view the air Of listless ease and languid wealth? Who with such pleasures could compare The joys of innocence and health?
AUGUST 20, 1796. |
"D'atre nubi è il sol ravvolto, Luce infausta il Ciel colora. Pur chi sa? Quest' alma ancora La speranza non perdè.
Non funesta ogni tempesta Co' naufragj all' onde il seno; Ogni tuono, ogni baleno Sempre un fulmine non è."
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Dark, mournful clouds hang o'er the sun, Lights gleam portentous in the air, And yet who knows? This troubled heart Still gives not up to blank despair.
Not big with shipwrecks every storm, That sweeps the bosom of the main, Nor does the threatening, turbid sky, Always the thunder-bolt contain.
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A chi serena io miro, Chiaro è di notte il cielo: Torna per lui nel gelo La terra a germogliar.
Ma se a taluno io giro Torbido il guardo, e fosco, Fronde gli niega il bosco, Onde non trova in mar.
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To him whom kindly I behold, The midnight sky is clear, And 'mid the wintry frost and cold, The blushing flowers appear.
But to the wretch who meets my eye, When kindled by disdain, The very grove will leaves deny, And waveless be the main.
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Finchè un zeffiro soave Tien del mar l'ira placata, Ogni nave È fortunata, È felice ogni nocchier;
È ben prova di coraggio Incontrar l'onde funeste, Navigar fra le tempeste, E non perdere il sentier.
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Whilst zephyr sooths the angry waves Of Ocean into rest, Each vessel is in safety borne, And every pilot blest.
But he indeed demands our praise, Who stems the tempest's force, And midst the ire of hostile waves, Pursues his destin'd course.
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Oh sonno, oh della cheta, umida, ombrosa Notte placido figlio; oh de' mortali Egri conforto, oblio dolce de' mali, Sì gravi, ond' è la vita aspra, e nojosa: Soccorri al core omai, che langue, e posa Non have; e queste membra stanche, e frali Solleva: a me ten vola, oh sonno, e l'ali Tue brune sovra me distendi, e posa. Ov' è il silenzio, che'l dì fugge, e'l lume? E i lievi sogni, che con non secure Vestigia di seguirti han per costume? Lasso, che'nvan te chiamo, e queste oscure, E gelide ombre invan lusingo; oh piume D'asprezza colme; oh notti acerbe, e dure!
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Son of the silent, dark, and humid Night, Consoler of the wretched, by whose sway The gloomy train of ills are put to flight, That blacken Life's uncertain, tedious day,
O! succour now this restless, pining heart! Give to these feeble, weary limbs repose! Fly to me, Sleep! and let thy sombre wings Over my couch their dusky plumes disclose!
O! where is Silence, who avoids the light? Where the wild dreams that flutter in thy train? Alas! in vain I call thee, cruel Night! And flatter these insensate shades in vain.
And oh! without thy cheering dews are shed, |
Breathing the violet-scented gale, Near to a river's limpid source, Which, through a wide-extended vale, Wound slowly on its sleeping course,
Attended by a youthful pair, With rubied lip and roving eye, Oft would fair Editha repair, And let her children wander nigh.
There pleas'd behold their footsteps turn, To each new object in their way, Their ringlets glittering in the sun, Their faces careless, blythe, and gay.
Once, when they drest their flaxen hair, With flow'rets wild of various hue, And with a proud, exulting air, To their delighted parent drew:
"Ah! thus may every day arise! And pleasure thus your hearts, pervade!" The widow'd mother fondly cries, "Before the youthful blossoms fade.
"My sighs are all dispers'd in air, Resign'd to fate, I weep no more, Your welfare now is all my care, Yet am I constant as before.
"The world, because a vermil bloom, Tinges my yet unfading cheek, Says I forget my William's tomb, A new and earthly love to seek.
"Because I join the social train, With lip that wears a kindred smile; And a gay sonnet's lively strain, Does oft the lonely hour beguile:
"Because no longer now I mourn, With sweeping robes of sable hue; No more I clasp the marble urn, Or vainly bid the world adieu.
"Ah! ill my secret soul they know, Where my lost hero still remains, Where memory makes my bosom glow, And binds me still in closer chains.
"Whoe'er hath seen my William's form, Heighten'd with every martial grace, The ever-varying, unknown charm, Which beam'd in his expressive face;
"Or heard his fine ideas try, In Fancy's fairy garb to teach, While the sweet language of his eye, Excell'd the eloquence of speech,
"Could ne'er suppose my faith would fail, Or aught again this heart enslave; That absence would o'er love prevail, Or hope be bounded by the grave.
"Could all but I his merit know? His wit and talents see? And is his name by all below Remember'd, but by me?
"No, ne'er will I the memory lose, Though from my sight thy form is flown, Of tenderness for other's woes, And noble firmness in thy own.
"No slavish fear thy soul deprest, Of Death, or his attendant train; For in thy pure and spotless breast, The fear of heav'n did only reign.
"Thus, when the still-unsated waves Spread o'er thy head their whelming arms, When horrid darkness reign'd around, And lightnings flash'd their dire alarms,
13"When, wing'd with death, each moment flew, And blood the foaming ocean stain'd, Thy courage cool, consistent, true, Its native energy maintain'd.
"And when the fatal moment came, The bullet enter'd in thy side, Only thy spirit's beauteous frame, Its prisoner flying, droop'd and died.
"This is it that consoles my mind, Which to my love aspiring flies, And makes me hope, in future days, To hail my William in the skies.
"Should tears from my pale eyelids steal, I teach my children's how to flow, And make their little bosoms feel, Before their time, the touch, of woe.
"I will not weep! the world shall see That I a nobler tribute pay; More grateful both to heaven and thee, By guiding them in virtue's way."
Embracing then her fondest cares, She cast her raptur'd eyes above, And breath'd to heav'n emphatic pray'rs, Of mingled reverence and love.
APRIL 15, 1795. |
13: I know not if I have expressed myself with much clearness here, but I meant to describe a sea-fight as concisely as possible.
Light breezes dance along the air, The sky in smiles is drest, And heav'ns pure vault, serene and fair, Pourtrays the cheerful breast.
Each object on this moving ball Assumes a lovely hue; So fair good-humour brightens all That comes within her view.
Her presence glads the youthful train, Reanimates the gay, And, round her, by the couch of pain, The light-wing'd graces play.
Her winning mein and prompt reply, Can sullen pride appease; And the sweet arching of her eye E'en apathy must please.
To you, with whom the damsel dwells A voluntary guest, To you, Maria, memory tells, This tribute is addrest.
The feeble strains that I bequeath, With melody o'erpay; And let thy lov'd piano breathe A sweet responsive lay.
Although the mellow sounds will rise, So distant from my ear, The charmer Fancy, when she tries, Can make them present here.
Can paint thee, as with raptur'd bend, You hail the powers of song; When the light fingers quick descend, And fly the notes along:
Feel the soft chord of sadness meet, An echo in the soul, And waking joy the strains repeat, When Mirth's-quick measures roll.
This "mistress of the powerful spell," Can every joy impart; And ah! you doubtless know too well How she can wring the heart.
She rules me with despotic reign, As now I say adieu; And makes me feel a sort of pain, As if I spoke to you.
FEB. 14, 1797. |
Hail, melancholy sage! whose thoughtful eye, |
Who died on the 5th of June, 1797.
Awake, O Gratitude! nor let the tears
Yes! I once bore that title, and my heart
I have often heard That years would blunt the feelings of the soul, And apathy ice the once-glowing heart. Injurious prejudice! Dear, guileless friend! Thou read'st mankind, but saw not, or forgot Their faults and vices; for thy breast was still The residence of sweet Simplicity, Daughter of letter'd Wisdom, and the friend Of Love and Pity. Happy soul, farewell! Long shall we mourn thee! longer will it be, "Ere we shall look upon thy like again!"
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This humble tribute to the memory of my venerated friend, was written in the first impulse of my sorrow for his loss, and though unworthy of his virtues, is still a small memorial of my respect for a man, on whose tomb might justly be inscribed, as I have seen on an old monument:
"Heven hath his soule. He fruits of Pietie, This Towne his want. Our hearts his Memorie."
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Ye holy women, say! will ye accept
Hail! blessed spirit! This rude cypher'd stone. |
A lov'd companion, chosen friend, Does at this hour depart, Whom the dear name of father binds Still closer to my heart.
On him may joy-dispensing heav'n Each calm delight bestow, And eas'd of peace-destroying care His life serenely flow!
Did I but know his bosom calm, And free from anxious fear, Around me in more cheerful hues Would every scene appear.
And I will hope that he, who ne'er Repin'd at heav'n's decree, But ever patient and resign'd, Submissive bent the knee:
Who, best of fathers, never sought For arbitrary sway, But free within each youthful mind, Bade Reason lead the way.
Who taught us, 'stead of servile fear, A warm esteem to prove, And bade each act of duty spring, From gratitude and love.
Yes, I must hope that generous mind With many cares opprest, Shall in the winter of his days With sweet repose be blest.
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A friend, a year or two ago, gave me Joseph's Reconciliation with his Brethren, as a subject to write upon; but I was afraid of not treating it in such a manner as a sacred story deserved, and gave up the attempt, when I had written little more than the following lines, to account for their not knowing him, although he well remembered them; and am persuaded to let them appear here.
They, ere he left them, had attain'd their prime
As when the morn, in vivid colours gay, |
Where yonder mossy ruins lie,
Methinks e'en now I hear her speak,
Incautious zeal! what hast thou done? |
The beauteous queen of social love,
The sweetest lyre would strive in vain,
From morning till the close of day,
Contented 'neath the humble roof;
When the heart throbs with bitter woe,
O, may she still exert her power,
Here Edmund shall forget his care,
Yet would my hovering fancy trace, |
FINIS.